Music;;;
Movies;;;
Anime/Manga;;;
Dir en grey;;;;;
Naitomea/Nightmare;;;
Reading;;;
Writing;;;
Fanfiction;;;
Video games;;;
Music Videos/ PVs/ AMVs;;;
My band;;;
My Bass;;;
My Guitar;;;
My friends;;;
That brightened up my day so I figured I'd share the joy ^^
Music
Dir en grey :D :D =D =D ♥
Nightmare!! (Naitomea)
As I Lay Dying
All That Remains
Cinder Road
Nonpoint
Bloodlined Calligraphy
Benefit
Between The Buried And Me
Billy Talent
Bad Religion
Audioslave
Armor For Sleep
Army Of Anyone
t.A.T.u.
Arch Enemy
Linkin Park
Angels & Airwaves
Amber Pacific
Alter Bridge
30 Seconds To Mars
10 Years
3 Doors Down
Three Days Grace
Eighteen Visions
16 Volt
KoRn
Avenged Sevenfold
A.F.I. (A Fire Inside)
H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty)
P.O.D. (Payable On Death)
Adema
Aiden
Ateryu
Unearth
The Ataris
Tricky
Trapt
Hoobastank
Zeromancer
Vitamin C
Through The Eyes Of The Dead
The Spill Canvas
Paramore
Styx
The Used
The Killers
The Misfits
gazettE
System of a Down
Static-X
Gackt
Juka
Sum 41
Simple PLan
Story Of The Year
Soilwork
Smile Empty Soul
Spineshank
Skillet
Slayer
Slayer
Slayer
*Chanting Slayer*
Slipknot
Sugarcult
Shiny Toy Guns
Rob Thomas
Rise Against
Fates Warning
Cannibal Corpse
Dashboard Confessional
Stone Sour
Poets Of The Fall
Placebo
Incubus
Nickelback (some...)
Flogging Molly (some...)
Pendulum
OneRepublic
Mudvayne
HellYeah!
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
DeadStar Assembly
Masterplan
Modest Mouse
Matisyahu
Meg & Dia
Matchbox Twenty
Matchbook Romance
Withing Temptation
Evanescence
Nightwish
Blackmore's Night
Marilyn Manson
Maroon 5
Lacuna Coil
Iron Maiden
hatebreed
Godsmack
Fuel
Finger Eleven
Five For Fighting
FFH
Faktion
Family Force Five
Evans Blue
Corrosion of Conformity (CoC)
Drowning Pool
Chevelle
Alkaline Trio
Alien Ant Farm
Anberlin
A Heartwell Ending
Jem
Jude Christodale
Instruction
Hurt
Alice Nine
Yoko Kanno
TM Revolution
UVERworld
Do As Infinity
BoA
Utada Hikaru
Ayumi Hamasaki
Asian Kung Fu Generation
Akeboshi
Chieco Kawabe
Miyavi
Yuriko Mori
Syndrome
SADS
Sadie
Luna Sea
Luinspear
X Japan
Apocalyptica
SR-71
Rammstein
The Rasmus
Soul Asylum
Sevendust
Saliva
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rob Zombie
Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Receiving End Of Sirens
Papa Roach
Muse
Meat Loaf
Live
LostProphets
Lifehouse
Killswitch Engage
Evergreen Terrace
It Dies Today
Head Automatica
Theory Of A Deadman
Guns 'N' Roses
Green Day
Good Charolette The Fray
Foo Fighters>
From First To Last
Franz Ferdinand
Eifel 65
Egypt Central
Editors
Default
Disturbed
Coldplay
Clutch
12012
Coheed & Cambria
Bury Your Dead
Breaking Benjamin
Brand New
Bullet For My Valentine
My Chemical Romance
Blood Has Been Shed
Bleeding Through
Black Label Society
Black Stone Cherry
Dark Lotus
I Killed The Prom Queen
Malice Mizer
Moi DIx Mois
Aly & AJ
The Absence
The Adicts
Amon Amarth
Animosity
Anthrax
Antic Cafe
An Cafe
Armored Saint
Our Lady Peace
At The Gates
The Autumn Offering
August Burns Red
Black 47
Catch 22
The Black Dahlia Murder
Black Light Burns
Bless The Fall
Bloodsimple
Dark Tranquility
Born From Pain
Boys Like Girls
Brain Drill
Brain Storm
Callenish Circle
The Candy Spookey Theater
Carcass
Cartel
Cephalic Carnage
Cradle of Filth
Creature Feature
Creed
Crossfade
The Cult
Daft Punk
Dance Clud Massacre
DevilDriver
DDR MUSICC!!!!!!!
