MySpace - madhouse.™ - 17 - Female - the Lotus Pod, Florida

I'm a sister.
I'm a daughter.
I'm a cousin.
I'm a lover.
I'm a friend.
I'm an enemy.
I am androgynous.
I am beautiful.

I'M SOMETHING YOU CAN'T HANDLE.

1. I'm only appealing to some people... my personality isn't for those who hate loud or airheaded people.

2. I dress to suit my mood or my inspiration for that day.

3. I'm a metalhead and a juggalette and plan to always remain so. I thoroughly enjoy a lot of different music though. music, gigs and festivals are a constant in my life.

4. I like cancer sticks, but I'm not addicted. they're not THAT appealing. but I've always been a mind over matter sort of person...

5. I'm obsessed with smells and cleanliness. I pick up my room, dust, and spray everything with Febreze daily. I have one of those fan air fresheners that smells like linen. I burn candles and incense. I can't stand my room smelling like anything but heaven.

6. Purple is pimp and the best color ever, pink is adorable, and black is just one of those colors I have to wear.

7. I like making things, or tearing things apart and making something new out of it.

8. When I say I'm right-brained, I mean I'm brilliantly right-brained and the left side of my brain is pretty much shut off.

9. I've built a wall, but it doesn't stop my emotions from running over it.

10. I'll admit I observe the bad parts about my friends quite often. Not bad for me, but bad for them. Makes me wonder why they abuse themselves in such ways.

11. When I say I'm a "people person," I mean I run up to random people in the mall and introduce myself. And I do it with a loud voice and wide eyes. I scare a lot of people.

12. I'm a hopeless romantic. Seeing anything relating to passion or love between human beings makes me seethe in jealousy. I don't want to be that way, though.

13. I love exploring abandoned houses, hospitals, amusement parks and carnivals. Though you pretty much have to leave Florida to find any of those. My personal area of expertise is hotels, because there's plenty of those in Florida and there's also plenty of hurricanes to shut them down and leave them open for me to explore. yay.

14. I'm really gentle, I don't like to hurt people physically or emotionally.

15. I'm pansexual. I'm not attracted to "both genders." Rather, gender doesn't really exist to me, or any sort of outer appearance.

16. I'm the opposite of shallow. Go ahead, curse in front of me. Piss in the same bathroom as me. Fart on me. Announce that you have to take a shit and how great it will be when you do so. I don't care and I don't find any of it gross. EVERYBODY POOPS, GUYS.

17. I don't really care if you call me ugly, I've heard it anyway and I know by experience that it's not true. Oh, but you might say "sure a lot of people want you, but they're all ugly so you must be ugly too." Hah bitch, I'm sure a lot of really ugly guys want Angelina Jolie and Megan Fox too. I guess they must be ugly.

18. My impulse control is nonexistant.

19. Morten Veland is my hero and inspiration. Beyond the Veil by Tristania is my favorite album of all time, and it always will be. And you won't find a bigger Sirenia fan than me.

20. Diet anything is disgusting. Asian food is amazing. Cream cheese is a very versatile spread. KFC is the shit. I eat what I want. I don't care if people think it's gross.

21. I have a ghost in my room. I know he's male and somehow I felt his name was James. At first he emitted a strange energy that wasn't positive nor negative, but now he's pretty much all negative. Maybe I'm just crazy, but I swear I see something standing over my bed at night.

22. I play video games, lots of them. I'm really picky though, because out of my experience, alot of them are not worth playing.

23. There's a point in a situation where I stop forgiving, I stop being nice, I stop trying to be friends. You don't want me to get there. Not even I like it, and I can assure you that you won't either.

24. I'm still friends with two of my exes and we get along very well and still talk occasionally. the others I pretty much view as mistakes... one of which I still constantly fight with. but I try to avoid such drama and ignore it most of the time.

25. My hair is currently black and cherry red. It'll probably fade to an ugly hot pink/orange mix.

26. I won't die until I attend at least one Graspop Festival, one Wacken Open Air and one Gathering of the Juggalos. Oh and Woodstock, just to say I did.

27. I hate it when people make puns or jokes, because I never get them at first, and I feel utterly stupid.

28. The shit you hear about me might be true, but then again it could be as fake as the bitch who told you.

29. Soda gives me horrible acne all over again, but I devour the stuff when it's in the house. A two liter of Dr Pepper or Faygo orange soda will be gone in one night thanks to yours truly.

30. I either smell sweet and sugary, or rich and exotic. Depends on what I'm wearing really, since I choose my scents to match my outfits.

31. I'm sick of people in Gainesville copying me. You never realize how little creativity people have until they meet you and immediatly start dressing exactly like you. You should be confident in your own style, the way you were before you met me. And I'm not a spoiled brat just because I have "cooler clothes" than you. Also, you are not "goth" just because you copied me.

32. I've not been further west than Texas. And frankly I prefer everything on the east coast. My mom is from New Jersey and my dad is from Florida, and I've been to pretty much every state in between those two and above it.

33. I love cameras. I'm not a model, even though I seem into it. I just like to be in front of a camera. I like to be behind them too.

34. mainstream pop and most mainstream rap is really annoying! what's even more annoying is when I see people in metal shirts singing along to akon. if you're gonna be mainstream, be mainstream... don't pretend to like metal just because you're around me. and no, you're not allowed to change the radio to your stupid shitty music, not in my truck, sorry :D

35. I'm on a boat. And you should get on my horse.

36. don't tell me to grow up or get over something, especially if you're younger than me. you don't know what I've been through or what other people have done to me. so shut your mouth.

37. my best friends are my world and I forgive their mistakes very easily.

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