Jennifer Hunter

About me:

Who am I? Lets start with who I was:
As a child i was the baby, the little sister and Daddy's Little Girl.
In Elementary School I was the girl with cooties, the one they called "Mophead" the one no one liked.
In middle school i was the skater girl, listening to Firehose, Dead Milkmen, Violent Femmes, ect... Going to school with black lipstick and eyeliner.
I was the girl in high school who wore all black and was in all the art classes. Listening to alternative and new wave.
Then I was the girl who wore all black and listened to a bunch of dark music (Industrial, Experimental, Noise, Goth, EBM) went to concerts and worked a bit. Was often found dancing late at night, high on Max Alerts smoking clove cigarettes and singing along to whatever i was swaying to. I had many friends and found myself in a social circle.
At 19 i ran to Gainesville with someone i hardly knew, and learned alot about life and love and friends, and returned home once again to the clubbing and the friends i had missed...
Then i ran away from everyone and everything and moved to South Carolina, 20 years old and clueless. There i made even more stupid choices including pregnancy, denial, a pathetic immature marriage- and left there 4 years later - pregnant, with a three year old and completely emotionally destroyed.
I rebuilt myself slowly, finding others along the way helped me become who i am now. These are the people i consider family to me. I am now the better version of myself that i had forgotton was inside me.
In 2002 I married again, planning on forever, he planned on 5 years. I got 5 years, a broken heart and a car. He got permanent residency in the United States. not a fair trade...i trusted him and he betrayed me.
Now who am I?

I am a Pagan, studying the Celtic Druids and Ancient Indo-European History. I speak to the ancient Welsh Gods. I am learning daily the connection i have to the Earth and the universe. I watch the moon rise and/or set every night. I love the way the clouds look during rainy season in Florida, and thunderstorms make me smile. I love mixing my own oils, herbs and incenses. I help make things that pagan people actually want to buy www.thesnailandthefox.com
I am a mom to two most excellent sons, Morgan and Lucas. They make me both proud and frustrated each and every day. I love them more than anyone else in the world, and they make me be a better person. I live each and every day for them.
I am a worker, a person who takes items from one location to many others, and its the greatest thing ever. I really love what i do. :-) Its 7 days a week, so it cuts into my personal time, not that i have much of one anyways.
I am lonely.
I am hopeful for the future, that my sons will grow to be sucessful, independant, strong and funny. I am hopeful that they will make great husbands for lucky women someday. I am hopeful that i will find true love, or at least someone who will love me, unconditionally. I am hopeful to live long and see my grandbabies.
I am creative.
I am musical. I can keep a good beat on a drum, i can carry a tune, and thouroughly enjoy doing both. Usually in front of a fire. :-)
I am.