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Dear God can I talk to you, do you mind while we talk if we can walk too, see I got a couple of questions I just half to ask, most concerning my past, Hold on wait I think this disc is scratch, hold on wait there it goes again it back, but like I was saying I got a couple of questions to ask, like why me, why did you choose me, who am I Lord to you except nobody, what did I do, what did I say, I’m not even famous I’m just Clay, I’ve cursed your name, called it in vein, you already suffered enough yet I still cause you pain, Lord I’m not worth it, I don’t deserve it, my life without you is worthless, that’s just it Clay my life without God is worthless, Hold on wait this beats not working, let me change it like you changed my life, you brought me to you though it cost my wife, I just turned my back so why do you got mine, I should be locked away for my crime, my tongue is filthy, Dear Lord I’m guilty, I’m guilty, yet some how you still make me feel guilt free, but how, I tore you down, I smoked in your body, got drunk at those parties, I’m sorry, Dear Lord I’m sorry, again who am I, were you with me that one time I drunk and drove, something nobody knows, but I got pulled over by three cops and they just let me go, why, was it because of you, did you trust me when I didn’t even trust you, see when I was younger I heard your story, this great man named Jesus who to me was boring, I think I was 12, now I’m 21 and I should be in hell, Lord I should burn, I put my sins before you and I yearned, myself to be rich, to drink to smoke to have sex and kids, and I did, yet you still forgive, me, what, why, for the last time who am I, I’m just a sinner a gentile with lust and fornication, a non believer with no Christian education, yet now I want to believe, and your telling me that all it takes is for me to believe, and you’ll forgive me, the one who ignored you, the one who lied and cheated, while in my place you were beated, I was the one at your expense out having fun, why God why, oh, cause I’m your son, because you love me, is that why you died on the cross, for me you were crucified, you mean you died, for my sin thousands of years ago before I was even alive, tell me Lord why do I cry, is it because I love you, I mean really love you, is this what love feels like, and not lust which my flesh really likes, every time it looks at women with these eyes who aren’t mine but someone else’s wife, why do you cry Lord, for me, is it because I found you although you were never lost, can I cry with you Lord can we take a pause……….see here I am Lord humbling myself, with the intent to please you and not for wealth or my health, for you died according to your own will, and you kept it a secret from your own people like you kept it from me, see you had to close my eyes first in order for me to open them and see, you had to take the sin in my life, my kids my wife, who I put before you, so that you could wake me up once and for good instead of me hitting the snooze like I normally do, and I thank you, Lord I love, I believe, Lord oh how I believe, I have faith and its ironic but I can see it, my faith is free its priceless, just like my life is, and I want everyone to know how much I love you today, and that they too can be saved through grace by faith, Lord I think I understand, who I am, Lord I’m a man, a man of God, built to learn teach and grow and worship you, to be obedient, before I was ashamed, and cursed your name, causing you pain, but you erased it, and now I’m famous to you Lord cause you know my name like I know what your name is, and because I’m closer to you I’m closer to my children’s mom and my kids, and although I fall short Lord of your glory, you’re my God an almighty and forgiven God and I believe in you with all my heart and soul and that’s my story, Lord that’s my story, Amen…
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