this too shall pass ♥
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Nikole German
- Its Dallas Cowboy fans all over, New Jersey, US
- Last Login: 7/15/2009
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Interests
General
Y0U'VE BEEN SACKED =]
Always loving ME.. ..
..You'LL aLways be the DrEaM that fiLLs my HeAd [Yes U wiLL say U wiLL] You'LL aLways be the one i know i'LL NEVER forget.. No matter where LiFe takes me to aPaRt of me wiLL aLways be with {YoU}
Compassion and Cruelty can live [SiDE by SiDE] in one HeArT. Sinners can {SuRpRiSe} you and so can sAiNts. Cherish the moments. Dont live with the PAiN.
There ..comes a time.. in your life when
you..re all mixed up & your ..mind..
doesn..t know what to do. This is
when you have to leave it up to your
heart to ..decide...
*Heres to the guys that [LOVE] me the LoSeRs that [LOST] me && the [[lucky bastards]] that got to meet me ?
...but if you look at me closely..
you will see it in my eyes..
This girl will ..ALWAYS.. find her way..
There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to.
There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on.
TIME waits for ..NOTHING.... and EVERYTHING will take its ..TIME...
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by ..learning.. to see an imperfect person perfectly.
I get the ..best feeling.. in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a ..second.., that I've crossed your mind.
Stand up for what ..you.. believe in, even if it means standing ..alone...
In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away
..GOD.. gave me the SERINITY to accept the things I can not change ..The COURAGE to change the things I can.. ..and the WISDOM to know the ..DIFFERENCE..
& if you have something to say
SAY IT
'Cause waiting will end up hurting you in the long run
Dont be afraid to LOVE
Dont be afraid of who you love
& dont be afrail to tell them you love them
Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway.
I am a poet writing of my ..pain...
I am a person living a life of ..shame...
I am your daughter hiding her ..depression...
I am your sister making a good ..impression...
I am a your friend acting like im ..fine...
I am a girl who thinks of ..suicide...
I am a teenager pushing her tears ..aside...
I am a student who doesn't have a ..clue...
I am the girl sitting next to ..you...
I am the one asking you to ..care...
I am your best friend hoping you'll ..be.. ..there.....
"As we grow up we learn that [every person] that wasnt suppose to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart ..broken.. and you'll break others. You'll make the a new love pay for the mistakes an old one made. You'll lose friends and .. make new ones. You ..cry.. cause time is passing quickly and you'll end up losing someone you care about. So live each day as if it were your ..last... Take TOO MANY pictures, laugh TOO MUCH, forgive FREELY, and ..LOVE like you've never been hurt... Every minute you spend down, agry. upset and hurt you're losing 60 seconds of happiness."
"I know that there are some things you just can't change. I know that there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings. I know that hurt feelings build ..walls... I know that some people connect once and are bonded for a lifetime... I know that in a different time and place we were those people... I know that being "friends again" can be more difficult than not speaking at all. I know that [[twists of fate]] bring people together and sometimes "everything happens for a reason" ..breaks them apart... I know that I'll ..never.. forget you, for you will ..always.. have a place in my heart."
It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain, but He did promise ..strength.. for the day, ..comfort.. for the tears, and ..light.. for the way.
In my son's eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know ..no fear..
But the truth is plain to see
He was sent to rescue me
I see who I wanna be
In my sons's eyes
In my son's eyes everyone is ..equal..
Darkness turns to light and the
world is at peace
This miracle God gave to me gives me
strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
In my son's eyes
And when he wraps his hand
around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my ? -heart- ?
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about
It's hangin' on when your ? -heart- ? has had enough
It's giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
It's in my son's eyes
In my son's eyes I can see the future
A reflection of who ..I am.. and what ..will be.. Though he'll grow and someday leave
Maybe raise a family
When I'm gone I hope you see how happy he made me
For I'll be there
In my son's eyes
[Imperfection is Beauty]
If we spend twenty minutes in from of a mirror criticizing every inch of our bodies, how can we possibly act confidently once we leave our bedrooms?
. . . upon waking into a dead world . . . I opened my soul-sick eyes . . . to survey the wreckage . . . of a shattered life . . . I knew there had to be more . . . something beautiful, something pure . . . beyond the grail . . . behind the veil . . . something I had to find . . . down a long, winding road I knew I had to travel, alone . . . . . . the light that shines cannot penetrate . . . . . . the darkness which infiltrates . . . hurting you was never a game . . . but no matter how hard I tried . . . all you were willing to believe were lies . . . . . . it was the darkness inside us . . . the light surrounding us . . . . . . the pain we embraced . . . part of me . . . part of you . . . . . . please forgive me . . . but nothing else in my life was ever real . . . from the blackest black, to the darkest night . . . I have gone one shade beyond . . . . . . as I turned to face the rising sun . . . I kept asking myself when in the hell the world went by . . . . . . when did we lose our innocence, and our smiles . . . when did our world die . . .
