i want to get out of here. i want to go somewhere where nobody knows me. i want to stop lying to myself and everyone else around me. i want to do something i never thought i could. i want to make an impression on you. i want to stop thinking everything over. i want to learn how to accept stability. i want my "2-year" curse to break.
Movies
Books
Heroes
“We do not remember days; we remember moments.”
Cesare Pavese
It's so crazy how much I've changed in the past few months. I'm so happy with who I've become. I'm done hating people for no reason or just because my friend did. It's soo stupid. You'd be suprised how many friends I'm making now that I got rid of the one defect in my life. I honestly stopped caring so much about what people think of me. I scrub like 89% of the time now. I'm weird, a spaz at times, fail at talking in general, and act different around different people. But honestly, I don't know why I just wasted my time on this paragraph. Prettty much; I just dont care.
PS-I'm sick of hearing people bitch about their amazingly perfect life and how they hate their parents just because they don't get what they want. GROWTHEFCKUP
PPS- Im Jessica's baby daddy! :D
I LOVE AND LIVE FOR: Bonfires with mandi, late nights with my friends with mandi, listening to music with mandi, playing halo with mandi, early mornings with my friends with mandi, hectic weekends with mandi, meeting new people with mandi, driving around pointlessly with mandi, being dropped off randomly with mandi, being picked up randomly with mandi, seeing people i haven't seen for awhile with mandi, writing poetry with mandi, early morning phone calls with mandi, pounding music with mandi, acoustic guitar with mandi, screaming out of the windows with mandi, honking the horn from the passenger seat with mandi, haunted hayrides with mandi, talking about moving in together with mandi, not thinking about responsibility with mandi, playing soccer (its life) with mandi, joking with people with mandi, teasing and laughing about it with mandi, making last minute plans with mandi, fixing plans that are falling apart with mandi, hanging out at the park with mandi, being immature with mandi, being mature when the situation calls for it with mandi, spending money i promise i wont spend with mandi, watching movies with mandi, sleeping on the couch and shooting the breeze with my best friends with mandi, jumping on the trampoline with mandi, sitting on the trampoline with mandi, lighting off fireworks with mandi, going to the movies with mandi, going to the mall with mandi, going to see my friends play sports with mandi, driving with mandi, the backseat with mandi, Ipods with mandi, quotes that give me goosebumps with mandi,Thats all i can think of for now ;)
my friend wanted to leave and he said a bunch of ppl from his school were throwing a party and there was alc and booze there so yeah we left.
i knew someone was gonna ask me about why i left ahah.
sorrrry :(
