Patience is divine but the virtue is not mine...'s Interests
General
MUSIC. I sing, play, listen to, breathe, eat, sleep and love music with all my heart, body and soul. I love to read about intellectual things, like philosophy, psychology, history, and business. I also write poetry, and I spend my time planning my move to Japan after I graduate from college in a few years. I have more interests... but I'm not really trying to go into detail right now.
Music
Favorite Bands: Devin Townsend, Strapping Young Lad, X Japan, Yoshiki Hayashi, Dir en grey, Atsushi Sakurai, Buck-Tick, L'Arc en Ciel, Utada Hikaru, Hyde, Dahlia, Despairs Ray, Nightmare, Schwein, La'Cryma Christi, Malice Mizer, Gackt, Cibo Matto, Charlotte Gainsbourg, Serge Gainsbourg, Sean Lennon, Pink Floyd, David Gilmour, Syd Barrett, Mad Season, Rhea's Obsession, Peter Frampton, Black Label Society, The Changelings, The Cure, Cocteau Twins, Sisters of Mercy, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Switchblade Symphony, Dead Can Dance, Josh Groban, Andrea Bocelli, Cold, Disturbed, Pantera, Damageplan, Ozzy Osbourne, Black Sabbath, The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Grateful Dead, Metallica, Violet UK, globe, Mudvayne, Bush, Suicidal Tendencies, Slayer, Cradle of Filth, Days of the New, Stabbing Westward, Dream Theater, Down, Superjoint Ritual, Southern Isolation, Lacuna Coil, Drowning Pool, Guns N' Roses, Rammstein, Type O Negative, Ludwig van Beethoven, Mozart, Chopin, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Jerry Cantrell, Blind Guardian, Voices of Anatole, Iced Earth, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Institute, Beach Boys, Atsushi Sakurai, Rebel Meets Rebel, Love Spirals Downward, Toshi, LoveSpirals, Vanness Wu, F4, Vanness&Kangta, Fiona Apple, Christina Aguilera, Vassline, Bullets and Octane, Bury Your Dead, 10 Years, Stone Sour, Prince and the Revolution, Skinny Puppy, Mindless Self Indulgence, Butterfly Messiah, etc.
Movies
X Japan's "The Last Live," "Angel Dust," "The Eel," "The Last Samurai," "Star Runner," Dee Snider's "Strangeland," all of the Hannibal Lecter series, Pink Floyd's "The Wall," "Moonchild" etc.
Television
"Whose Line Is It Anyway?", "Revelations," and "LOST." Other than that, UFC, MMA, wrestling.
Books
"Justine, Philosophy in the Bedroom, and Other Writings" by Marquis de Sade, "Juliette" by Marquis de Sade, "Scarlett" by Alexandra Ripley, "Rogue Regime (Kim Jong Il and the Looming Threat of North Korea)" by Jasper Becker, "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath, "The Rape of Nanking" by Iris Chang, "Memoirs of a Geisha" by Arthur Golden, "Geisha, A Life" by Mineko Iwasaki, and "The Abacus and The Sword: The Japanese Penetration of Korea, 1895-1910" by Peter Duus. Those are my current favorites.
Heroes
~ James Jennings Unger. Rest in Peace. You will be forever missed.
John Tyler Community College
Chester, VIRGINIA
Graduated: N/A
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: Arts and Sciences for Transfer
Minor: Music
Clubs: Medieval Club, International Club, History Club, Philosophy Club
Current Courses:
Colonial Heights High
Colonial Heights,Virginia
Graduated: 2004
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Colonial Singers, Colonial Players
1999 to 2004
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About me:
Cathy Ann Jeter Robertson Watson. My mother and my best friend. The most beautiful woman in my life. I love you and miss you every second of every day of my life. May you rest in peace and finally reunite with Dad once again.
~*January 29th, 1952 to March 20th, 2009*~
Curtis Malloy Watson. My father and the man I've looked for inside the man of every relationship I've ever been in. I love you and miss you terribly. Mom and I were never the same without you. Rest in peace... and take care of Mom.
