sixteen - queensland
baby, I know
we'll celebrate the fucking rain
just because we don't feel flesh
doesn't mean we don't fear death
forever is a lie and, purely, does not exist.
i've let a lot of people walk in and out of my life,
i do not miss the ones i have purposively left behind,
i do, however, miss the ones i let slip away.
some friendships are more trouble than they're worth,
people can be so childish.
i really don't like being lied to and i don't like it when people touch me,
but i love it when i find out what people say about me.
i'm not afraid of life out of school,
infact, i'm very much looking forward to it.
i don't like being told what to do,
or being expected to change.
i don't hold very many people close to me,
but when i get attached, i become clingy and obsessive.
i'm very opinionated.
i've taken my friends for granted in the past,
but i've recently learnt who really matters,
and just how much i meant to them.
i prefer to tell people my problem with them then pretend it's not there,
and i expect people to do the same to me.
sometimes i feel like i expect too much from people.
i hate when people run away from their problems.
i'm reluctant to open up to people,
my trust is hard to earn.
i hate when people don't practice what they preach.
i try not to be hypocritical, but i know i am sometimes,
but at least i can admit it.
i play WoW for Matt, and Matt only.
i love the sound of stilettos on tiles,
and the clicky sound that laptop keys make when you type.
my tolerance levels are very low.
i would rather be alone most of the time.
only child = only way.
i don't like telling people i love them.
my attention span is short when it comes to reading or learning.
grotesque murders interest me.
i believe in the supernatural.
sunflowers are my favourite.
it annoys me when my desk is messy.
i like when things are neat and simple;
desktop icons really piss me off.
i like to write just to look at my handwriting.
i actually really hate my handwriting.
i shorten and abbreviate words a lot.
i never watch tv.
i organise and rearrange things when i'm bored.
i scribble everything on post-it notes.
i procrastinate important jobs and leave all my school work to the last minute.
i hate doing dishes almost as much as i hate hello kitty.
i respect people who are smart and articulate,
except when they rub it in my face.
my bedroom walls hold a thousand and one memories.
the majority of my wardrobe is greyscale,
and most of my shoes are also black.
i pick on people because i'm insecure.
i get annoyed really easily and yell & swear alot.
i take a lot of photos of myself, but hate having my photo taken.
i hate poorly edited photos.
ellen page & milla jovovich are my idols,
and will ferrell & steve carell are absolute legends.
i adore the smell of cigarettes, but chose not to smoke.
i don't get hangovers, even though i don't drink often.
getting drunk doesn't excite me that much these days.
my mum said i'd make a good mother someday,
i hate children, a lot.
*and i really hate asians.
i enjoy food from all countries.
i like cooking, and i'm good at it.
i hate really fussy eaters.
i hardly use carrot in anything because it takes too long too cook.
broccoli and garlic are my absolute favourite ingredients.
i can't stand apple juice.
and there's a good reason why.
it annoys me when people pick the pickles off their burger.
cows are my favourite animal, but i still eat them lol.
i'm really impatient.
i actually enjoy my job.
i like craft, stationary and manchester.
i want to work at pillow talk and take up scrap-booking when i finish school.
i shut people out when i'm upset.
i push people away when i'm angry.
i hate maths and numbers
fuck being an accountant.
scarification is hot as fuck.
i'm pro at photoshop, with more skills than photo editing.
i'm very much wanting to pursue graphic design as a career.
i really want to work for a magazine.
i'm a perfectionist.
presentation is everything.
i hate walking into a room where the furniture doesn't match.
i really just hate when things don't match.
becoming an interior decorator would be my second choice.
i don't follow a religion.
i do believe that everyone has a soul mate,
and i believe that miracles do happen.
i highly respect people who follow through with things they want to do.
i respect the people who work hard for what they want.
i have trouble becoming motivated enough to change my life.
i quote from movies too much,
especially mean girls, anchorman and 40 year old virgin.
lilo & stitch makes me cry every time.
my computer is pretty much my life.
i like to theme things by colour.
i like classy and cursive fonts.
kisses and cologne turn me on.
i enjoy affection and romance.
apparently i flirt something fierce.
i love when songs remind me of people,
but only when it's for the right reasons.
*i also like girls.
i don't think i'm different, individual or unique,
but apparently i'm pretty irreplaceable.
it makes me smile when people quote from my myspace,
and prove that they've actually read this.
i'm not completely certain of where i want to go in life,
but to be honest, that doesn't worry me.