Music
..Movies
The Devil Wears Prada, P2, Touristias, Silent Hill, Harry Potter, Freddy Cruger, Jason, Speed, Pirates of the Caribbean, Stick It, Stepmom, Love Sucks [VeRy FuNnY!], Saving Private Ryan, The Break-Up.... any anything Wes Craven!!..Television
I Love NY, Telia Tequla, Army Wives, GENERAL HOSPITAL [and Night Shift],I LOVE americas best dance crew, ANYTHING REALITY like all the reality shows on MTV [lol], Dawsons creek, Bad Girls Club [and Road Trip], Housewives, Saved By the Bell, Tyra, Top Model, A Baby Story, College Hill, Saved by the Bell, Cowboys games [lol].....Books
The coldest Winter Ever [Sistah Soldier], Geralds Game [Stephen King] and any other Stephen King book.., any Zane book, and anything Maya Angelou.
In this life, we all know.. friends may come and they may go but through the years I know [i WiLL STAY WiTH YOU] ?
[LoVe] Love will come find you Just to remind you of who you are. If will [FoRsAkE] you; threaten to [BrEaK] you; Sometimes will [bLiNd] sneak up behind you.. It will EmBrAcE you [[ToTaLLy AMAZE YoU]] How do you expect ME
To live alone with just me
Cause your my wOrLd &its so HaRd for me to [BREATHE]
Got me out here in the water so DeeP
TeLL me how you gon be without ME
It you aint here i just can't breathe
Its No Air NO AiR....
I have already found him!
"I found a reason to show (a part of me you didnt know)
A reason to start over new; &The reason is YoU"
The reason i smile.
My soldier. Me Hero. My EVERYTHING.
My heart. My soulmate. My LoVeR.
i LoVe him "like a fat kid loves cake!" =]
Heroes
GoD dOesn't give YoU the peOple yOu want
he gives YoU the peOple YoU NeeD
tO hurt you, tO ? YoU, tO leave YoU
tO make YoU intO the persOn YoU were meant tO be!
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry.
Sometimes we ..fight.. & we don't know why..
But no matter what - he ..believes.. in me.
He's the closest thing to heaven I'll ever need.
He's always been a hero in ..my.. ..eyes..... I love him.
Every night..For every soldier......
Give me greatness of heart to see,
The difference between duty and his love for me
Give me understanding so that i will know,
When duty calls him, he must go.
Give me a task to do each day
To fill the time while he's away.
When he's in a foreign land,
Keep him safe in your loving hand.
And lord, when duty is in the field,
Please protect him and be his shield.
And Lord, when deployment is so long,
Please stay with me and keep me strong.
Details
- Status: Engaged
- Here for: Friends
- Hometown: iN HiS [♥]
- Orientation: Straight
- Body type: 5' 6" / More to love!
- Ethnicity: Black / African descent
- Religion: Christian - other
- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
- Children: Proud parent
- Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
- Occupation: Full time mommy // Part time Home Depot girl =]
Schools
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Neptune High School
- Neptune, NEW JERSEY
- Graduated: 2005
- Student status: Alumni
- Degree: High School Diploma
- Major: everything
- Clubs: Proteus, ROTC Drill Team, Softball, SADD, Swimming Magager
2001 to 2005
Blurbs
About me:
Wanna know a FACT?
MY HEART WALKS OUTSiDE OF MY BODY ♥
i even named it!
[ CHRiST0PHER ]
just hearing his name makes me smile =)
SHOUT OUT TO MY SISTER FROM ANOTHER MISTER, SHARAI!!!
First of all lets get one thing straight.
I freakin ..LOVE.. DALLAS COWBOYS ♥ - FUCK THE ..GiANTS.. =]
Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears.
