emotional and literal honesty, astrology, photography, theatre, musical performance (violin, clarinet, voice), glbt rights, English literature, Sociology, open communication, learning from my mistakes, grammar, music snobbery, being a survivor, deep conversations, literary references, medical art, journalism, creative writing, movies, tattoos, piercings, empathy, the power of words, classic pin-up models, Southern Gothic literature, modeling, crossword puzzles, androgyny, decadence, intellectual conversation, Lip Service, growing up in the 90s, random acts of silliness, eccentricity, poetry, prose, diy clothing projects, deathrock, old school goth, justice, philosophy, short stories, pilates, video games, cynicism, debauchery, psychobilly, yoga, reading, sensuality, metaphysics, punk rock, fitness, American literature, tarot, fashion, general disarray, horror, bitches--horror.
Music
:wumpscut:, 45 Grave, Adam & the Ants, Agathodaimon, Alice in Chains, Alien Sex Fiend, Tori Amos, Android Lust, Angelfish, Fiona Apple, Arch Enemy, Ausgang, Babylon Zoo, Bad Religion, Bauhaus, Bella Morte, Bikini Kill, Bile, The Birthday Party, Blind Melon, Blondie, Blue Oyster Cult, David Bowie, The Brickbats, The Brides, Bush, Calabrese, Cinema Strange, Chimaira, Christian Death, The Church, Clan of Xymox, Concrete Blonde, Corpus Delicti, Covenant, Cradle of Filth, The Cramps, The Cranberries, Crimson Ghosts, Cryptorchid Chipmunk, The Cure, Current 93, The Damned, Danse Society, Danzig (self-titled album only), Dead Boys, Dead Kennedys, The Dead Milkmen, Death Cult, Death in June, Demented Are Go!, Depeche Mode, Ani Difranco, Dimmu Borgir, Dramarama, Duran Duran, Dyksick, Echo & the Bunnymen, Einstürzende Neubauten, Faith & the Muse, Faith No More, Fear Factory, Fields of Nephilim, Fischerspooner, Flogging Molly, Florence + The Machine, Frank the Baptist, Front Line Assembly, Peter Gabriel, Garbage, Diamanda Galas, Gene Loves Jezebel, GWAR, Hank III, PJ Harvey, Hole, HorrorPops, Iggy and the Stooges, Illnath, In Flames, Informatik, Information Society, Inkubus Sukkubus, Interpol, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Johnny Shines, Joy Division, Kidneythieves, The Killers, Killing Joke, The Kills, KMFDM, The Kovenant, Lacrimosa, Lady Gaga, Ladytron, Leather Nun, LaeatherStrip, Legendary Pink Dots, London After Midnight, Lords of Acid, Lords of the New Church, Love and Rockets, L7, Lydia Lunch, Mad Sin, The March Violets, Marilyn Manson (pre-2001, earliest works preferred), Mephisto Walz, Ministry, The Misfits, Mission of Burma, The Mission U.K., Miss Kittin, Nekromantix, New Order, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Nine Inch Nails, NOFX, Gary Numan, The Offspring (old), OhGr, Oingo Boingo, Orgy, Peaches, Penis Flytrap, Pennywise, Pet Shop Boys, Pixies, Placebo, Plasmatics, Poe, Poison Girls, Iggy Pop, Prince, Project Hate MCMXCIX, The Prodigy, Professional Murder Music, Queen, Radiohead, Rasputina, Razed in Black, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, The Reverend Horton Heat, Rosetta Stone, Rudimentary Peni, Clint Ruin, Samhain, Screams For Tina, Sex Gang Children, The Sex Pistols, Shadow Project, Siebenburgen, Silverchair, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sisters of Mercy, She Wants Revenge, Skeletal Family, Skinny Puppy, SMASHING PUMPKINS, Patti Smith, The Smiths, Sneaky Bat Machine, Soft Cell, Soilwork, Soundgarden, Southern Death Cult, Specimen, Stabbing Westward, Stone Temple Pilots, Swans, Switchblade Symphony, Strawberry Switchblade, System of a Down, Tapping the Vein, Theatre of Hate, Theatre of Tragedy, Tool, T.S.O.L., Type O Negative, UK Decay, Velvet Acid Christ, Virgin Prunes, Voltaire, Tom Waits, Weezer (the blue album), Amy Winehouse, Yaz, Zeromancer, & Zombina and the Skeletones.