Deathgaze
Versailles
Demiricous
D'espairs Ray
Devil Doll
Vidoll
Dimmu Borgir
Dragonforce
The Dresden Dolls
Due' Le Quartz
Duel Jewel
Eri Nobuchika
Escape the Fate
Explosions in The Sky
Fear Factory
Finch
Five Bolt Main
Fragments Of Unbecoming
From Autumn To Ashes
Girugamesh
God Dethroned
Gnarles Barkley
Goo Goo Dolls
Gorerotted
Gothminister
Gwar
High & Mighty Color
Hitomi
If Hope Dies
Into The Moat
Jamie O'Neal
Kakijima Shinji
Kataklysm
Katatonia
King's X
King Diamond
K's Choice
Armchair Cynics
Levinhurst
(SOME) Lindsay Lohan
Lit
Lizzy Borden
A Love Ends Suicide
M2M
Machine Head
Mae
Malevolent Creation
Kreator
Mercyful Fate
Meshuggah
Morbid Angel
Motion City Soundtrack
Nic Rammell (XD)
(SOME) Nelly Furtado
Nevermore
Nocturnal Rites
Pantera
Phantasmagoria
Pierrot
Hyde
Psycho Le Cemu
Rentrer En Soi
Rie Fu
Rie Tanaka
Seether
Shadows Fall
Shai Hulund
Shindou Naomi
Since The Flood
Sixx A.M.
Six Feet Under
Smashing Pupmkins
Sparta
Sun Set Swish
See-Saw
Switchfoot
Tamaki Nami
Tool
Tribal Ink
Trivium
Thursday
TRUSTCompany
UnsraW
Vomitory
Wicked Wisdom
Yoshihisa Hirano
Hideki Taniuchi
Yosuke Yamashita
Yui Horie
Yuki Kajiura
Nailbomb
Anti-Flag
Architects
ATC
From A Second Story Window
Gensomaden Saiyuki
In Flames
Neaera
Moonspell
Napalm Death
Sepultura
Sons of Azrael
Torture Killer
Aliene Ma'riage
Anti Feminism
Ayabie
Baiser
Balzac
Baroque
BIS
Blam Honey
Blood
Buck-Tick
By-Sexual
Cascade
Cali Gari
Charlotte
Color
D
The Dead Pop Stars
D'erlanger
Devil Kitty
Die in Cries
Dolly
Exist Trace
El Dorado
Eve
Fanatic Crisis
Fairy Fore
Genkaku Allergie
Ghost
Guniw Tools
Inugami Circus-dan
Janne Da Arc
Jealkb
Kagerou
Kagrra
Kana
Karma Shenjing
Kaya
Kra
Kuroyume
L'luvia
Laputa
Lareine
Megamasso
Merry
Missalina Rei
Noir Fleurir
Onmyo-Za
Penicillin
The Piass
Plastic Tree
Raphael
Rice
Lynch
Schwarz Stein
Shazna
Sid
Silver Ash
Skin
Tinc
Velvet Eden
Zi:Kill
Zigzo
ANYTHING! J-rock, J-pop, VK, so forth and so on....^^'
Movies
Pirates of the Caribbean
Spiderman
The Scorpian King
Ultra Violet
AEon Flux
Interview with the Vampire
Queen of the Damned
Accepted
Four Brothers
Conqueror of Shamballa
One Missed Call
Underworld
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Television
ermmm
Mythbusters...
