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  • 5kqs part seventeeeen

    Current mood:amused

    *one might note some numbers arent accounted for...the creator cant count I guess??
    Part Seventeen
    1601. What's on your key chain besides keys?  A little skelanimal kitty, some mini handcuffs, and a keychain that says rock n roll, lol on my cumberland lanyard
    1602. How do you feel about endangered species? I feel like we might want to do something about that, eh? Oh look at the pretty birds!! Oh look, they are all dying...maybe we should get on that?
    1603. What was the last CD you bought? Um I’m trying to think, since I’m pro iTunes, I cant really recall. I think it was probably a duplicate copy of some old Brand New CD that got scratched all to hell on the floor in the car. Maybe it was actually umm like this Reliant K cd I got at Goodwill.
    1604. Do you like feather pillows? Not at much as ducks like keeping them feathers...not cool!
    1605. How about water beds? I’m pretty sure they would be all ishy squishy
    1606. Who or what do you feel the deepest responsibility towards? My family, my companion animals, my love, my friends, animals in general
    1607. How long is forever? Way too long, not nearly long enough
    1608. Who is your favorite family member? Well thats not cool!
    1609. Who would you be afraid to have angry at you? My pepere
    1610. Does this survey feel like it will never end?  Pretty much
    1611. Have you ever eaten any kind of food off of someone else's body? Lol, yeah
    1612. Do you like the direction your life is going in? At the moment
    1613. Are you a traditional person? In some ways, but I’m also very liberal
    1614. Have you ever felt like the victim of societal injustice? I could so play the bisexual card right now. Or the fatty card. But I’m not very good at cards.
    1615. What feelings or thoughts do you repress? My desire to quit school, pack up and just see the world and live my life out of a bag.

    1616. What makes you feel ecstatic? The idea that some day, I will be exactly where I want to be, no one else considered. All obligations fulfilled, me time.
    1617. What was your biggest mistake in the past three months? Involved some alcohol and severe incapacity
    1618. York Peppermint Patti or Reece's Peanut butter Cups?  Peanut butter cups, REPRESENT!
    1619. What are your feelings, if any, about Hugh Hefner? I say good for him, if he can convince himself that those women dont think he is a gross old man (with MUUUNAAAY) then more power to him

    1620. What is your specialty? Tying cherry stems into a knot with my tongue, being a beauty queen, splits, belly dancing, lookin good...the usual
    1621. Have you ever had a stalker?  On the internet sure
    1622. Have you ever been a stalker? I pretty much am right now
    1623. Ideally, how far would you like to live from your nearest neighbor?? Far enough so they cant hear some intense jam sessions, but close enough so that if I get stabbed I wont bleed out running over there for help. People get all murdered and shit when they are secluded.
    1624. What would you do if a teacher accused you of cheating when you really weren't? Well I would try to prove my innocence and hope that justice would prevail. They kick you out of school here if you cheat so I think I’ll skip.
    Or if that doesn't apply to you..
    What would you do if a manager accused you of stealing when you really weren't? I would be like ok bitch check the security cameras. Best believe WM is keeping tabs on me. Big brother is watching...
    1625. What store would you most like a $10,000 (about 5900 British pounds) gift certificate to? I dont know, Walmart I guess.
    1626. What would you most like to reincarnate as?  A tree
    1627. What's in your undie draw...besides undies? Nothing, they barely fit, I have an undie thing
    1628. How many languages can you say HELLO in? Had to count, spanish, english, french, japanese, german, italian six I guess
    1629. If your whole country had to listen to you talk for ten minutes what would you talk about? Omg thats a cool question. I would talk about animals, and maybe some more globally intense shit. But honestly so many people would pick third world focus and be all diplomatic and save the world. So I will say with a solid certainty, I would talk about animals.

    1630. Do you have a guardian angel? I would guess yes I do
    1631. Do you smoke? I quit
    1632. Who is more successful, Bill gates or Mother Theresa? How are we defining success. I think maybe Mother Theresa, even if its like damn that woman is getting into heaven.
    1633. What band T-shirts do you own?  We could sit here allllll the live long day. I wear a lot of guys band shirts.
    1634. What is your favorite thing that is red? My love’s clothes.
    1635. Have you ever worn mismatched socks on purpose? I never ever match my socks. They are all crazy and just thrown in the drawer and I just grab two. Live and let live.
    1636. Do you check nutrition labels? I never eat anything without reading what is contained therein
    1637. Most Mcdonalds value meals are about 1,500 calories (the amount of calories an average person needs in one whole day) and over 1,000 of those calories are from fat. What do you think about this? I think we are smart enough to make better food choices, and need to stop blaming everyone but ourselves. OWN YOUR BODY. YOU MADE IT WHAT IT IS.
    1638. If you could delete someone's diary would you if:
    They didn't agree with you? No, I want my voice, they deserve theirs
    They were rude/obnoxious to you? Same idea
    They wrote rude entries?Again...
    1639. Have you ever worn:
    A dress or a skirt if you are a guy? Girl, and yes

