About me:

About me; Open-minded, Wiccan, done with caring about what other people think of me. I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world, I'm glad my friend Jessie introduced us and I couldn't be happier, in fact, since I met him I've been happier than I have ever been in my life, because now, I can share with him my love that has been over-loading inside me, and I can finally feel the pressure of the love inside me contained, and I feel at ease. OK, I'm 17, I live in Ravenna, Ohio. It's boring as hell here. Never really do anything here, and yes it kind of is true that it is a "hole" once you get in, you can't get out. A lot of drama and bullshit goes on here too, but I don't really pay much attention to it anymore, cause it's getting old. I am weird, when it comes to sleeping; I never have a set time to sleep, I just sleep when I'm tired, I could be sleeping by 7 am, 12 pm. 5 pm. 8 pm, the next day. It just really depends. I usually wake up about 6, 7, or 8 pm. Sometimes midnight. Never really have a set time to wake up, either. So, yeah. I am a very emotional person; and a partial empath. once you get to know me, almost all the time I will let others know how I'm feeling. I'm a some-what pessimistic person, and on my outlook on life, but it is getting a lot better than what it was, a long time ago. I have days where I'm happy, just depends which day you catch me on. I am a nice guy, with a fucked-up life, most of my family treats me like crap, because I'm gay and chain smoke. My sister tells me that I'm gonna die of AIDS for being gay, and my brother and mom call me a fag/fagot. which I think is fucked up, but hey, if they wanna be ignorant and immature about something they don't fucking know anything about, then let them. It's not really my place to judge them, but in the same way, it's not their place to judge me. People make mistakes, even though I wouldn't call me being gay a mistake, I'm very comfortable with who I am, and my sexuality. I just hope and wish that more people will be comfortable with it soon, and people can see past my sexuality to define me, and look at my some-what loving, and caring personality. I'm sick of losing friends over it, and I'm sick of being told bull-shit about it. No, I'm not emo, I just like to express my emotions to the world, yes there is a big difference and people need to realize that. I hate stereotypes and labels. I'm just me; that's it, plain and simple. I love music, all kinds, my most-liked genre is goth-metal, or metal in general. I am really random at times, depends on my mood. Lol. Also, please stop sending me Myspace app requests, if I don't add it the first time, I'm not going to add it if you keep sending it, it is getting rather annoying to see that I have new app requests every day. But don't get me wrong, some of the apps I do like, and some I think are just boring and blah. So, yeah. I change my layouts and songs on Myspace, a lot. I also like to blend certain things, such as goth layouts with pop music, or goth layouts with emo-ish music, and they seem to work out for me. My clothing style is mostly emo/goth. And a little bit of prep, but not really that much. I despise wearing make-up, cause I'm not that kind of gay guy, however, I think I might start wearing eyeshadow because almost all of my friends and family said that I look good with it on, and that it really brings out my eyes, so I'm gonna start doing that and see if it does anything for me. =) They go with my mood, whatever song/songs are on my Myspace, will tell you how my mood is that day, or week. Also, it could just be a song I'm really getting into. I'm a hopeless romantic, and a typical Libra at heart. I am a big flirt, people tell me I flirt without even knowing I'm doing it. Hah. I think that's a good think? Lmao. As for school and education, I'm not currently in school, my mom is trying to get me into ECOT , but I don't think she has a signed the papers yet, and I'm already 3 or 4 months behind. So, I think I'm just going to drop out of school completely and get my GED, my cousin Angel got hers, and my friend Jess is getting hers, so, if I need help with it, I'm pretty sure they will both help me with it, the only problem I'm gonna have is most likely math, cause I never really was all that good at math, it was always my worse subject, so we'll see. (: I like reading, and learning new things and trying new things, as well. I hope one day to travel the world; and go to places like Rome, Egypt, China, Japan, Amsterdam, London, Paris and Finland, and maybe some other places down the road. (: I love learning about new cultures, and learning about how they lived, and if they did or do practice Witchcraft, that captivates me even more, because I will want to learn their style/styles of Witchcraft, and incorporate that into my type/types of Witchcraft. As for my religion in more explanation, I am Wiccan, as for my path I follow in Wicca, I'm eccentric, which means I don't really have a set style, and I incorporate many different types of Wicca, into my own. I like writing, it is a big passion of mine. I like writing poems and blogging about my life. It helps me a lot when I'm feeling overwhelmed with emotions, which is always a plus. :) I despise politics, and the government. And see no point in it at all. Either way we're gonna be fucked. I'm a chain-smoker. :( I'm gay/ gay-curious. I am almost completely open about my sexuality and don't care if people don't like it. I'm done changing for people to fit in, I'm gonna be me and be the best me there is, and if people don't like that then I don't need them in my life, I have enough shit going on. I have amazing friends whom I couldn't live without. Some of which are Jess, Melissa, Nicole, Chelsey, Chelsea, Sam, Ali and Lynze. Sorry if I forgot anyone:( If you wanna know more, just ask. I'm an open-book. (: All in all, I'm a very nice, easy-going guy. Also, I would really like to learn how to dance, because right now, I suck at it, so if someone could teach me how, that would be awesome. :) Just gonna take one day at a time, and see what happens each day, and try and live every day like it's my last, that's the best advice I've gotten from my friends so far. As for my personality, I am a nice easy-going guy, and I love making and meeting new friends. I love all my friends, because with out them, I would most likely not be alive right now, I've been tempted a lot through life to do things, things which I'm glad my friends talked me out of, or else I most likely wouldn't be here today writing this. So, I am extremely thankful for that. My heroes, besides my friends are my Grandma, and my Aunt Lisa, they understand me more than the rest of the family does, and I am more than glad for them, like I said before, if I didn't have them I would most likely not be here today. I don't hang out with my friends much anymore, though. But I'm gonna start doing it a lot more, cause I need to get out and enjoy life, because it's way too short. ): Messengers: AIM= Lostnorthernstar MSN: Lostnorthernstar@live.com Yahoo: Mywinterstorm16@yahoo.com

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