Charmed
Law & Order
A Haunting
Books
Alice 19th
Fushigi Yuugi
Ceres Celestial Legend
Fruits Basket
Death Note
Naruto
666Satan
Moon Over Tokyo
Doppleganger
Full Metal Alchemist
Rave Master
Alex Rider Series
True Colors Series
Anything by Tamora Pierce
Anything by Robert Cormier
Anything by Ann Rinaldi
Eragon
Eldest
and more XD
Heroes
...a lot...
Dir en grey
Die-sama! (♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)
Toshiya-sama!
Kyo-sama!!! :D
(This picture is dedicated to Arisu-chan, cause I know how much she loves Hitsugi-sama!!! ^^)
Hitsugi-sama! =D
About me: Yeah,
My names Tama (call me Kit, Tama, Kizu, or Tamakizu)
&& I am who I am
Don’t like it?
Well...Too bad.
Cause I’m not gonna change
Cause no matter how much you think it is
Your approval ISN’T needed.
I’m not one for big cities;
or even small ones;
I like small villages && towns;
I’m a country girl
I love cats;
I have two, Kris, and Ian ^^"
I want another couple. Dante and Jared ^^'
I would cut off my own arm to get to go to Japan!
I prefer to ride my quad;
than to drive a big fancy car;
Quads give you more freedom!
I hate being in huge crowds;
Don’t ask me why;
I’m just not a people person
I'm in a band!
We are hoping to get famous.
Discourage us and we'll look down on you when we are famous!
When I grow up I will get a book published;
Just wait I will;
One day my name will be on those shelves!
It can be easy to embarrass me, or very hard.
I’m silent and reclusive;
I don’t hate you;
I just don’t know how to talk to you
I suck at making friends;
Because I don’t know how to interact with other people;
Sometimes you have to take the first step
I’m pretty damn crazy sometimes;
Ask my friends;
They’ll tell you so;
But that’s why some of them loved me in the first place;
So yeahh;
I’m crazy;
&& yeah;
I’m damn proud of that;
It made me my first friends!
I’m a girl who’s more into skateboarding;
&& metal music;
Not nail polish (unless it's black) and frilly clothes;
I like dark clothes;
sorry if you don’t like that
I like the dark;
&& hate the light;;
Some say I’m a vampire;
The sun hurts my eyes;
&& my skin;
Even though I can’t tan
I style myself with punk tee’s;
&&sports jackets;
Don’t like it?
DON’T LOOK!!
I say perverse things;
Quite often too;
Blame my friends && my brother for that;
I will do a lot of things as a dare;
Unless it goes against my morals
I’m really friendly;
Just rather shy
You just have to talk to me;
It’s not that hard to get to know me
Sometimes I really don’t like people;
Until I get to know them
But I try hard;
Not to judge them
I have the greatest friends ever;
Don’t like em?
Too bad;
I don’t like you
I try to understand People, Problems, && Life;
Everyone has a different story;
&& different problems;
I can understand that;
Life?
Well, I’m failing to understand that one…
Everyone deserves to be loved;
No matter what they’ve done;
&& No one deserves to die;
suffer && repent?
Yeah.
Die?
No.
&& Everyone deserves a shoulder to lean on
&& cry on;
When need be;
I’d like to be there;
&& lend my shoulder
I believe in love
Even though at times I say I don’t
I live for the moments;
That no matter how hard you try;
You just can’t put into words;
&& the friend’s I’ll never forget
I live to laugh;
Not to cry
I really don’t like sweets very much;
Especially chocolate
I get myself into a ton of huge mixed up messes;
&& have fun in the process
I have this theory;
Some people just want to be noticed
The chance’s are 9 out of 10;
I’m not going to trust you until I’ve known you awhile;
Don’t take it personal…
I don’t show emotion much;
That’s because I don’t really know how…
I love art;
&& Art history
Music is my entire world;
Everything I do;
Reminds me of a song;
I’d die without music;
Period.
