Raederle Phoenix

About me:

Your real name: Phoenix; it’s my real middle name anyway
Age: 19
Height: 5'6"
Natural hair color: Brunette
Eye color: Blue
Skin color: Very pale
Glasses/contacts?: Both, but usually glasses
Piercings: None, and never will
Tattoos: None, and never will.
Braces: In the past.
Other distinctive markings: I have a small mole on my neck just above my right collar bone.

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Color: Black & Pink
Band: Origa, Nox Arcana, Taniuchi Hideki, High and Mighty Color
Songs: Handlebars, by the Flobots; Ghostship by Menomena, Butterflies & Hurricanes by Muse.
Video game: Civilization (By far the best game ever made, even the first one.)
Movie: Ghost in the Shell; Innocence (anime movie)
Book: Flesh & Spirt and Breath & Bone a two-part series by Carol Berg
Food: Something organic and full of flavor Game on a cell phone: None.
Flower: Tiger Lily
Scent: His armpit after a long day’s work.
Animal: A Phoenix, of course.
Comic book: I don’t read comics, but I do love animes. Spirited Away is an awesome anime movie.
Cereal: Home made Organic granola.
Website: My health site. Real-Poison.Diaryland.Com
Cartoon/Anime: Ghost in the Shell, Death Note, Full Metal Alchemist, Gunslinger Girl.

Play an instrument?: Violin, but I suck and haven’t played in years.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Not even half that.
Like to sing?: I hate to sing around people. I love to sing when I’m alone.
Have a job?: I work at Urban Roots for the summer.
Have a cell phone?: Yep.
Like to play sports?: I like dancing, swimming and ice skating and biking.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: This, right now, is the longest I've been single since I was thirteen or younger. I hate it.
Have a crush on someone?: Ish.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: I wish I had.
Have more than five TVs in your house?: There are three, and two of them are not mine.
Have any special talents/skills?: I can come up with ideas very quickly. I can learn a new board game faster than anyone I’ve ever met. I can hold 99% of a conversation for hours upon hours. I draw and write of course.
Exercise daily?: I try.
Like school?: I’ve never been to a really good one, but if I could go to a really good one, then I’d probably love it.

Sing the alphabet backwards?: I fail.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Another fail.
Speak any other languages?: Fail.
Go a day without food?: Total fail.
Remember your dreams: Around once a week.
Read music, not just tabs?: …I can read lyrics.
Roll your tongue?: Fail.
Eat a whole pizza?: I wouldn’t touch one. That's really unhealthy.

Won something in the lottery?: Yep. Something like a fries.
Snuck out of the house?: A bunch of times when I was fourteen.
Lied to get out of trouble?: Perhaps once.
Had a computer crash?: A couple.
Seen a shooting star?: Nope.
Been to any other countries?: Another Fail.
Had a serious surgery?: Yes, two.
Stolen something important to someone else?: Never.
Solved a rubiks cube?: I think I did once, I failed a heck of a lot more.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yes.
Cried over a girl?: Probably.
Cried over a boy?: I do that a lot, actually.
Kissed a random stranger?: Yes, a blonde girl on a bus once...
Hugged a random stranger?: Yes.
Been in a fist fight?: Ish.
Been arrested?: No.
Done drugs?: Yes, but never again.
Had alcohol?: Ditto my last.
Laughed and had something come out of your nose?: ..Yes, once.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Yeah, I’m such a rebel.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: Nay.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Several times, mostly because of snow days.
Swore at your parents?: I’ve called them a few not very good things, yes. I once called my dad a coward. He didn’t like that very much.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Not on purpose.
Been to a casino?: No.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: I hope not.
Gotten stitches?: No.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: Heh... No.
Made homemade muffins?: Yes, tons of times. I can make organic muffins using honey as the only sweetener.
Bitten someone?: Yes.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: No.
Burped in someone’s face?: Ew, gross no.

Brushed your teeth: A few hours ago.
Cried: Yesterday afternoon.
Went to the bathroom: About half an hour ago.
Saw a movie in a theater: It's been a while. The last one I saw was a couple months ago. I saw it with Chuck, Jeremy and some girl. It was called "The Reader." It was pretty good.
Read a book: I'm reading the third in a series called "A Storm of Swords." Good fantasy series.
Had a snow day: It's summer at the moment, so...
Had a party: I used to have board game parties at my house every Friday. It's been a long time now.
Went to a doctor: Yesterday.
Tripped in front of someone: Happens all the time, I can’t keep track.
Went to the grocery store: Yesterday.
Got sick: Hm. You know, back when I was a kid I was sick three or four times in just one winter. I’m doing a lot better now.
Got cursed: Like, by a person? Like cursed out? Oh, hm. Probably back in High School, senior year.
Called someone: About ten minutes ago. The line has been disconnected.

Fruit/vegetables: Fruit.
Black/white: Black
Lights on/lights off: Depends.
TV/movie: Anime
Body spray/lotion: Lotion
Cash/cheque: Cash
Pillows/blankets: Blankets (they’re warmer!)
Headache/stomach ache: Headache. (I’ve had stomach aches you’d never take over a headache.)
Paint/charcoal: Oh, both! And pencils, and crayons, and markers, and digital edits!!!
Chinese food/Mexican food: No MSG for me, thanks.
Summer/winter: Winter
Snow/rain: Rain
Fog/misty: Both
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: A little of each?
Chocolate/vanilla: I don’t do sugar, but plain raw chocolate with fruit and honey for flavor... Now that would be a treat.
Sprinkles/icing: Ew gross no.
Cake/pie: Ew double gross no.
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries and raspberries!
Ocean/swimming pool: Swimming pool.
Cookies/muffins: Sounds like sugar. Sounds gross.
Wallet/pocket: Purse
Window/door: Window - it shows me the outdoors.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: Who and who?
Pink/purple: Pink!
Cat/dog: Cat, but neither if I have to clean up after it. Long sleeve/short sleeve: Uh, that would clearly depend.
Pants/shorts: Skirt? No, pants. Shorts suck.
Winter break/spring break: I don’t remember.
Spring/autumn: Whichever is sooner, I can't wait for it.
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds
Moon/mars: Moon.
Questions/Answers: Who knows.
War/Peace: Peace; duh. Anything other is immature and stupid. War is a creation of males and their pride and their egos and fanatics who are power hungry and greedy. War is a waste.

