apparently i have no idea how to install a webcam :( and that's all i'm willing to admit for now -
ok - that , and i hate these little - "me..my life..in a little blurb" i want to get to know people...i want to work for it i want them to work to get to know me...i want be worth working to get to know...and i think people in general are worth a little work..you know - only when you do the digging do find the real treasures...wanna know my favorite band ? ok...i could list all that stuff...but then all you have is a list ...and you end up building an "idea" of who i am based on likes , dislikes, very general stuff...when the real treasures and beauty are what lies behind the "WHYS" why you like what you do..why you hate what you do...like right now...i am actually explaining why i hate these types of things- i wasn't going to before..but then i decided i would just be adding to it...i am here because i *really* want to get to know people...Quod Licet,Ingratum Est;Quod Non Licet Acrius Urit

You are Judgement
Happiness, Content, Joy.
Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.
With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.
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i *just* love that card, i *love* the "the Cat People" deck and it still reminds me of Jessica....and i would like to ad that while my card may be "Judgement" in *some* decks (Rejuvination - in The Cat People) i am anything but judgemental or at least i really really try to avoid it ..being human and all..
this was not the least bit suprising