I live to write;
I want to publish books;
&& Become famous
I love quotes;
They let out a little piece of your soul
I think that health freaks are going to feel stupid dying of nothing;
&& that life without some danger;
Is a complete waste of oxygen!
My religion is my own;
I’m not going to sit && discuss it;
It isn’t really your business;
&& I’m not going to force it on you
I believe history is important;
Because those who don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it;
&& believe me;
It will happen;
It has before
&& Lastly;
I believe everyone deserves a second chance
But today there is no day or night; Today there is no dark or light; today there is no black or white; Only Shades Of Grey
One Love feeds the fire; one heart burns desire; Wonder who's crying now; two hearts born to run; who'll be the lonely one; wonder who's cryin now
The heart has reasons of which reason knows nothing (Blaise Pascal)
If you Want To know where your heart is; look where your mind wanders;;
What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from. (T.S. Eliot)
I'm Tired of fighting; Fighting for a lost cause.
You Don't Know Because You're Too Busy Reading Labels!
Randomness is the base of conversation
Maybe there's a devil, or something like it inside....Maybe there's a devil somewhere really deep inside me! (Utada Hikaru-hime)
It's a terrible thing to be alone -- yes it is -- it is -- but don't lower your mask until you have another mask prepared beneath --as terrible as you like --but a mask.
A man is never completely alone in this world. At the worst, he has the company of a boy, a youth, and by and by a grown man --the one he used to be.
The dead stay dead, they cannot walk. The shadows are darkness. And darkness cannot talk;;
Imagine a king fighting his own battles. Wouldn’t that be a sight?;;
War is young men dying and old men talking. You know this. Ignore the politics;;
How will you know I am hurting, if you cannot see my pain? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.;;
Separate we come, and separate we go, and this be it known, is all that we know;;
To dare to live alone is the rarest of courage, since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field than their own heart in the closet;;
To live alone is the fate of all great souls;;
When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely it would be inexcusiably selfish to be lonely alone;;
All man's misfortunes spring from their hatred of being alone;;
Loneliness breaks the spirit;;
I Find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, these dreams in which I'm dying, are the best I've ever had!;;
Torn from life, eternally bound, you suffer in silence, without a sound;;
The fire burns cold and ice is hot, what you thought was real, is not;;
It takes a big man to cry, but a bigger man, to laugh at that man;;
Never say you don't have a chance with someone when you haven't asked;;
Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down;;
If you wanted to punish an enemy, it should be by fastening on him the trouble of constantly hating somebody;;
Where one to ask me in which direction I think man strongest, I should say, his capacity to hate;;
Hate is the consequence of fear, we fear something before we hate it, a child who fears noises becomes a man who hates noises;;
Never can reconcilement grow, where wonds of hate have peirced so deep;;
All men naturally hate each other, I hold it a fact, that is men knew exactly what one says of the other, there would not be four friends inthe world (Blaise Pascal);;
Hatred, which could destroy so much, never failed to destroy the man who hated and this was an immutable law;;
If you love something set it free if it comes back it's yours to keep, if it doesn't, it never was.;;
How very thoughtful...an introduction to pain...you should be proud my dear...no one has ever hurt me this way.;;
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I fell and still you would not understand, so now I leave without a sound except for my heart shattering as it hits the ground;;
If my doctor told me I had six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood, I'd type a little faster.;;
Thy friendship has oft made my heart ache do be my enemy, for friendships sake (William Blake);;
Whoever undertakes to set himself up as judge in the field of truth and knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the Gods.(Einstein);;
Vision without action is a daydream, action without vision is a nightmare;;
Tell me who your friend is and I'll tell you who you are;;
When people deny someone's very existance that person's eyes grow cold, colder than the coldest ice storm in winter.;;
I know I made a lot of mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again;;
You said u would always be there for me...i guess we have different definitions of always.;;
Just when you thought you lost everything...you find out you can lose a little more;;
Every now and then, i wish it were then instead of now.;;
I would trade ten thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday.;;
Goodbye means wanting to say so much and being able to say so little.;;
You don't die of a broken heart, you only wish you did;;
The road to success is always under construction
“There is more than one path to life, which makes it even harder to get lost when you don’t know where you’re going in the first place…”
Loves like a butterfly, if you chase it, itll fly away, but if you wait patiently it will land on you when you least expect it
What makes you stay, when your world falls apart, what makes you try one more time, when its not in your heart? At the end of your rope, when you cant find any hope, you still look at him & say, I just cant walk away. Tell me, what makes you stay?