My favorite genres are: goth rock, deathrock, punk, horrorpunk, post-punk, industrial, metal and psychobilly.
Music has been a large part of my life since I was a little girl. I am musically inclined, having started playing clarinet at age nine and violin at age eight. The biggest mistake I've ever made in my music career was quitting piano lessons when I was 11. I also love to sing. I've done solos in public, and I've sang in choirs.
Movies
13 Ghosts (1960), Alice in Wonderland, American Beauty, American History X, American Psycho, April Fool's Day, Arsenic and Old Lace, The Birds, Beetlejuice, Bowling for Columbine, The Breakfast Club, The Burbs, The Butterfly Effect, Candyman, Carrie, Chicago, Clockwork Orange, Clue, Coming to America, The Crow, Cruel Intentions, Cry Baby, Dancer in the Dark, The Dark Knight, Dawn of the Dead (1978), Dead Alive, Death Proof, Demon Knight, Desperate Living, Devil in the Flesh, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands, Ed Wood, Evil Dead, Female Trouble, Fight Club, Final Destination 2 & 3, Four Rooms, Freddy Vs. Jason, Friday the 13th series, The Frighteners, From Dusk 'Til Dawn, Ghost Ship, Ghost World, Grease, Hairspray, Heathers, Heavy Metal, Hellraiser series, House on Haunted Hill (1959), Identity, Invasion of the Bodysnatchers (1955), IT, Jawbreaker, Kill Bill, May, The Lady Vanishes, Mean Girls, Midnight Lace, Murder By Death, Natural Born Killers, Night of the Living Dead, Nightmare Before Christmas, Nightmare on Elm Street series, The Omen, Orgazmo, Pecker, Phantoms, Pink Flamingos, Planet Terror, Poltergeist, Polyester, Psycho (1960), Pulp Fiction, Rear Window, Rebecca, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Resident Evil, Return of the Living Dead, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Rushmore, Saved!, Saving Silverman, the SAW series, Se7en, The Shawshank Redemption, The Shining, Silence of the Lambs, Sleepaway Camp, Sleepwalkers, Sleepy Hollow, South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, Smoke Signals, Spun, The Stand, Thank You For Smoking, The Towering Inferno, Trainspotting, Vanilla Sky, Vertigo, The Virgin Suicides, Weird Science & Young Frankenstein.
Directors: Alfred Hitchcock, William Castle, John Waters, Tim Burton, Quentin Tarantino.
Actors & Actresses that take the cake: Christian Bale, Christina Ricci, Anthony Perkins, Jimmy Stewart, Divine, Edith Massey, Mary Vivian Pierce, Vincent Price, Tim Curry, Johnny Depp, Rose McGowan, Mila Jovovich.
Television
Absolutely Fabulous, Aeon Flux, The Alternative, American Dad, America's Next Top Model, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The Colbert Report, Countdown with Keith Olbermann, The Critic, The Daily Show, Degrassi, Duckman, The Simpsons, Liquid Television, MTV Oddities, Family Guy, Friends, Futurama, House, In Living Color, Invader ZIM, Kids in the Hall, The L Word, Make Me a Supermodel, The Bad Girls Club, Metalocalypse, The Mighty Boosh, Clean House, My So-Called Life, Project Runway, RuPaul's Drag Race, Ren and Stimpy, Robot Chicken, Sex and the City, South Park, practically anything on Chiller or Discovery Health.
