Miss Mary

Thanks 4 the ADDD! here is a lil sum 4 ya hope to hear back from you soon...

I am not my scars
I know you see my pains reflection through the window of my eye
Every let down, misconception, every hurt, and every lie.
I try to cover up, yet my nakedness still shows,
You see me, in my truest form, I am vulnerable and exposed.
Sometimes the phantom of my past appears, though I try to forget
Even when I hide it in the darkness, I still see its silhouette.
So why do I regret…? These events are the fabric of who I’ve come to be
Every instance like a fiber woven in my life’s tapestry.
I can only look back for wisdom, I must let this be my strength
But even I have yet to discover the true extent of its length.
I have only gone so deep, on the surface it hurts so much
When I feel my ugliness visible, I just want to cover up.
But these memories, the pain from my past, and what I see…
This is only an illusion, not the definition of me.
I am not my downfalls, and I am not my mistakes,
Yet when they look at me, this is all they seem to take.
But look at ME, look into my soul…
Look at who I really am, not the scars that clearly show.
I have to remind myself who I am every day,
Because everyone and everything tries to lead my mind astray.
They want me to believe I am who they see me to be…
They try to show me what I’ve overcome as if it’s still me.
Will I live up to be the conceptions as they have made
Or will I make my own path, let the past lie where it may
See, I am not my scars, my scars are just the proof
That I have healed from my afflictions, and I have made it through.
-Fiyah

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Your wellcome thank you for saying he forgot sexy lol

yeah lol, well i got to take a shower lol i'll talk to you tomorrow, night! :)

LOL thankx 4 the comments :-D

yeah i've been to 2 one on my 16th b-day (best day EVER aside from the sunburn) and again this year i love going to warped

hi Mary :)
how are you? I miss you girl! :-(
<3

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Hello!

hey loves you too!!.. just finally done with grams clothes and all for now and  i took aiden today to be declawed cuz he was hard on moms chairs lol so dropped him off this morning and goin pick him up in friday mornin so just cleaning for him! so when he gets home he comfortable  what u doin