hey, is she everything you wanted?
you know i gave you the world.
you had me in the palm of your hand.
so why your love went away,
i just can't seem to understand.
thought it was me & you,
me & you until the end.
but i guess i was wrong.
If you look back on the events of the year,
whether good or bad, & you dont get tears in your eyes,
it was all a waste of time.
Thats the trick; you cant care too much.
Its good to have guys like him, but always
keep them at a distance. Never give
them a chance to hurt you. Kiss them.
Flirt with them. Keep them on a string.
But never, ever, fall for one.
Don’t knock on death’s door…ring the doorbell and run. He hates that.
a best friend is someone who screams to
you in the hallways, saying "i L0VE Y0U."
not caring if anyone thinks they're a lesbian,
just caring that you hear them every time.
"What part of NO don’t you understand? The N or the O?"
"I lost my mind a long time ago. Hm ... But, i haven't missed it yet."
"It's improbable, immoral, and against my religion." (Miroku from InuYasha...if I mixed the words up or anything...Message/comment me)
"Your ridiculous little opinion has been noted."
"Guys...just because you have one, doesn't mean you have to be one."
"Try not to let your mind wander...It is too small and fragile to be out by itself."
"Tell me. What is it like living in a constant haze of stupidity?"
"Hm...So, you needed to rush away from me to go to a back alley. To sit in a puddle and freeze? Jesus, i didn't think being in my company was that bad."
Don't pity the girl with one true friend. Envy her. Pity the girl with just a thousand acquaintances.
True friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.
Thick and thin, tall and small, fast and slow. Tell me who is always there for you. I am sure you know. Your best friend, of course, don't let him or her go.
Sometimes life is hard to bear when a friend is just not there.
Nations will rise and fall. Wars will be lost and won. Lives will begin and end, but a true friend is eternal.
The saddest thing in the world is u look into someones eyes and realize theyll never love u again.
I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles, even when her heart is broken...and the one who could always brighten up ur day, even if she couldnt brighten her own.
Id like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark...if no one can hear me and no one can see me, then no one can break my heart.
It only takes one smile to hide a million tears.
Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated. ~Lamartine
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966
It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette
You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present. ~Jan Glidewell
The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare, Othello
Don't cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won't let you see the stars. ~Violeta Parra
There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with. ~Harry Crews
Man performs and engenders so much more than he can or should have to bear. That's how he finds that he can bear anything. ~William Faulkner
When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us. ~Alexander Graham Bell
To weep is to make less the depth of grief. ~William Shakespeare, King Henry the Sixth
Death where is your victory
A true friends doesn't stab you in the back, they stab you in the front…..
It takes your enemy and your friend, working together, to hurt you to the heart: the one to slander you and the other to get the news to you. : Mark Twain
The enemy of my enemy is my friend. : Arab proverb
A true friend, is one that will take a bullet for you in the war.
“Happiness doesn’t last. It’s bright, it blooms with colors. Then it dies and fades.”
“So farewell hope! Farewell remorse! As good to me is lost; evil, be thou my good!”
Don't laugh at people's dreams;
it might be all they have.
Now i can say that. . .
|m| |u| |s| |i| |c| will always be there for you
the only way m u s i c can let you down
is if it turns off
everytime i think about you
i have to remind myself;
if you wanted to talk to me
you would
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow ~ Don't walk behind me, I may not lead ~ Just walk beside me and be my friend.
everyone has problems, its how you deal with
them that separates you from everyone else.
one of the worst feelings in the world is having to
doubt something you thought was unquestionable.