~*July 30th, 1938 to February 18th, 1992*~
"When you sit down to write a song, do yourself a favor and sing yourself "Blackbird" or "Fire and Rain." If you're not satisfied with the sound of it, you can't win. Put pen and instrument down and bake brownies."
~ John Mayer, "Prospective Check."
"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
~ Edward Cullen, "New Moon."
My name is Dawn and I'm a 23 year old Vocal and Instrumental Performance major who currently attends J. Sergeant Reynolds Community College and will be transferring to Virginia Commonwealth University next year. Music is my life. It is what I live and breathe for. Most would see that as obsessive. Music is my light amidst all the darkness in my world. It is the biggest part of my life and anyone who knows me knows that. I'm always listening to music, singing and playing music. My music tends to define me as a person, among other things. I listen to so many kinds, including Asian Rock and Pop and even Country music. Other people's opinions don't influence my decisions.
I am currently engaged. So fuck off. Seriously. My Patrick is so wonderful and it took us almost nine years to get to this point... four years together and almost five years of broken hearts and failed relationships. He means so much to me... and we make each other the happiest that we have ever been in a while.
Now... I'm to be married Halloween of 2009... but that doesn't mean that I'm going to settle down and be domestic or anything. In fact, there are some things that people who grew up with me would be surprised to know about me now... but I'll just keep that to myself, hmmm? ;) Well, unless you REALLY want to know...
I am primarily Atheist before anything else. I tend to be drawn to the philosophies of Satanists but I don't proclaim to be one, although I am drawn to them as friends. Be that as it may, I try not to smash on anyone else's religion as long as they don't try to push theirs on me. I can respect others beliefs, even if I see them all as fairy tales in the end, because it is their right to believe as they choose to believe. But I absolutely despise Scientologists and Mormons. I have my reasons and we'll not go any farther than that. Moving on.
I guess I'll end this with some random facts about me: I am a hopeless romantic and I LOVE love songs of almost any genre. I am extremely aggressive and quite opinionated, although I'm mostly introverted and quiet. I hate racists, religious zealots, and conservatives. I am a libertarian politically and I sometimes borderline on revolutionary with the passionate way I go off about the current state of United States politics and our International Relations. After I get my Master's and/or Doctorate, I'd love to move to either Kyoto, Japan or Cambridge, England. Besides a select few people, I couldn't give a fuck less of what anyone else thinks of me. I've always been that way. My idol is Yoshiki Hayashi. He's absolutely brilliant. I love any and all things beautiful. My best physical feature has to be my eyes, which I found tends to stop people in their tracks because of their shape, colour and 'innocent yet haunted' quality. I am brutally honest and I have no use for tact so if you're looking for sympathy when you've done some stupid shit, don't look this way. I don't have patience or tolerance for stupidity or ignorance. I believe that all forms of government suppress our basic human rights at their will. I despise authority for the simple fact that I don't think it's healthy to have one human ruling over another. I am a registered Libertarian and I absolutely love it. I am a LeVeyan Satanist/Atheist and I'm fucking proud of it. I am a music elitist and my music will always be better than yours. *laughs* I love any and all things Asian. I was diagnosed with Bipolar II disorder when I was thirteen years old... I struggle with it at times... but I keep it under control because I see myself as a strong-willed and strong-minded person. And although I am typically Goth, I'm still quite the individual... because there's so much more to me than the Goth. And besides... I'm really nothing that you think I am anyway...
Relationship Preferences:
What do you prefer when you get into a relationship?
1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?
Lasting relationship. An occasional one nighter or whatever is fine sometimes... but I'd rather be in a lasting, loving relationship.
2- What was your longest relationship?
4 years.
3-What is your favorite personality trait?
Sense of humour. Individuality. Thoughtfulness.
4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do?
Take me on a walk through a Japanese garden at sunset. Hell, take me to Japan and walk through a garden at sunset.
5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?
Trust. Loyalty. Openness. Romance. Maturity.
6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)?
Baby and sweetheart are alright. Most others... are just sickening.
7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other?
Going out to dinner somewhere decent and maybe to the Symphony. Or even a movie. Or just a long walk through somewhere beautiful as the sun sets.
