to step out of the common river. to be able to look at it, detached. unbiased.
honestly, you just asked the underlying questions to most religions. same question asked by many philosophers. so I figured the best thing to do is read. since there are groups who have studied that for thousands of years and right now is the information age, everything is easily accessible but out of order
coming up is the organization age right? we cant just have all this energy, all this information throw like sand.
Ive been reading the Kabalah now. talks more about jesus than the bible ironically, lol and its the main book to the torah which is worshiped by Israel.
haha omg i went horsback rididng and i love going ive done it before but this time the horse like bucked and jumped in the air and started running off while i was on him i didnt even realized what happend till i pulled on the reins and he stopped and the lady told me what happend hahahahah