The one thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother
have you heard a song from so long ago with so many memories
tied to it that it made you cry? and didnt you wish you could go
back into time when everything seemed so much simpler and
carefree? those songs that are the soundtrack to our lives, the
ones that bring back childhood memories, best friends, first love,
first heartbreak, and all the memories.
those who really love you dont mean to hurt you
and if they do, you can see it in their eyes that
there hurting too.
im not afraid to fall, it means i climbed
too high. that shows that at least i tried.
two people, once best friends, pass each other,
but dont acknowledge one another. broken hearted,
they swear never to think about the other one again,
though they know its impossible to forget all the memories
they have together. the laughs and tears they shared,
the jokes, the promises. they both know that they'll
cry themselves to sleep that night. dream beautiful
dreams, and wake up then have to face reality.
shes such a pretty little thing, but when
they give her compliments she just wants
them to shut up because no matter what
shes never good enough for herself.
ive come to the point where nothing matters anymore,
and the things i used to care about aren’t worth fighting for.
just because her eyes dont tear
doesnt mean her heart doesnt cry.
and just because she comes off strong
doesnt mean theres nothing wrong.
you would never guess a girl so happy on the
outside is breaking down on the inside. a girl who
laughs there head off everyday. youd never guess
shes covering up the million tears behind her smile.
when theres something you really want in life, fight for it.
dont give up, no matter how hopeless it seems. even when youve
lost all hope, years from now your gonna look back and wish
you gave it one more shot because the best things in
life dont come for free.
isnt it amazing how you can keep so much
bottled up inside of you and you can just walk
around and nobody has any idea.
That which does not kill me had better run pretty damn fast.
"I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off.
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'.
If I'm reborn
let's meet again."
...She's only a blue spot, a shadow of a girl, fading into nothing...
The stars become a lantern when the moon is hidden, guiding the lost through the dark abyss of life, shadows are only your acquintances when you are lonely.
He created an angel just for himself
He gave her beauty, he gave her life
But she could not live without a soul
So she faded away
Damaged and left cold on the bathroom floor, one crippled angel lost all hope.
she lost it all that night
nothing would ever be the same
she was to shattered and broken to heal
no one would ever look at her again
she cried herself to death
all because of him
the girl who seemed unbreakable... broke
_the girl who seemed so strong... crumbled
_the girl who always laughed it off... cried
and the girl who would never stop trying...
finally gave up and quit_
"Our bodies come and go, but this blood is forever."
When I reach the river of blood, I realize, that blood is indeed thicker than water, but pure water is rare, and so much more valuable. After all, you can find blood anywhere, and it doesn't always stay there. (mine)
The reflection I see hurts so bad.
The mirrors truth is what really kills me.
As love sings it's song,
We fail to sing along
And close our eyes against the pain.
But as death sings our song
We eagerly sing along
And our hearts are held out to you.
Whats the point in living if your already dead
"the more you piss me off, the longer i'll keep you alive."
Whispered voices inside my head.
Endless night of the living dead.
Countless bodies lay a strew.
Broken shells of friends you knew.
"There is no peace among the stars, only an eternity of carnage and slaughter... and the laughter of the thirsting gods..."
"Existing but not living. Watching the world go by as you wait in a window of silence."
"A fallen angel: Destined to fly, broken and crazy but too strong to cry."
Pick a rose from my grave
And keep it under your pillow
Dreams will take you to my black parade
Marching towards sorrow
Fallen angel with her broken dreams,
Hidden tears and silent screams.
When the world ends, and i am the last one standing here, my only question will be: was it worth surviving? or should i have been the first one to die?
Curiosity killed the cat...but it didn't do anything to the human, and the monkey got away with murder!
If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face.
Oh sure, it seems obvious now,
but you'd be amazed at how many people don't think of it when it's relevant. Seriously, just punch them in the face
go get some ice cream.