Authors: Arthur Miller, Poppy Z. Brite, Sylvia Plath, Edgar Allan Poe, Dorothy Parker, Hunter S. Thompson, James Baldwin, Toni Morrison, Chuck Palahniuk, William Faulkner, Ernest Hemingway, William Shakespeare, John Irving, Stephen King, Flannery O'Connor.
Twentieth Century American Literature gets me hot.
Heroes
Bettie Page, Sylvia Plath, Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, William Faulkner, Friedrich Nietzsche, my grandma (1923-1999).
My TJ for saving me.
Our son Trenton for teaching me how to be a better person.
West Virginia Wesleyan College
Buckhannon, WEST VIRGINIA
Graduated: 2006
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Bachelor's Degree
Major: English Literature
Minor: Sociology
Clubs: Sigma Tau Delta (English Honorary), C92 Radio (Spring 2005), Sociology Club.
2001 to 2006
Buckhann Upshur High School
Buckhannon, WEST VIRGINIA
Graduated: 2001
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Marching Band/Symphonic Band, Orchestra, Newspaper (10th and 12th), Thespians (11th and 12th), Juniorettes service club (10th), White Varsity Cheerleading (10th), Math League (12th)
About me: "I can feel the heat closing in, feel them out there making their moves, setting up their devil doll stool pigeons, crooning over my spoon and dropper I throw away at Washington Square Station, vault a turnstile and two flights down the iron stairs, catch an uptown A train…Young, good looking, crew cut, Ivy League, advertising exec type fruit holds the door back for me, I am evidently his idea of a character." ~ William S. Burroughs, Naked Lunch.
I am a tad bit eccentric, but I have no qualms about embracing this undeniable state of being. I am passionate through and through, possibly even to a fault. Think what you may — that doesn't stop me from living my life the way that best benefits me and those affected by the decisions I make.
Unless you know me well, you'll probably have difficulty following my thought processes, as I often fall victim to the chain-reaction memory and the crazy impulses that make me a little less than boring. I'm learning new things about myself everyday, which is how it should be. I realize that I'm probably more complicated than most people, but I'm comfortable with that.
I am a highly emotional creature -- a victim of my own mind in some ways. I hate as passionately as I love. I take pride in my ability to think constructively about how things make me feel. It has only been recently that I've opened up enough to speak out against the forces that bring me down. Remember kids -- life's too short to waste all of your energy on short-comings, but reflecting on them now and again may actually lead to progress.
I have six tattoos and eleven piercings. I look forward to expanding these numbers.
Who I'd like to meet: If you don't know me, you should.
People who have brains and use them for thinking. Simple, no?
Artists, models, old school goths, deathrockers, poets, fiction writers, musicians, actors, self-proclaimed philosophers, visionaries, people who aren't afraid to step outside of conventional ways of living, people who are in touch with their emotions, honest people, people who will be more than your "sometimes" friend, like-minds, cynics and the fabulously debaucherous.
And if you aspire to live in a shack on the beach with European New Romantic kids who listen to Adam Ant, then you're cool in my book.
I only ask for common courtesy. Respect me, and I generally return the favor. You don't want to see the other side, buddy.
Elitists are fun, but be able to defend your ego. I will tear you apart. ;)
I don’t pretend to know what is good for you, but I do know what is good for me most of the time. If you have come to act on some vendetta you have against me or to try to convert me to your way of living, save your breath. Your lungs and I will thank you.
If anyone wants to talk on AIM, just send me a message to exchange names.
Thats cool that ur managing do you like it? i didnt know TJ wasnt working anywhere im glad you guys are doing good. Have you heard how bad the swine flus getting. . .its crazy shit thats good you guys are getting better
No problem anytime.....and i must say your defualt pic is beautiful thats code for fucking sexy lol I had to point out the obvious. Get at me anytime you wanna talk I need different people to talk too, I need more intregin conversations.
Hey! I hope you're doin alright =) Don't worry bout it! So how has life been treatin ya?! BTW I luuuuuv the new pic! The black n red is S E X Y! hahaha!
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