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  • 34 / Female
  • Letting life take me where it may, but hoping for, FJ
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About me:

Time is one thing I don't have very much of right now. I have a job I absolutely feel was created for me, AND it came with a significant raise! I also work two other jobs doing what I love most. Of course the Spawn has a busier schedule than I do. Ah, the life of a normal teenager.... I decided that I should take some of my own advice about managing depression by adding an exercise/yoga regime. I started out with 5 days per week, but Denise Austin stole my ass so I'm cutting back a little. :p I have also taken some other advice I have given time and again, but for some reason it never occurred to me to take it myself. And that would be to get involved with a support group related to children of alcoholics to work through all the crap from my childhood that I just sorta shoved over to the side my whole life. I have given myself over to my heart's desire and invited My Love into my life in a way that I was much too chickenshit to do in the past. It makes me happy every single day. I am in a place of transition that was no easy journey to get to, but am ever grateful for the place I find myself in. Sometimes I find myself in a moment of realization that "Oh my god, this is really my life. And it's really pretty great", a soft slow smile takes over my whole self.

Who I'd like to meet:

Really? The prior versions of myself to kick them in the ass and tell them to get on with certain things.

Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Friends
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Height: 5' 9"
  • Religion: Atheist
  • Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Education: Grad / professional school
  • Occupation: psychologist/ limo driver/wanna-be civil servant

Interests

  • General

    .....having fun with my friends, the carribbean, research, Helmut Newton, scooby-doo, inside jokes, humanitarian causes, the contrast of green trees and the bluest blue of a summer sky, patchouli, halloween, the oh-so-sweet scent of a newborn baby's skin, political action, tilt-a-whirls, innocence, tainted love, the twilight zone, sunglasses with blue lenses, freedom, conversing intelligently with diverse people, SNL, enlightenment, spending time in the sun, reading, autumnal colors, taking pictures, youth, wisdom, astrology, connections, debate, dancing, thai food, exploring my sensuality, organizing things, parties that begin without a theme but have one by the end, vanilla, summer, kitty cats, chocolate covered strawberries, clubbing, people watching, the cheeks and phrases of a 3-year-old, New Orleans, learning, licking, laughing..... oh, and squirrels!
  • Music

    I like to listen to music that reflects my mood. Since my moods are multi-faceted, my music is just as diverse. The only types I have not found a place in my heart for yet are country music, jazz, and heavy metal. Anything else goes, but I seem to gravitate toward powerful, strong, solo female singers of any genre. I am the kind of person that associates music with people and situations. So don't be surprised if, after we spend some time together, you get random phone calls from me, with music blaring, just because the song reminded me of you. ;)
  • Movies

    (yes, this is really me...it is my tribute to my favorite genre) I do love to watch movies, but rarely watch them multiple times, even if they are my faves. I'll watch any horror flik made, and particularly like Rosemary's Baby, The Ring, Pumpkinhead, Cabin Fever, The Jacket....I could go on and on. My faves include more epic, powerful dramas like The Power of One, Braveheart, Legends of the Fall, and Gangs of New York. I am also a sap for romantic movies. Shakespeare in Love really does it for me.
  • Television

    I am addicted to any horror or supernatural themed shows. LONG LIVE MULDER AND SCULLY'S LOVE CHILD! My two favorite (non-supernatural) shows right now are Life on Mars and Boston Legal. But unfortunately I have given up on all my shows this year because of my busy schedule.
  • Books

    I am a reader, so to list all of them here would be foolhardy(I love that word!) Anne Rice and Stephen King usually cast a spell on me. I will get so engrossed in a story, that my mood reflects what I am reading throughout the book, so it is a wonderful way to escape to unique and otherwise inaccessible places and lives. Here is a sampling from the past year: The Hard Truth about Soft Skills, My Mama's Waltz, Nice Girls Don't Get the Corner Office 101, The Paranoid's Pocket Guide to Disorders You Can Just Feel Coming On, Breaking Dawn, Eclipse, New Moon, Twilight, Griffin and Sabine: An Extraordinary Correspondence, The Lovely Bones.
  • Heroes

    Everyday people who give others a reason to live, to love, to hope... Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony, Nelson Mandela....

