fineee I'll just go to his house to drink instead. I don't like parties anywhooo (:На Понедельник Больше
“If you can't get rid of the skeleton in your closet,
you'd best teach it to dance.”
- George Bernard Shaw
Call me Natt. I'm seventeen and a vegetarian. I'm not going to say why, because it was a personal decision and I did it for my own benefit, not yours and my choices shouldn't bother you. Where I live or what school I attend doesn't create a reasonable background for you to base my persona. I don't know where my life is supposed to go, or what I'm going to do after school anymore...
It's been over-stated far too many times; but people who follow or have a fake personality have an affect on me I cannot explain. I seem to know when you are lying or when you do not care - I'm not an ignorant cunt, I just see straight through you and your "scene".
I have the balls to admit I'm sick of being one who can pretend; if you don't like who I am keep your mouth shut, bitching is such a strong act of self-consciousness; I should know. I'm tired of worrying what you think of me. I'm tired of trying to feel satisfied with how I look or whether a disorder, disease or condition makes somebody prettier or raises popularity. There are alot of things about a person you will never know, and everybody has stated they could never trust properly after one ordeal or another in their life. I have no reason to know you, to trust you or to want to be apart of your life - and the very same for you.
I've become somebody who does care; but I've chosen who those people are. I go to gigs/concerts/shows and I do enjoy company with the right people. I don't like parties at all and prefer small get-together's. I know who is there for me and I know who isn't. Some of the strongest people I know are my closest friends and they have made decisions that make me so proud.
I don't like town anymore and I don't talk too much either. I don't like relationships because I don't like people getting close to me. I don't know my wants or needs. I do know who I am now though and I'm not going to try and change anymore. Don't request me for a number on your page, to lurk through comments or photos and don't request me with a copy+paste message asking for picture comments. Most of all - I'm not your personal fucking Myspace Profile Picture photographer. Don't ever use me or befriend me for this. Get fucked. If you want a photo, straight up ask for it.
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www.redbubble.com/people/nattratt
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www.weheartit.com/ShesAPlague
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