Estel
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When darkness falls, the stars come out.
Female
22 years old
London
United Kingdom
Last Login: 7/13/2009
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Estel's Interests
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| General | Reading, Writing (i have some ideas for books and ideas for films, so i am currently trying to work on that), Music, Computer Graphics (Playing with Photoshop is fun), Photography, Fantasy Artwork, and just things that have to do with magic, mystery and fantasy.
| | Music | AFI, Apoptygma Berzerk, Cannibal Corpse, Crematory, Deftones, Dope Stars Inc, Elementa440, Dreadful Shadows, INXS, Kidney Thieves, Kiss, London After Midnight, Misfits, Murderdolls, Nirvana, Placebo, Puddle Of Mudd, Rachel Stamp, Rob Zombie, SPF1000, The Cruxshadows, Type O Negative. | | Movies | 12 Monkeys, 13 Ghosts, Amadeus, Batman: Dark Knight, Big Fish, Brotherhood Of The Wolf, Beauty and the Beast, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Cabin Of Dr Caligari, Cloverfield, Donnie Darko, Emperor's New Groove, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Finding Nemo (Yeah Lots of Disney films), Garden State, Green Mile, Iron Man, Lost in Translation, Lucky Number Sleven, Matrix, Metropolitan, Not Another Teen Movie, The Lord Of The Rings, The Simpsons Movie, True Romance, V for Vendatta, Vincet, Passion Of The Christ, People Under The Stairs, Saw (I and II), Sweet here After, Signs, Swimming Pool. Also most films with Johnny Depp or Gary Oldman. | | Television | Grey's Anatomy, Family Guy, House, The Amazing Race, The Soup, Two and a Half Men, Simpsons, Scrubs, QI, and documentaries, lots of them! | | Books | A few of my favorite authors are Katharine Kerr, David Gemmell, David Eddings, Robert Jordan, Neil Gaiman, James Clemens and Marika Cobbold.
Some of the books i love are: The Dracula Tape by Fred Saberhagen, Court of the Midnight King by Freda Warrington, The Girl with a Pearl Ear Ring, Sense and Sensibility, Gilied's Blood and of course the Lord Of the Rings books, Angels and Demons as well as The Da Vinci Code, The Act of God by Graham Phillips. |
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Roehampton University, Dope Stars Inc. Official Group
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Estel's Details
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| Status: | Single | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Zodiac Sign: | Gemini | | Children: | Someday | | Education: | College graduate |
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About me:
I like caviar and cheap wine. ( Yes, i do feel bad about enjoying the taste of fish eggs)
Hope for the best, prepare for the worst, that is my motto in life.
I'm not sure if i have fully developed my personality or my style or anything else yet, maybe i have or maybe i have not.
And i constantly change and delete things here, some thoughts do after all change. But people probably don't ever change, some aspects of the character can grow and develop.
I am too nice and caring for my own good. Yes, i have been saying that for ages, but i have been getting better at being nice to people who are nice to me only. Through experience i have realized that it is better that way. It might seem selfish but a good way to survive. The thing that everyone should remember is what goes around comes around, if you treat someone wrongly that will come back and bite you on you, well, i hope so anyway, sadly i haven't seen too much proof of that yet. But self preservation is very important, because really if you wont be there for yourself no one really will.
I would like to believe that i am a kind hearted person, i could be shy at times and talkative at others. Although when i have nothing of significance to say i do say little, the whole "Oh my god i love your shoes" irritates me. Hence why many people think of me as very quiet and shy. Depending on the company i am in i can be very talkative and outgoing. I enjoy meeting new people and just sitting at a cafe chatting about nothing and everything.
I have my own opinions on life, as do many people yes, that many don't agree with, but at times its hard to care if some people don't want to agree with me. I understand why i see things the way i do, and thats fine with me. The way i think is based on my personal experiences, also because i like to use a thing called called common sense, yes it is real *wink wink*. I think i'm headstrong, but always willing to listen. In general i like listening to people, after all that's how you get to know someone. So i like being listened to as well, even though it seems like asking too much of some people.
I am a cynical person, i don't believe that there is good in everyone, there is just good in some people. Those people are hard to find. Most of the time i do probably view the glass as half empty lol.
I do aspire towards many things, and i will do my best to get where i want to get =].
Natural beauty, be it the sky or green leaves or a wonderful smile, make the world that much better.
Most of my time i spend reading, but i also try to write. People create and show wonderful and dear worlds through writing and books, something that you can relate to, something that can take your mind off any problems. Books, the characters in them and the writers themselves can be wonderful friends and advisers.
My other hobby would have to be photography, i like both black and white photography as well as digital. I do really dislike it when people say that digital photography is soul less, there are many reasons to why that is silly. I love to capture some bits of our every day world that can be usual or quite unusual. It is my life really.
I love history and learning new things, knowledge is a gift all of us should take advantage of. I am very interested in Ancient Egypt, especially the Eighteenth Dynasty. As well as European myths and lore, thats what i am at the moment really getting into, but i still haven't gotten into that that far yet.
I wish i found pretty shoes more comfortable.
Its hard to believe that true happiness truly lasts, it exists but may not really last.
I love nature, and people that look natural and beautiful in many different ways.
I am spiritual, i believe in different things. From higher beings to a person's soul living many lives, i'd like to believe in karma too but it seems not to exist, to my disappointment.
I love tea! Any tea...fruit tea, green tea, tea with milk or iced tea. Its just heaven in a cup!
The most simple things are the most precious ones in life, like breathing in the cool air of the night and smell of roses. I do love chatting to interesting people that have actually something to say and don't mind listening and maybe even helping at times. But a lot of people i helped through the years were never there for me, which makes me a careful person.
Things i don't like:
When things go wrong and knowing that something will go wrong before it gets better. That is if it will ever get better. Yeah, i'm always the optimist!
Writing blocks are terrible. Having an idea and not being able to actually write anything about is very frustrating.
Children that want to grow up faster, by getting drunk, looking and acting slutty and pretending to be who they are not. Childhood is so important, there will be time yet for all the "grown up" stuff, maybe it just wont be as fun.
It is terrible when people who you really care about and consider them as your good friends don't really think much of you, or use you and treat you badly.
Most Haunted, especially that Yvette creature, if you want a paranormal show watch Ghost Hunters. Whenever phones appear in music videos, that is just bad.
Yeah i do have many dislikes *giggles* lol.
...please don't send me any pervy messages, because if you think that i will respond to them you are greatly mistaken.
(Nah i don't really model often but i thought i'd leave the link here for now.)
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Who I'd like to meet:
Someone funky.
[This layout has been made by me, hence why it has my name all over the place, the floral brushes could be obtained here, the other brushes have been created by me. The pictures that could be found on top of my profile were not taken by me.]
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