Jesus Manuel Alvarez

SAD BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT................... I want to begin by thanking everyone that supports me as a friend in my many characters as BlueJay, Jesus and Ms. Suzette Rose. This Morning it was brought to my attention in a very horrible and emotional way that a few of my family members were offended by Ms. Suzette Rose's pics on my page.....let me begin by saying the following: 1- I DO NOT LIVE ANYONE ELSE'S LIFE BUT MY OWN. 2- I LIVE MY LIFE KNOWING THAT TODAY MAY BE MY LAST. 3- I DO THAT WHICH MAKES ME HAPPY AND NOTHING MORE OR LESS. 4- I AM A INDIVIDUAL!!!AND I CHOOSE TO BE DIFFERENT IN EVERY WAY SHAPE AND FORM WHETHER ANYONE LIKES IT OR NOT. 5- IF YOU ARE MY FAMILY AND YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE ON MY PAGE THAN GOODBYE----PLEASE LEAVE MY MYSPACE NOW BECAUSE YOU MAY BE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU SEE-----LATER!!!!! 6- IF YOU ARE A "FRIEND" AND YOU DO NOT SUPPORT ME THEN "PEACE-OUT" TAKE ME OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST......I DON"T NEED PEOPLE THAT DON"T WANT TO BE SUPPORTIVE. 7- IF MY FAMILY CHOOSES TO NOT SPEAK TO ME...THEN SO BE IT....NONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS HAVE BOTHERED TO CALL ME OR VISIT ME or ASK ME FOR MY OPINION IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM FOR ME TO HONOR THEIR REQUEST. 8- IF YOU HAVE A COMMENT AGAINST ANYTHING I DO, I SUGGEST YOU RESERVE IT OR GET OVER IT BECAUSE I DON'T INVOLVE MYSELF IN YOUR LIFE SO DON'T GET INVOLVED IN MINE. 9- FROM THIS MOMENT FORWARD MY PROFILE SHALL BE PRIVATE AND I HAVE ALREADY REMOVED 2 INDIVIDUALS AND IF I HEAR COMMENTS I WILL REMOVE MORE. I HAVE NO SHAME OR REGRETS IN DOING THIS......BECAUSE IT'S CALLED MY-SPACE NOT YOUR-SPACE. THEREFORE IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!!!!NOT YOU! GET OVER IT. 10- I AM NOT ASHAMED OF WHAT I DO, OR THE ACTIONS I TAKE BECAUSE EVERY ACTION THAT I TAKE IS THOUGHT THROUGH AND TO BE HONEST WHO I AM, IS WHO YOU SEE AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.....THEN YOU SHOULDN'T BE A PART OF IT. IF YOU HAVE READ THIS MESSAGE AND ARE IN ANY WAY OFFENDED THEN PLEASE EXAMINE YOURSELF....BECAUSE IF YOU LOVE ME AND SUPPORT ME THAN THIS SHOULD NOT PERTAIN TO YOU....BUT IF YOU HAVE PERSONAL ISSUES THAN FIX OR LEAVE..... In the words of a friend if you don't like porn than don't buy it, no one is forcing you....that same applies here if you don't want to see things you don't like than leave now.......God Bless and I apologize for my angry tone.......i wish all of you the best always. JESUS BKA MS. SUZETTE ROSE ..
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glitter-graphics.com I WANT TO BEGIN BY SAYING THAT WHAT YOU READ BELOW IS TRUE HOWEVER I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM NO LONGER SICK IN ANYWAY! MEANING NO HEPITITUS B HIV OR ANY OTHER DISEASE.
glitter-graphics.com IM A SURVIVOR!!!I REALLY AM!!! READ BELOW What can i say about me that i haven..t already said....about 2 years ago i learned a great lesson....i learned that you know who your true friends are when you are in need. how did i learn this well, i was diagnosed with Hep. B with testing i was told that i was in my last stages and that truly there would be no hope that either i would die or would live with this disease as any HIV Pos patient would. I would have to take a PILL COCKTAIL everyday until the day i died. However, this though it hit me it didn..t distroy me or make me fall.....it made me stronger i began to fight in prayer and in love. I ended up in Intesive care alone....my family nor friends were there....my mom and dad were in puerto rico....and my family here was very busy in their own lives....but i will never forget that day...my aunt olga walked in through the door with my cousin and she came to me and said words that to this day make me cry....when no one else dared to touch me or kiss me....she came to me and began to rub her bare hands all over my body and said ¨I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH, I DON..T CARE, SHE SAID, YOU ARE MY NEPHEW MY BLOOD AND I LOVE YOU....NO MATTER WHAT!¨ then she kissed me....no friends came to see me not one....and i can never forget that day i went to my best friends house and they refused to let me in because i had this disease. No one from my church or friends came to my home for the months to come i was going hungry, i hadn..t been working and all my money was going on pills for the daily cocktail yet, no one was there....where were all these friends that i drove around town, and gave money to when they needed it....where was the family i needed when i would get the pain in my abdomen that i thought i was dieing.....i would close my eyes thinking it would be the last time i saw a day....however no one came to my door no one called to see how i was doing but everyone did take the time to speak of me and point fingure....to this day i am careful of who is in my life and who is my friend. Funny part is today i am 100% healed and 100% changed because i am a fighter and i also never allow these things to distroy me MY GOD IS A AWESOME GOD! yet, those in my life i thought were my friends are still not here....they proved me wrong.....