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alil bit about me... i am 1/4 german and 1/4 irish from my fathers side and 1/8 polish 1/8 italian and 1/8 ukrain from my mothers side. thats it-nothing more, nothing less. i cant go two days w/o arguin w/ my mom when we are together, and i just get bored around my father but still luv the guy; itz not always boring. sometimes hes got fun stuff 2talk bout from way back in the day and its fun 2hear the stuff hes got 2tell.
siblings: on my fathers side, i have 1 uncle and 4aunts, all who are grandmothers now wich means that i am the youngest 1st cousin. so young infact that i have 2nd cousins who are older than me (some who already have kids)! i probly have more 2nd cousins than 1st cousins but have no earthly idly how many cousins i have at all.
on my moms side, its just her, simple. i have two older halfbrothers, one younger halfbrother, one deceased older halfsister, and two sister-in-laws. i moved out of my moms house at the age of 17 in the middle of my senior year. i graduated Hoopeston Area High School on 19May2006.
i joined the illinois army national guard 10Aug2005 and i would have stayed for life, but 1weekend a month is not enough for me and there were no full time positions available. I am now Active Army and my 1st duty station is the HHB 1-15th Field Artillery on Camp Hovey in Area 1 on the Republic of Korea (ROK) Peninsula. i fly back2 the states on 4January09 and my report date is 02Feb09 to Ft. Sill, Oklahoma. If you are from that area or know about it, let me know what im getting into here.
i graduated BCT (basic combat training) on 01Sep2006 and on 04Nov2006 i graduated AIT (advanced individual training). my MOS (military occupational status) is 42Alpha or human resources specialist. i was stationed at the wonderful HHC 33rd BCT Brigaide in Urbana, Illinois.
College: i plan to go to college sometime before im 22 and plan to go to combat atleast 3times in my career. when i am 26, i will try to join the Navy SEALs.
NEGATIVE ME: on the outside, im simple and unique-i wear clothes i feel comfortable in an dont care about looking trendy in them; i be myself and never act like who i aint; i live my life the way i want wen i want and how i want; and i dont care if im judged, yet i wear a mask of mystery so as to hide whats really in my heart and soul from everyone.
ME: on the inside, im just a guy who goes thru life thinking "life is fuckd up rite now but im havin fun every now an then so its still kinda cool...but if i got hit by a bus and died tomorrow, that would be cool too". this the way my mind thinks cuz im carryin a shattered heart and a broken soul. my life has brought me nothing but pain, suffering, misery, death, and destruction. ironically, joining the army has brought me more of all of that and it will keep coming till the day i die.
if you cant deal with everything you just read, then keep it to yourself cuz i dont care and dont wanna waste my time dealing with hateration.
POSITIVE ME: i may be fucked up on the inside, BUT i am also a very articulate, creative, imaginative, and romantic person who when loves, really means it and only shares it with ONE person and no one else! if you get to know me, you just mite be lucky enough to discover that.

I've been told that i have qualities in me like such as
an outgoing personality, takes risks, feeds on attention, no self control, kind hearted, self confident, loud and boisterous, VERY revengeful, easy to get along with and talk to about anything, has an "everything's peachy" attitude, likes talking and singing, loves music, daydreamer, easily distracted, hates not being trusted, BIG imagination, loves to be loved, hates studying, in need of "that someone", longs for freedom, rebellious when withheld or restricted, lives by "no pain no gain" caring, ALWAYS a suspect, playful, mysterious, "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone, stubborn, curious, independent, strong willed, a true lover but also a fighter when needed.
The only thingz i dont think are true are that i have no self control, feeds on attention, and stubborn. evrything else, i can think of examples where the above applied to me.
i dont want to have an over abundance of "friends" cuz i dont see this site as a contest to see who can get the most friends, id rather have friends who use their blogs and bullitens so i can comment them and get comments and stuff. thats why im picky about who i allow to be my "friends". And also it helps to weed out those bitchass hackers that keep fuckin with peoples profiles. if you are still reading this and havent skipped anything, then thank you cuz you did more than most people on myspace do. now i would like to invite you to be my friend if you would like.



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Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

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You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

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