iM NiKOLE. iM A PRETTY SiMPLE GiRL AND HARD TO PLEASE. i DONT HAVE A MYSPACE TO FLiRT WiT RAMDOM BOYS iM JUST HERE FOR PPL TO BEFRiEND. i LiVE A VERY POETiC LiFE AND i LOVE TO WRiTE. iM VERY LiKEABLE SO iF U HEAR SUMTHiN BAD ABOUT ME - FORGET iT. EVERYONE HAS A STORY ABOUT SOMEONE AND MOST OF THE TiME, iTS NOT TRUE. DONT MESSAGE ME ASKiNG QUESTiONS iTS NOT ABOUT ME iMPRESSiNG YOU iTS ABOUT YOU iMPRESSiNG ME AND iM NOT iNTERESTED. i LOVE ME AND i ALWAYS WiLL. iM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO'S GONNA YELL N SCREAM. THATS JUST NOT ME. SOMEONE SAiD KARMA WiLL BE A BiGGER BiTCH THAN i'LL EVER HAVE TO BE; AND i BELiEVE THEM. i ALSO BELiEVE SOME PEOPLE MAKE THiS WORLD SPECiAL JUST BY BEiNG iN iT. WHEN iT HURTS TO LOOK BACK AND YOUR SCARED TO LOOK AHEAD, LOOK UP. i BELiEVE iN GOD AND i BELiEVE HE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE WiTH ME. i WiSH i COULD SAY THAT FOR EVERYONE i FiND A FRiEND. i LEARNED THE TRUE MEANiNG OF CHANGE ONCE HiGH SCHOOL ENDED. EVERYONE CHANGES. BEST FRiENDS ARE BEST FRiENDS NO MORE AND LOVE DiES. i HATE CHANGE BUT iT HAS TO HAPPEN. i THiNK DiSTANCE MAKES THE HEART GROW STRONGER - THE MiND GROW FONDER. EVERYTHiNG HAPPENS FOR A REASON. iTS NOT OVER TiLL THE END. EVERYTHiNG iS OK UNTiL THE END. iF iTS NOT OK, THEN iTS NOT THE END. REMEMBER THAT WHEN TiMES GET HARD.. GUYS, YES i'LL CHAT; NO i DONT WANA CYBER. i HAVE A MAN. HE'S MADE ME STRONGER THAN i EVER THOUGHT i WAS. HE BELiEVES iN ME. HE LOVES ME. AND i LOVE HiM. HE'S MY EVRYTHiNG. MY HERO. MY ADDiCTiON. AND iM HiS BAD HABiT <33..
iF G0D BRiNGS Y0U T0 iT, HE WiLL BRiNG Y0U THR0UGH iT
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Who I'd like to meet:
i have AmAzInG friends. through these yrs i've realized that friends i had arent necessarily the friends i'd always have. unfortunately. but these last few months have been great. i finally have a group i can call my TRUE friends. and friendship means alot to me. a true friend knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when ur heart hearts the most. and most importantly, if a friendship is capable of ending it was never a true friendship to begin with. it can survive distance, change and anything else but what is is incapable of surviving is hurt and betrayal. just because someone is put back into your life doesnt mean they belong there. and thats that! So, here's to the group i call mine.. and they consist of... [[Nathalie aka NattyBoo. i have two sisters. Mya and Nathalie. Enough said.]].. [[Megan aka MegBenji. i am SO happy for you. i feel like we are so close i'd do ANYthing for u. i'd die for you! U mean alot to me and im glad we reconnected]], [[Yuri aka Crum my bestest bitch! One of the only ppl i can be myself around. my unshy REAL self. U know it all.. and u've never judged me ever! i love u &ur ability to be 100% real!]], [[Michelle, i admire ur strength and one day hope to be as strong as u are. i miss u love!]], [[Kia, welcome to MS and i love you bitch!]], [[Jenn aka Salt.. Ur my HD Love! We are like Yin & Yang. Ur the light to my day, the sun in my sky, the patrick to me who'd be spongebob lol. whenever u need me, im there. and together, WE are gona get your (and my) shit together.. me & you forever!]], [[TyTy! my voice of reason. ur hilarious and one day we must get together and eat brownies! u make them ;)]], [[Cherita, i miss u. i love u and congrats!]], [[Deborah aka DebCakes--ur new name-- lol U are the best! We can talk about anything. absolutely ANYthing.. U mean alot to me and i look forward to our fun future lol]], [[Wilna.. Ur a blunt little bitch w/ a smart ass mouth & u NEVER think b4 u speak.. thats why i love u! lol.. there was a time where i said i'd never speak to you again. guess i was wrong =P we've been to hell and back and i cant imagine a life without ur friendship. i love u.]], [[Rosina, LAST but never ever least. WoW SkuDD!! we've nevr met but i cannot wait till December 31, 2009. thats our day giiirrlll! NY meets Nik & Rosie.. cant wait. i love you!]], [[Niqueyy i didnt forget u.. we've kinda seperated but true friendships can survive that :) they are always capable of finding eachother again and bitches like u are hard to find. haha]]...
You guys ARE THE ..BEST..!! I love you ALL!!!!!
"Ma Ma" the BEST thing i've ever been called =]
I did a job well done. Im so proud of me.
When i look in his eyes and i see him smile i know he has love in his heart.
I know he'll never leave me and i see how hard he loves me.
For 9 months be bonded; connected; were unseperatable.
He's the reason i live. He makes EVERYTHING worth it.
"Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible."
"Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body."
"God could not be everywhere. Therefore, he made mothers."
You guys ARE THE ..BEST..!! I love you ALL!!!!!
"Ma Ma" the BEST thing i've ever been called =]
I did a job well done. Im so proud of me.
When i look in his eyes and i see him smile i know he has love in his heart.
I know he'll never leave me and i see how hard he loves me.
For 9 months be bonded; connected; were unseperatable.
He's the reason i live. He makes EVERYTHING worth it.
"Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible."
"Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body."
"God could not be everywhere. Therefore, he made mothers."
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