    A tie if you are a girl? yes
    1640. Do you trust people at restaurants who handle your food that they aren't doing anything gross to it while you can't see them? Not at all. I just like to think if I respect peoples food, maybe God will send of that back my way.
    1641. How do you wear your hair each day? Down, side part bangs, MESSY, emo lol
    1642. Have you ever worn:
    A gas mask? Not to prevent gas inhalation
    A blindfold? Yup
    1643. Would you be willing to go hang gliding? Yeah sounds really fun
    1644. What is the difference between a man's button down shirt and a woman's button down shirt? The buttons are on the left and then right. They button in an opposite fashion. When I go to wear guys clothes I’m all wtf? For a sec and then I catch on lol
    1645. Have you ever taken a lock of someone else's hair? Not that I know of
    1646. Have you ever given anyone a lock of your hair? Def not its gross
    1647. If you had a locket what would you put inside? Pictures of my cats lol

    1648. Is blood a turn on for you? Naw I’m good
    1649. Have you ever written anything in your own blood? Yeah nicole and I became blood sisters when we were kids, lol
    1650. Have you ever drank, slurped or licked someone else's blood? Umm, no

    1669. What is your opinion of the current political climate in your country?  Its less tyrannical and headed up by a non-fool as of late, so lets use the word refreshing
    1670. In some high schools attendance of pep rallies is mandatory. How would you feel in this situation? It was in my high school I was all bitter about it, but come on they are fun
    1671. Could you possibly fall in love with a prostitute? I could possibly fall in love with anyone
    1672. What do you think of these names:
    Elton: Makes me think of Elton John
    Billy: Makes me think of Billy in the WMBC!!
    Dwayne:  Makes me think of the homeboy who visits bon qui qui at King Burger.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZkdcYlOn5M
    Betsy: I dont know anyone named Betsy, though its a cute name
    Liz: I dont know any Liz ppl, and Im not uber fond either
    Linda: Linda Linda, why do I not know you or have any feelings about your name?
    1673. What is one situation you want to avoid ever happening to you? Being tortured, or trying to buy a bunch of shit and realizing I have no money with me when the cashier has already rung it up. Big shit like that (because they are totally on the same level...)
    1674. Low fat or fat free? Neither
    1675. Are you cowardly?  Sometimes
    1676. Do you ever feel less than fresh? What are we talking about? After work for sure 
    1677. Whose number is 867-5309? I cant do a reverse lookup without an area code.
    1678. Have you ever written something on a bathroom wall? Yeah
    1679. When was the last time you fell down in public? All the time, I’m a total clutz, but the best were the slips on the ice at AHS with Ang pointing and laughing, some friend...lol
    1680. Are you more aggressive or mellow? Mellow, but opinionated
    1681. What have you done with your self to keep your life worth living? I wake up and just live, its the best I’ve got.
    1682. What is the most incredible thing you can do? Read and write
    1683. Do you bury your pets, flush them, or throw them away? Bury or flush accordingly
    1684. Do you get embarrassed when someone shows off baby pictures of you? Maybe yeah
    1685. Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? Probably my mom
    1686. What's your favorite thing that is yellow? Flowers, the golden rays of the sun through the clouds, my panties that have a cup of coffee and donuts holding hands that say “true love” above them
    1687. Do you take any vitamins or drugs?  No, nada.
    1688. What's the coolest HTML code you know?  Umm I’m not sure. None of it screams sooo cool.
    1689. If you had to change your diary name what would you change it to? Its not on a diary mofo its on my myspace. And myspace is hella cool
    1690. Do you want to grow old with someone? Ive got some ideas about it:)

    1691. Do you ever read entries titled 'leave notes'? I might, but I wont leave jack shit most of the time.
    1692. Do you ever read entries titled 'please read'?  Totally
    1693. Have you ever played Dungeons and Dragons? Nope
    1694. Have you ever played Magic the Gathering? Hells yeah, Matty and I
    1695. Have you ever played Vampire the Masquerade? Nope
    1696. Have you ever played Risk? Nope
    1697. Of the above mentioned four games which one is most appealing to you? I love Magic, sooo cool I be.
    1698. What have you complained for so long about having to do that you could've accomplished it by the time you were finished complaining? Ummm, like being alive
    1699. When was the last time you went out of your way to be cheerful and friendly, even when you felt like punching everyone around you? Every single moment I’m at work, does that count?
    1700. Do you treat others better or worse than yourself and why? It depends, I like other people much more than myself, but ultimately we are all very selfish.
    4:12 PM

  • and we all go marching down, into the ground, to get out of the rain...

