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Things you should know about me:i am 20 i work at taco casa i like to b wierd and have fun alot of times ppl ask what am i on and can they have sum I don’t  smoke . . . cuz for 1. it makes me sick (I think I am allergic) . . . if u must smoke by me DON’T blow it in my face . . . I HATE that!!!! U can b my best friend and do it and I would still hate it and  2.Because it gives u CANCER, I don’t drink much just a couple bottles every now and then i only like bitch beer and mixed dranks. i dont drank to get drunk i dont see the point. I don’t do Drugs cuz they r illegal and they kill U.. Drugs r for stupid losers . . . I get high on life!!!! I'm a shy person that nvr talks unless around my CLOSE friends. I express my emotions through drawing. It’s so much easier to draw what I feel rather than saying it. I have just started a journal and write in when I feel sad or happy or somthin really cool happened.  I've always been a quiet kid but I've come a long way from how quite I was in elementary school and trying to get out of being shy all together. I love to sing but I always get shy in front of lots of ppl. I am an artist. I love to draw and I would draw for anyone whatever they asked if I knew I could draw it and if not I would try my best drawing it. I design what is in my imagination, put it down on to paper, and draw it. I wanna do something in art mabey. I get REALLY mad when people leave spam comments and massages. It takes up my time and  makes me think my friends who I haven’t talked to in a REAL long time have massaged me. I found a new and better love and am taking it slow and and i love him lots his name is Brian Williams and hes is the greatest altohough he wont let me pay for stuff but excepts him to buy everything of mine...lol...hes txts me all day and all night and makes me the happiest I have been in a long time.  If you ever break my trust, you will have a hard time gaining it back, im sorry. I dislike talking over the phone. I rarely do it  I just text or im. The only person I ever talk through the phone is family and close friends only if they call me. If u want my number u can message me and I might give it to u. I live with my aunt Jennifer and uncle Daniel 2 cousins Ashton and Mattie and grandpa and grandpa in Durant. its close to the rocket park so we can walk there when we want to and nicholes and the coner store and icee stand and we are always walkin to get something to drink from there. i work at taco casa on the night shift i love thier sweet tea!!! its fun i work with some pretty kool ppland On friday nights I babysit 3 beautiful kids for two of the greatest ppl I know. I love doing that and the kids love me. .  My parents are devorced and I haven't seen my dad since they got devorced about 13 yrs ago. I dont know anything about him except that he lives here in Durant and that he hasn't ever paid a single penny for child surrport for me or my brother and sister. I don’t see any of his side of the fmily except his mom sometimes I love her to death. well my dad contacted me about a month ago today is 3-3-09 and wants to start bn a dad and stuff i think i will try it and heck it might b fun or he messes up and tottally screws up and than i just b dissapointed but atleast i know he has changed some maybe My mom is sick w/Cancer again ....and it sucks cuz its even worse than b4. Its in her bones now and there's nothing that they can do about it and she has to get shots every month of radiation for the REST of her Life and if the cancer eats her bones she wont b able to work & I don’t know where they will get money to live .. ON MY MOM 1-1-08 My sister says she’s not eating as much as she used to and is taking lots of pain medicine. She’s still working like she did b4 and is even working some overtime. She drives al the way to Sherman, TX and back 3 or more times a wk. But I know God will provide somehow and help make her better.

~*~UPDATE ON MY MOM 1-25-08 she has to go get chem. one a wk for 3 wks and then is off a wk and has to go back for 3 wks and of again that cycle. She’s still working and all driving my brother and sister around where ever they need to go and they just don’t realize how tried she gets.

~*~UPDATE ON MY MOM  APRIL 29, 2008 she hasn’t worked since sometime in February and she just got a shot for her bones and more chem. the other day and so she will get sick sometime soon the gave her extra chem.  and something to get her red blood cells up she’s still working . ~*~ UPDATE ON MY MOM September 15th 2008 she has started chemo again and i dont think she will ever get to go back to work ~*~UPDATE ON MY MOM March 2, 2009 the dr found the cancer in her brian and he said she has about 6 months to live she is goin to the cancer place for radition on her head and idk how longer she will b around and idk what to do
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