Am: crying idealistic tears of creativity.
Want: money, love, and a position in life that will allow me to create, learn and teach.
Need: all the things I want. I need motivation.
Love: loving and being loved.
Hate: as little as possible, which is a lot of things.
Feel: miserable and lonely.
Did: not expect to feel this way. Miss: being happy.
Am annoyed by: sheep - those following mindless robots.
Would rather: get over it and move on... But it's not that easy.
Am tired of: Everything.
Will always: be searching for perfect love.

What is your favorite genre of music?: Hard to say. I like things I can dance to.
What time is it now?: 1:23pm.
How much money do you have right now?: I have some lose change in my wallet.
Are you hungry right now?: Yes.
What are you doing right now?: Sitting cross-legged on my bed in front of my laptop feeling lonely waiting for a stone to hit my window, updating my answers to this survey.
Do you like parades?: Not generally.
Do you like the moon?: Yes.
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Post it to my blog as well as another site or two.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: The ability to know the truth about anything I wished to know the truth about.
What kind of computer do you have?: Asus Laptop.
What grade/level of studies are you in?: I hope to start college in the Fall of 2009.

Funny?: Sometimes.
Cool?: I think I’m the coolest person alive.
Pretty?: More so than most.
Sarcastic?: Extremely.
Lazy?: Often.
Hyper?: Rarely.
Friendly?: To people I like.
Evil?: Not at all.
Me: Uh, yeah.
Unforgettable?: Yes.
Smart?: Very.
Strong?: Not physically, that’s for sure.
Talented?: More than many.
Dorky?: Depends on how you look at it.

High: Weed.
Lonely: Me.
Pen: Paper.
Flower: Work.
Window: Trees.
Psycho: Soul Caliber.
Brain freeze: Ice.
Strange: Updating This Survey.
Sassy: Me.
Suffering: The Book I'm Reading.
Art: My old life...

Sky dive?: Yes.
Run away?: Yes.
Curse at a teacher?: Probably.
Not take a shower for a week?: It happens all the time...
Ask someone out?: I’ve done it plenty of times.
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: Probably not.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: No.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: For sure!
Go scuba diving?: Yes.
Write a book?: I've tried a few times.
Assemble a computer?: I would.
Become a rock star?: I would if I could.
Have a long-distance relationship?: Never.
Marry someone you don't know?: Depends on what I do know?

In One Hour?: Eating watermelon beside Jeremy.
Tonight?: Playing World of Warcraft with Corvier, with him beside me.
Tomorrow?: Off to Darien Lake with someone.
In One Week?: Happier about life.
At The End of the Season?: Dating someone happily.
After Six Months?: In college and dating someone seriously and happily.
In One Year?: Planning a wedding, doing well in college.
In Two Years?: Married and still enjoying college.
In Five Years?: Graduated from college, running my own private nutrition practice from home, pregnant, happy with my husband.
In Ten Years?: Successful as a nutritionist, have traveled to Egypt and Japan, have four kids, happily married, have many good friends of my husband and myself.

Perhaps it's time for a profile update...

I'm an artist, writer and a lover.

I don't drink, smoke or do any drugs.

I don't party anymore.

I don't bother with anybody who doesn't want to learn from me or teach me anything.

I put my health before everything else.

Health is a very interesting topic to me.

If you want to lose weight for real, it's not as hard as you think, and I can tell you how to do it sitting on your ass.

I lost 30lbs sitting on my ass. And I gained a lot more than just a better waist line.

I love to dance, but I never get to.

I love to swim, but I never get to do that either.

I love to ice skate, but I can't afford to make it a hobby.

I love to read, but I can never afford to buy all the books I want. No biggie.

I'm not interested in sports.

I love nature.

I'm pro-choice, for peace, for economic regulation, for the directest democracy humanly possible, for free life-long education for everyone, and completely against prisons and their policies.

I center my life around love.

I completely believe in investing everything in one person, one marriage, one love.

In my own words life is all about learning, and teaching what you've learned. And loving, and being loved in return. As I say; learn, love, teach.

I’m spiritual, but not religious.

I hate cars.

I love rain and thunderstorms.

I don’t like spam.

I’m not interested in your lying ads about how to lose weight.

I don’t care about your “free stuff” which costs a lot in time and favors.

I don’t care about your struggling band.

I don’t like chain letters.

I don’t want to be sent a bunch of funny pictures of cats.

If you plan to mail me, please send a personal message, or something with meaning.

I like tea and walking on the beach.

I like sunsets and full moons.

I like forests, but I’m a real sissy when it comes to bugs.

I take insults from strangers easily. It can’t hurt if I feel nothing towards you.

I’m open minded and believe almost anything is possible.

I’m interested in meeting new people, but not at the cost of participating in “bar culture” or “hanging out on the block.”

I love board games.