.:Lets pass around the vodka and get wasted, lets see how many lies you've told in the past:.
With a lasting breath I take
I hear a voice calling out my name
Why shall I live for there aren't anyone here?
Voice speaks; but there is you just have to find them deep inside you!
we’ve left our homes
for the dusty road
though it weighs us down to go
Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian and Bi friends, please post this into your profile:
This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and
Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they
demonstrated unimaginable acts of hate. Matthew was tied to a split-rail
fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost
18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a
scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort
Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!
Thanks.
~19 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity~
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label it "In".
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Drugs".
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy".
8. dont use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go".
12. Sing Along At The Opera.
13. Go To A Poetry Recital. And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme?
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.
15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In The Mood.
16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.
17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won! I Won!"
18. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!"
19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."
My name is sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
&& I am but three,
&& Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
child abuse, MAKE IT STOP!
Mommy... Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool.
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl,
I did what I was told.
I went to school, I even got straight A's,
I even got the gold!
But mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said 'good-bye'.
I'm sorry mommy, I had to go,
But mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, he hit another
And all because Johnny, got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell my boyfriend Trevor that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister, that she is the only one now,
And tell my dear, sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my friends they were wonderful,
That they always were the best,
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, and please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me?
No one deserves this.
Mommy, warn the others, mommy I left without a kiss,
And mommy, tell the doctors, I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor, trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest
But mommy, please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy, I ran as fast as I could, when I heard that crack
Mommy, listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college.
I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with daddy, on that trip to the zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress, mommy, I wanted to live.
But mommy, I must go now, the time is getting late
Mommy, tell my Trevor, I'm sorry I had to cancel the date
I love you mommy, I always have
I know, you know it's true,
And mommy, all I wanted to say, is, 'Mommy, I love you'.
In loving memory of the Virginia Tech students who were lost. Please, if you would, pass this around, I'd be happy if you could, don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, maybe people will cry, just keep this in your heart, for the people who didn't get to say 'good-bye'.
--C-O-P-Y-A-N-D-P-A-S-T-E--
One of my Fave Songs. "Killing Myself Again" By Deadstar Assembly. <3 love to them! They are AMAZING!
"Killing Myself Again"
Every page of my suicide script
They all have a cross to bear
Like a hammer to the teeth
Answer my misguided prayer
Watch it kill you, watch it kill me
My hypocrisy is so sincere
Each dose of delusion
Becomes a feeding frenzy
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I'm killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I kill myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
I'm killing
I'm killing
I'm killing
I'm killing myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live
Another one (also by Deadstar Assembly =D)
"And Ashes Will Fall"
Pushing everything away
Existence hollow and vague
I'm nothing that I used to be
As you witness this unraveling
If I could only let you in
If I could only let you in to
Follow me
Follow me down
Comfort in fading away
Follow me
Follow me down
I'm broken apart in the end
Starring appalled there's no resolve
Behind a wall
And ashes to ashes we fall
We fall
We fall
These fingers in my eyes
are so appropriate
Every corner in which I hide
The suffering I find
All the things I've loved I hurt
So spineless writhing in the dirt
Now there's nothing left of me
Now there's nothing left of me to save
Follow me
Follow me down
Comfort in fading away
Follow me
Follow me down
I'm broken apart in the end
Starring appalled there's no resolve
Behind a wall
And ashes to ashes we fall
And ashes to ashes we fall
Down
You're a blessing and a curse
Now you're bringing out the worst in me
Now you're bringing out the worst in me
Now you're bringing out the worst things
Follow me
Follow me down
Comfort in fading away
Follow me
Follow me down
I'm broken apart in the end
Starring appalled there's no resolve
Behind a wall
And ashes to ashes we fall
Follow me
Follow me down
Comfort in fading away
Follow me
Follow me down
I'm broken apart in the end
Starring appalled there's no resolve
Behind a wall
And ashes to ashes we fall
And ashes to ashes we fall
And ashes to ashes we fall
Who I'd like to meet: A bunch of people!
Dir en Grey