    Current mood:devious

    1501. What did you think of the movie Black Hawk Down? I havent seen it in awhile. I think I liked it alright.

    1502. What movie has the most surprising ending ever? My homemade pornos. Where you find out I'm really a man. Or okay where you find out I'm really NOT a man.

    1503. What are you currently angry at? Ehh, stupid shit. I'm a little stupid.    

    1504. Who is harder to please, you or your lover? Wow isnt that funny. I guess it depends on how you mean...

    1505. What is the most dramatic thing you have ever done for attention? Umm, I dont do a lot of things for attention, or even dramatic things in general. Probably yelling something obsecene. Like, "Youre a WANKER number nine..." (not that anyone is going to get that reference)

    1506. What do you have issues with?  A lot lot lot of things. Right now the lack of quality that exists in SO MANY different circles. I also hate when people try to tell me what to do with my life, and who I should be.

    1507. There is a nuclear war and your fallout shelter has room and supplies enough for two. No one knows about the fallout shelter but you. Who do you choose to take in (Remember, the person you choose is the only person you will know in 5-15 years when you can come above ground again)?
    I cant answer this. I would take my cats. I would let two other people have it, and make them take my cats.

    1508. Do you have any fillings? No, and no cavities as it were.

    1509. What do you do when you are home alone that you cannot do when other people are at home? I live alone and so I can pretty much do what I want when I want. And even if my peeps are there, they are in my casa and can get over my oddities.

    1510. Have you ever had a near death experience? I think in many little ways sure. I like Tyler Durden's idea better. "This is your life, and its ending one minute at a time."

    1511. Do you read on the toilet? No I like to drop the deuce and be done with it. I dont want to sit half my life on the pooper. I say do it and be done. Plus my cats usually sit there and stare at me. So reading is hard to focus on...

    1512. Are you afraid of a global nuclear war? No more than I am afraid of the global AIDS epidemic, starvation in 3rd world countries, disease and civil war running rampant all over the globe...I mean its like everything has always sucked everywhere...You can live in fear and misery or you can try to help make it better as long as you can....Or you could always duck and cover lol

    1513. If there was a global nuclear war would you expect to be a survivor?  frankly I dont think anyone would survive that kind of intentional strike.

    1514. How often do people try to talk to you while you are in the bathroom? Umm all the time? Especially at school or like in restaurants, or like at home a drunken pee is usually accompanied or at least the talkng through the door "amanda, can you get your pants back on?"...lol

    1515. Have you ever swam in the ocean? Grew up 15 mins from the beach, so yeah.

    1516. Have you ever built a sandcastle? totally, I am a sandcastle master.

    1517. Do you feel comfortable in a bathing suit? I dont exactly look hot, but I'm like ok if you dont like what you see, look at something else

    1518. What would be the best season of the year to get married? I'm not really sure, I think spring would be nice. Very symbolic...not all that orginal lol. My favorite season is fall I think though.

    What would be the best day? I have no idea.

    1519. What are 2 things that the perfect ___ would do?

    Boy/girlfriend: Love me through my crazy times, Tell me all the time I mean something to them.

    Parents: Accept me a I am, and ACCEPT ME AS I AM.

    Friend: Answer at 2am, understand that sometimes I'm busy, doesnt mean I dont love you like crazy

    Teacher: Let me turn shit in late, understand how little it actually matters if school shit is perfect.

    Doctor: Tell me something about my body that doesnt start with "well your wieght is really the issue here..." and GET OVER the fact that I'm a veghead, and blame my issues on something other than those two things.

    1520. If someone you loved was seriously miserable for a long period of time what would you do to help cheer him or her up? I would figure out what would make thier life more complete and fulfilling, and help them get thier shit together. I would tell them I love them and need them, and show them as much attention as I could.

    1521. What was the best year of your life so far? I have no idea how to make that qualification. I think when I was younger probably. Though this year is really making me feel better about waking up everyday.

    1522. When people are born is it predetermined whether they will be a good or bad person? I think it is a very mixed situation. We all may be genetically predisposed to be one way or another, but social conditoning along with personal decision making and circumstance totally contribute to the shaping of our personality and lifestyle.

