Jenny

About me:

Nick Name: Jenny

Sex: female

Date of birth: 12.03.1991

Age: 18

Place of birth: Germany / North Rhine-Westphalia / Walheim

Place of residence: Germany / North Rhine-Westphalia / Monschau

Status: in a relationship

Occupation: school student

Eye color: brown

Hair color: choc brown

Hair length: shoulder-length

Height: 163cm

Characteristics: left labret piercing

Hobbies: my band, songwriting, singing, play the guitar, drawing, reading, games, cosplay

Interests: Japan, Square Enix, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Star Ocean, The Legend of Zelda

Lifestyle: Straight X Edge

Likes: open-minded and spontaneous people

Dislikes: unlimited stupidity

Favourite…

…music: rock / alternative / metal / metalcore / j-pop / j-rock

…bands: 10 Years / Blessthefall / Escape the Fate / Papa Roach / The GazettE / Flyleaf / Linkin Park

…movies: Gran torino / Good Will Hunting / Bankok Dangerous

…books: Harry Potter / Twilight saga / Lord of the Rings / manga (Bleach/Inu Yasha/…)

…game: Final Fantasy VII

…color: petrol blue

…animal: wolf

…food: vegetarian

…drink: mineral water

…quotation: „ You see everything differently and much better with the eyes that have cried.”

Life Motto: Learn from the past – Dream for the future.

Past:

I had a normal life until my mother died in 2006 and I needed more than two years to handle the fact that she left this world. I was desperate and lost my belief in god. During a period of grief and sorrow I experienced a phenomenon named "regression". When the reality of death was forced upon me, I admitted my own helplessness and lack of control, so that my personality reversed its development until it reached a stage in the past in which controlling was still possible. I only lived in the past, unable to see that others wanted to help me, wanted to get me out of this whole. When my mother died my world began to crumble. She was a solid part of my own personality, so that I needed these two and a half years to reorganize my personality. This is the most painful memory I have.

Somehow I managed to accept my mother as a part of me. I know that she still is there. Before she died she said that she always would be with us and be our guardian angel. It was hard to accept at first, but now I know that a life with hope is much better.

Future: