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Updated on September 4th, 2009

Hi =) My name is Amy Rachelle. I've been alive for 16 years (1993), if you think this is a long 'about me'... trust me, I'm leaving out a lot. But either way, I don't expect you to read all of it. I'll love you anyways :)

A lot has changed for me in this past year. Some things for the worse, but more for the better. Youtube has become a huge part of my life, which is weird to say. I know people probably think it is a joke, me being on youtube and everything. But today, I reached 8,000 subscribers. I don't even know 8,000 people.

In this past year, I've lost friends & some of the most important people in my life. But I've also gained friends, whom are truly important to me now. I have become so much closer with my family and realized who and what is the most important thing in my life. I feel like I've gained a lot of wisdom even though I still have so much to learn.

It took me a while to realize, but God is directing all of my steps. I am completely putting all of my faith into him because I know whatever he has planned for me is the absolute best thing. Another thing I now know is that family comes first. I can never tell anyone how much my family means to me. They have given me THE most support I have ever received and I will always be thanking them for it.

"Life's a climb, but the view is great" HMTM

I love to sing. I always have, I just never thought it was a realistic career choice. I grew up singing in the shower and in car rides, and that's about all the experience I've had with it. I feel like youtube jump started my life and that every video is a gig because people actually watch them now. I never ever expected it. When I was younger I always said I wanted to be an architect... because people told me I was good at drawing. Or I said I wanted to be a laywer... because my parents told me I was good at arguing. My third option was always to be a singer, but I never told anyone. I know I'm nowhere near where I'd like to be, but I'm a lot closer.

So I'll sing to you, if you sing to me on April 27th, because that's my birthday. I'm 5'3, so when I wear heels I'm still the same size as everyone else. I love the simple things in life. I love getting new CDs, and introducing new music to people. I love laughing until I cry. I love making people laugh until they cry. I love the smell of flowers, fresh cut grass, and bonfires. I love how beautiful the sunsets and sunrises are. I love things and people that I can relate to. I love when the sun shines, but I love dancing in the rain with people.

Disney makes me happy, and I get made fun of for it. I am very shy until people get to know me. I hate being misunderstood for something I'm not. It's not fair when people get whatever they want all the time, but maybe I'm just jealous. I think about things way too much to a point that makes me insecure. It's hard for me to let go. I forgive, and I try to forget. I don't wear a purity ring, but I believe in what it stands for.

I hate being sick. I hate losing people I love. I hate insects and most things that crawl. I scream when I see a spider. Darkness, violence, high school, war movies, pressure = PASS. I went to public school from K-10th grade, and then switched to cyber school. But I have no regrets. Boy Meets World will forever be my favorite Disney show. I cried on the last episode when Cory, Topanga, and Shawn said bye to Mr. Feeny. I say confident, not cocky. I hate hurting people, or making anyone feel sad or uncomfortable. I am way too hard on myself most of the time.

I want to take dance lessons. Most of the time I'm better with other people's problems than my own; maybe it's a way of hiding, I'm not sure. I still have a lot of things to figure out about myself. I will never be able to pick a favorite song, color, type of music, or a favorite band or singer. I don't like making decisions when I don't have to. I am inspired by a lot of things. I love being scared when I'm with friends. It hurts to look back, so I try not to.

I looooove love love love looking at the stars. I kind of get lost in them. Music is always an escape. I cannot tell you how many times it has just completely lifted me up. I write a lot of songs, but I get stuck on finding melodies. I'm kind of a perfectionist and I really can't stand it. I love photography and making videos. I love reading good books. I'm a sucker for a sweet talker and guys that play guitars. I look up to a lot of the Disney stars.

I love Summer because I feel pretty when I'm tan. I love Fall because the leaves falling are always absolutely beautiful. I love Winter because of snowboarding. I love Spring because the flowers start to bloom.

I love animals. I have one dog and three cats that are absolutely crazy. I could see myself being a cat lady when I'm older...... which is probably not a good thing. I would love to have a little fluffy dog that I could carry around with me. I love feeling relaxed and playing/watching sports. I love snuggling and really would love to have a zebra snuggie. I love people with big hearts. I don't think anyone can ever have enough sunglasses. I love fake eyelashes, dressing up, and going shopping. Dearest twitter, I think I'm kind of addicted to you.

I really respect people that have been through a lot and still keep their heads held high. I have a bracelet that says, "Faith Can Move Mountains." I believe it. I am VERY close with my parents, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I love Pandas. I love the feeling whenever Winter becomes Spring, and you can finally stop wearing a winter coat after all of those months.

I'm simple, but extremely confusing. I love to be with people that can make me smile, and that I can be myself around, whoever that is. I used to bite my nails, but I don't anymore! I tend to live in the past sometimes. I cry at a ton of movies that a lot of people probably wouldn't normally cry at. I really need to surround myself with people that can help me move on. I took so many years of spanish, and all I really know is, "Hola amigos! Como esta? Feliz Navidad..." It's really pathetic.

Daisy's are my birthday flower. I laugh way too hard at stupid things. Most things mean a lot more to me when they're gone. I tend to not realize what I have until it's gone, then I miss it, and then I want it back. My favorite songs can make me cry. I can listen to a song on repeat for days. I always make a wish on 11:11... and sometimes even 11:12 because I say my clock was fast. and then of course when I see 11:10, I wait a minute and then make a wish.. which means the wish probably doesn't count. Same goes for 12:34. I cannot help the way I feel about anything. I hate missing people. I care way too much about what people think about me, when I really know I shouldn't.

I fall way too fast most of the time and I get embarrassed very easily. I replay past situations in my head millions of times, over and over again. It doesn't do much, I normally just stay up at night thinking for hours. I wish I could help people in the way that faith has saved me from a lot of things. People can normally tell if I'm lying. I hate making a scene.

It is hard for me to completely define myself. But that's okay, cause I've still got a ton of time.

My last name is Colalella. It's no joke. People either love it or hate it. Colalella = Cola - lel - la. Cola as in Coca cola. Lel - la as in rhymes with Bella from Twilight. (Yes, I've read the books and seen the movie. Love it!)

Enough about me, let's talk about you :)