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Comments

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  • Jun 30 2009 2:52 PM

    I can't wait till SATURDAY!!!! And it was GREAT to see you last Saturday.  Kevin loved Michael, BTW;) 
  • Jun 26 2009 2:59 AM

    I don't think it does - but ya know, I'm trying to be brave.  I think a big difference with Farrah and Michael is that she had a lot of social network support while she was alive and fighting cancer, and Michael is now getting his post-mortem.  Without her's she would've died much sooner, and if Michael had more he may have lived longer.
  • Jun 2 2009 4:42 AM

    As an up and coming Master of Science in Social Psychology, I vote that Phoenix write a new blog in June since it's been so long since she shared her amazing creative writing skills with her myfriends
  • May 18 2009 3:06 AM

    I can't wait!!! keep me updated with details. And LMK what I can do, bring.... whatever!!!!
  • May 16 2009 10:03 PM

    Love the new pic :-)
  • May 15 2009 6:07 PM

    We definitely need to get together. That will be awesome! Let me know what your plans are and when you'll be free so we can get together. Where are you staying? You're more than welcome to come stay with us if you would like.
  • May 13 2009 3:10 AM

    Thanks - I think I was trying to make SURE I got into graduate school lol The fact that I made an A in my graduate course means I'll start grad school with a 4.0!!
  • May 12 2009 1:32 PM

    Hey Phi. How ya been? Love the new pics. My god, you and Michael look fantastic together. Hope all is well.
  • May 12 2009 12:20 AM

    You're funny!!!!
  • May 11 2009 8:43 PM

    Ok. I just looked at your new pic and your headline. I get it now. LOL
  • May 11 2009 8:41 PM

    You are welcome but why are you Jimmy? This confused me! :-0
  • Apr 20 2009 5:22 PM

    I think yours must have joined mine and left for vacation!
  • Apr 12 2009 3:27 PM

    peeps2 Pictures, Images and Photos
    Arrrrrrrgggghhhh! :)
  • Apr 12 2009 2:36 PM

    Easter Pictures, Images and Photos
  • Apr 9 2009 12:33 AM

    LMAO!!!! Probably something like this...check the link.



    http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3337/3277761044_8585016101.jpg
  • Apr 6 2009 10:18 PM



    this rocks!!!
  • Mar 24 2009 1:02 PM

    Love your headline! You ALWAYS have the best ones.


    Hope all is well in your world.

    I'm not here so much on myspace anymore (I log in almost everyday just to see what your all up to and to see the pic updates and stuff like that).... I'm pretty mucg full time over at facebook. I like it better cause it's simpler. If I remember right you said you were on it? Send me the email you have for facebook and I'll get on the invite asap.


  • Mar 23 2009 6:54 PM

    Okay, okay...so Facebook for you.


    I want to see you...soonish. I left you a message.
    Didja get it?

    Call me

    <3
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  • Mar 15 2009 7:51 PM

    I was happy to host.... too bad I sucked at it, lol. I had fun too (maybe 2 much?), but bummed I missed the ending. I was so embarrassed. And still am.
  • Feb 17 2009 10:32 PM

    If you were a Big Mac, I'd eat you with the Thousand Island dressing, and I wouldn't feel guilty at all.
  • Feb 17 2009 3:34 PM

  • Feb 16 2009 2:46 PM

    The myWorld misses myDr.
    Phi - it could use her myTherapy during this tough recession (as of 8:45 CT the 'my' prefix has been restricted to limited use, for its own sake lol)
  • Feb 14 2009 10:41 PM

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  • Feb 11 2009 4:12 AM

    Happy Birthday Phi!!!!