    1523. What is your least favorite bodily function? Probablu puking. Though thats a dysfunction. So I think maybe probably pooing.

    1524. Does the weather affect your mood? Definitely. But I like it

    1525. If you were underground for 5 years what would you miss the most? The sun, snow, gentle breezes, the smell of fresh cut grass. Fresh produce, the stink of skunks, the sound of the ocean, the rough feeling of pavement on my tender feet, the feeling of aniticipation when they dim the lights at the movies, the sound of a plane in air, the way thr ground is squishy after it rains, the pushy woman's voice at the self checkout in walmart, the way the sun dips behind the edge of the trees in the skyline after a long long day...everything. I would miss the world.

    1526. What do you think of the movie Blast from the Past? I really thought it was cool when I saw it, simply because I would love to dissapear from the world for so long and then start anew. I would love to see everything with fresh eyes, each momemt full of discovery and wonder. The appreciation of trivial things. I would love it.

    1527. If you were on death row (if you don't feel evil enough to really ever get there, imagine that you have been wrongly accused and wrongly convicted) what would you want your last meal to be? Thats a very tough one. I would want it to be something really soothing, total comfort food. I think I would like it to be breakfast. I like all kinds of breakfast foods. And coffee and sweet juices.

    1528. How would you want to die (electric chair, gas, lethal injection, hanging)? I guess lethal injection. I would have to look into it more.

    1529. Who would you want with you when you died? I would want to die alone I think. Or maybe just one person. Amy I think. Nothing against anyone else. She would just know what behavior was appropriate. She wouldnt overdo the sadness for my sake, and she would just be there and let me know i was loved, and ensure me that I was an okay person, and let me feel peace and love and then be dead. My other relationships are too complicated. They would probably all cry to much and just make me sad. Or they wouldnt be comfortable, and I dont want to die socially awkward.

    1530. What would your last words be?
    "I hope I get in..." or some shit like that. Or maybe just goodbye

    1531. What is your favorite summer song? Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

    1532. Has anyone ever broken a promise to you? Many times, maby people, par for the course, welcome to existence.

    1533. Have you broken a promise to anyone else? same deal 

    1534. Do you eat red meat?     Vegetarian

    1535. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I couldnt really say, I dont think anyone has ever really loved me enough 

    1536. What would you consider a blessed event?     New baby, wedding, the good stuff. heck, waking up in the morning

    1537. What would you consider a miracle? life

    1538. Here's a list of dead rock stars. How big of a loss to the music industry was each one?

    Dave Williams:     Ehh
    Ian Curtis: Ehh
    Aaliah: Not a rock star??
    Rozz Williams: dunno
    Elvis: the king, come on
    Tupac: is he even dead, lol 
    Michael Hutchence:     dunno
    Sid Vicious: i would make a dirty punk baby with him, but idk
    Jimi Hendrix: cool, but wev

    1539. What are the most cruel words someone could say to you? I never loved you, I dont care if you live or die. Heres a a bottle of vodka and some pills. Make it happen.

    1540. Would you rather catch your parents in bed or have them catch you? Catch me, both would suck but at least I'd be getting laid.

    1541. If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it? I'd get her permission and then split the money with her lol.

    1542. Would you rather date someone 3 years younger than you, or 15 years older? 15 yrs older, def. 3 yrs younger is like jailbait lol

    1543. Would you rather like your guy/girl more than s/he likes you, or have him or her like you more?  Hard to say, its easier to get your heart broken if you like someone too much, but I want to be wild about the person I'm with. I want to be totally into them.

    1544. Which is better, the rush of kissing a new person for the first time, or the comfort of kissing the same person a hundred times? Kissing someone a hundred times, and feeling the rush everytime. :) 

    1544. If you could read your boy/girlfriends mind, but only by letting him or her read yours, would you do it?     We say everything anyways lol. But prolly no, I need my thoughts

    1545. Would you rather lose your bathing suit to a huge wave right in front of a cute lifeguard, or your whole family? Lifegaurd, less lives ruined

    1546. Is truth sometimes stranger than fiction? In my life, yeah

    1547. Do you look back and laugh at things that hurt or were embarrassing at the time? All the time. My last "relationship" lmfao... good god what a joke...

    1548. Would you like to live in the Playboy Mansion? not really. how about just a mansion and i do my own thing.


    1549. Have you ever looked in anyone's wallet that wasn't yours? Yeah with permission

    1550. What time and date is it? It is March 16th 10:58 am

    1551. What song would you (or have you) sung karaoke? Idk, Leanne Ryhmes How Do I live, my heart will go on and some backstreet boys on this thing lol

    1552. Do you run through the sprinkler on a hot day? