"It's been on my mind for a while."
"Gotta get this off my chest."
"Before it's.. too late."
"I can't letcha go."
"Ya gotta let it go."
"I can't letcha go."
"Ya gotta.. listen."
Just looking at you and smiling a few times a day,
I've told you hundreds of times, "you're the love of my
life".
And I've told you, in this corrupt world,
You're the only one my restless mind can trust.
Though you thought I'd change my mind about you,
If you felt uneasy I smiled and told you that'd never happen.
In my endlessly wandering, hollow heart
The only place I can rest is in you but
I hate myself for having strayed from you.
Even today I'm wrapped up in what I'm doing and erasing
you from my life, "baby, baby."
Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me, "baby",
Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me, "lady".
Even though I drink and don't call,
Even if I briefly meet eyes with another girl,
Only look at me.
Tonight you've waited for me 'til the break of day again.
You're talking to me through tears, saying I've changed.
But facing you, my feelings for you are the same as before.
Though I soothe you countless times,
I'm gonna have a hard time without you.
Sometimes I lose my breath just thinking about you.
In endless fights and an endless sigh
The only place you can rest is in me.
But I hate myself for growing tired of you.
Even today I'm smiling but secretly losing faith, "baby, baby."
"Stop."
I know I'm being selfish,
But in the time I've been wasting every day, I've become corrupt like this, "baby".
I only want you to stay pure forever.
I want this with my whole heart, this is my faith in you,
Don't leave me 'til the day you die.
YAY! GOOD LUCK! I'm so sending you good vibes tomorrow. Like tons. Good luck, good luck, good luck!
Nothing too exciting is going on with me. Guys suck but everybody knows that lol. Um...I got attacked by a chocolate shake yesterday lol. Oh! I'm getting my car like the 29th or so. I'm fricking excited about that. And my sister had another little girl on the 8th. And my oldest sister is pregnant and gonna have a boy in June so I have many children now lol. Thats about all I have haha
41st and Yale mostly. When I'm not with a friend, I read books at a place between 31st and 41st and 129th.(In the summer) It's a natural Willow Grove over there and I absolutely love the scenery. I wish it had a few White Dogwood Blossom trees. It'd make the scenery almost perfect imo.
I'm not sure, but I know you were on my "People you Might Know" List and you've been there forever. Also I LOVE your pictures ^.^ So cute! Do you live Tulsa centric? I'm forever just running around.
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