About me:
Hia Chicky Poos, I am a Mother of Three Children. 1 of 150 children have some form of Autism. I have three. I'm originally from the Midwest. The Greater Chicagoland Area. I was raised in a small town called Cicero in IL. Cicero is named for the town of Cicero, New York, which in turn was named for Marcus Tullius Cicero, the Roman orator. Then I moved to BERrrwynNN!, co-existent with Berwyn Township, which was formed in 1908 after breaking off from Cicero Township. I moved to The West Coast recently. I am Mexican, Puerto Rican, English and French. My life has been a complicated mixture of pain, heartache , and joy, just like the rest of us. I am a Latin beauty who is trusting, sweet, kind, sensitive, gentle, caring, compassionate, very shy & My mission in life is to spread Love. I don't know if I'm human. I believe I am soul with a body. I know I have a human body, that's for sure. Sometimes I look at myself in a mirror and laugh. And I know that some of you reading this will think I'm insane. To me in my life without feeling love at all times, life is worth nothing. ☺ Just don't think that I think I am Perfect or I am flawless because of what you are reading. You can't expect me to not be flawed and be " human " at the same time. I really don't like the term " Perfect " I feel that people struggle to understand that word and others feel we use it in the Bad way at times. And I feel, that is why people get the wrong idea when it comes out of our mouth. In in my Heart I say that word at times because I mean of Happiness, joyous, joyful, blithe, cheerful, merry, contented, blissful, satisfied, favorable, propitious; successful, and prosperous. When I say it. It means more. When we say the Word Perfect in general or use it in our lives. We may mean accomplished in where we are in life or bring to completion for what we worked for. The definition of Perfect is : entirely without any flaws, defects, or shortcomings, pure and unmixed. God made us ALL different , that is why we Love each other. K back to about me, sorry I just got a little ManD on you their, I like to share what I feel in my mind at times when I think with you so you understand me better. Continuing on...I never try to be anyone else, but me. I never try to be extreme, or super dark and dangerous. I don't watch everything I say and sometimes I have opinions that may be controversial. There is a Happy medium that I am attempting to find in this life. I'm becoming more and more comfortable with myself. And from every experience, good and bad, that I go through, I learn something about myself. I have rules I go by, No one's opinion about me is valued except for certain people in my life, I feel very passionately that only ONE person to judge is only God. So with that said, If you don't know me, Don't judge me. Nobody said you had to love me. And if you Love me, and You are Judging, than you really don't Love that person. In ManD translation = "Don't make snap judgments, Give a fair chance as you would like me to do with you. I may be worth getting to know, as you may be too." ~ God bless you ~ Little thought for mind on Why maybe you are judging someone - When you look at someone for the first time you don’t just see his/her looks or body language but you also see a reflection of your past and old experiences. Now where was I ? I am a one who loves mankind, and seeks to promote the good of others. I am not very judgmental (Some are more than others, I would be lining if I said I didn't, everyone does. I don't like it but we do. It's apart of us, our flaw.) = I observe passively. People's characteristics are not always easy to notice. Faces are very expressive, you can read the fears, frustrations, hopes and aspirations in some people's faces. Others appear completely vacant or narcissistically preoccupied.
I usually have a good sense about a person, and my first impressions are often correct. However, saying that, I don't allow first impressions to rule my actions as I have been known to be wrong. So, I tend to attempt to get to know the person and depending on whether or not my first impression pans out or not, I'll stick with them. I also tend to believe people are as honest and trustworthy, as I try to be, unfortunately, this has led me to be disillusioned and cynical at times in the past. People are like onions. You have to peel away the layers to see what is inside. People may give poor first impressions, but that doesn't mean they haven't got something worthy inside. Continuing on about me....I am in~love with a very Gentle Giant. His name is Cristobal. He is The melody soaring through my atmosphere. It's insane how even though there is an age difference in us, it seems like we're the exact same. He is a Awesome Dad, and so loving. I couldn't have asked for anyone better. One word wouldn't describe Mi Amorcito. He's everything I prayed for & more. Before I met my Man, I'd never fallen in ♡ I'd stepped in it a couple of times...His LOVE makes me not Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Then A Dream...We share a ♡ that is composed of ONE SOUL inhabiting TWO bodies = TWO SOULS & ONE THOUGHT, TWO ♡ 's & ONE PULSE. ☺ We have 3 gorgeous children together, One girl and Two boys. My children are my hearts walking outside of me, they are my reason for Living , My laughter , Strength , and Joy in life. If I never would have had children I don't know what I be like today. I don't know how I made it that far without them before they were born. They are the greatest gift of all. We are so grateful to God, for giving us the chance to find each other and to Love one another and of course giving us our children! Being in-love with a person is a great feeling, but having children Loving you is so indescribable. I know TWO things, WE guarantee to LOVE THEM FOREVER and I am so GRATEFUL, what an understatement! to my PARENTS for Giving me life & being here for me, without them I would have never had the chances and Love I have in my life today!! This life I have is what I have been yearning for, now I just cherish all of it and all that happens. Love is irreplaceable!! I don't like drama. I love to go to the beach I feel free and I get inspiration to challenge myself in my life. I also Love Nature and all Mother Earth's great gifts. I enjoy doing yoga outside followed by Meditation. I love Learning. I love writing, drawing ,painting, Vampires (Lestat), crafts, animals, vintage, collecting pictures of woman in the 1920's to 1950's, Pinup Girls, & makeup. I love a little bit of everything, to much to list. I love to workout I go to the gym 4 times a week. It was not until I researched nutrition on
Bodybuilding.com & learned how to take care of my body right that kept me on my current path. ~ Well that's just a little snippet about me. Whatever else you would like to know just ask. Love. ~ManD ~:> "Chevy/Red" ρ.ѕ. ι σηℓу ηєє∂ тнє ρєσρℓє ιη му ℓιƒє ωнσ ι ℓσνє & тнє σηєѕ ωнσ ρяσνє тнєу ηєє∂ мє ιη тнєιяѕ! ~:> χσχ gσ∂ вℓєѕѕ уσυ ! Personal Message: ~Never be afraid to stand for what you believe in and to fight for what you desire in life!! Just thinking but Q: Why is it that people use big words instead of showing their feelings? Then they blame others when things go wrong, because they think in their life what just happened. Had nothing to do with their own thoughts, words and actions. I know better, I know that everything happens because of what I do and say. I also know what people do to us at times, happens because we give them the power to hurt us. When I die it is just another new beginning to a journey of an even greater place to experience. Some of My Favorite Quotes: ~ Don't let anyone make you feel you don't deserve anything you want. ~This is your life, are you who you want to be? ~Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. ~Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence.
~I love my past, I love my present. I am not ashamed of what I have had, and I am not sad because I no longer have it. ~Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right.
Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. ~Chief White Cloud
My Favorite Prayer:
The Serenity Prayer
by Reinhold Niebuhr (1892-1971)
God, give me (us) grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
Courage to change the things
which should be changed,
and the Wisdom to distinguish
the one from the other.
Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
Taking, as Jesus did,
This sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it,
Trusting that You will make all things right,
If I surrender to Your will,
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with You forever in the next. Amen.