8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other?
Laying against them as we watch movies and eat pizza.
9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
Never. I, unlike some people, don't take the words 'I love you," lightly. They're very powerful.
10- Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments?
Yes.
11- If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen?
Not that I ever expect to be... but if I did, I'd want it to be beautiful and romantic. Nothing over-the-top though.
12- If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible?
Depends on who the person was I was marrying. If I felt we needed to be at a higher level, then I'd wait. If I felt that we were ready, then we would do it soon.
13- Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationship?
Yes.
14- Do you prefer a sensitive open relationship or a strong silent type?
A little bit of both. I don't like too sensitive but I do like when it's open communication.
15- When in a relationship do you have to have contact with your partner on a daily basis?
Yes. At least through the phone. It doesn't have to be constant physical contact every second of every day.
16- Do you like public displays of affection?
A little, like holding hands, hugging or a little peck, is alright. But uber-displays... ugh. I think not.
17- Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship?
"Pick her up & pretend you're going to throw her in the pool.. she'll scream & fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Just hold her hand. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Protect her. Tell her stupid jokes. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Slow dance with her. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Stay up with her when shes sick. Kiss her forehead. Let her wear your clothes. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her, tell her."
The most beautiful couple to have ever graced this earth: Johnny Cash and June Carter-Cash.
True love is beyond eternity...
"Every country has not only physical borders but also the border of language. Music is an universal language. When I'm writing music, I believe and write it. Regardless of nationality or age, in a heart strikes a wonderful melody."
~Yoshiki Hayashi
"I think people who can truly live a life in music are telling the world, 'You can have my love, you can have my smiles. Forget the bad parts, you don't need them. Just take the music, the goodness, because it's the very best, and it's the part I give.'"
~George Harrison, 1943-2001
"If you had told me everything, you would have known what love is... if you would have told me what was on your mind, I would have shown you the way... someday I'm gonna be older than you... I never thought beyond that time.... I never imagined pictures of that night... for now, I will try live for you and for me... and I will try to live, try to live for love, for dreams... and forever, with tears."
~Yoshiki Hayashi, X Japan's "Tears"
"Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent."
~Victor Hugo
"I think I have more of a fear of success. I want to have a good time, I want to hang out with my friends and laugh about shit, I want to make music where I can just say 'Hey, check this out, this is crazy, have a listen…and anyway, what did you do today?'"
~Devin Townsend
"I started to see human beings as little lonesome, water based, pink meat, life forms pushing air through themselves and making noises that the other little pieces of meat seemed to understand. I was thinking to myself, 'There's five billion people here but we've never been more isolated.' The only result of the aggressive individualism we pursue is that you lose sight of your compassion and we go to bed at night thinking, 'Is this all there is?' because we don't feel fulfilled."
~Devin Townsend
"Can you imagine a fulfilled society? Whoa, what would everyone do?"
Who I'd like to meet: Yoshiki Hayashi. He's my idol and probably the most gorgeous man in the universe. I'd like to meet Atsushi Sakurai of Buck-Tick as well... but Yoshiki has to be the top of my list. My reasons are in the other part of my profile. *laughs* [EDIT: I used to have Shinya of Dir en grey on here but I met him at Family Values... so that dream came true. :-)]
Strapping Young Lad - Live at Download Festival 2006.
Devin Townsend and Friends - Boogie Woogie
Metalocalypse - Dr. Rockzo, The Rock and Roll Clown!
Colt Cabana - Rapping on Homicide. (LMAO!)
Ring of Honor - Jimmy Rave vs. Pelle Primeau
Voltaire - "When You're Evil" (Live at the Dawning, Charlottesville, VA: 5.3.2008)
David Gilmour - "On An Island" MV:
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George Harrison - Rutland Weekend Television (December 26th, 1975):
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May 1967 - Pink Floyd performing Astronomy Domine and an interview with Syd Barrett and Roger Waters.
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Hey girl, Just dropping by to check on ya. If you were a huggable type I would hug the stuffings out of you. But since your not I'll just give ya an affectionate punch in the arm. Hang in there hun
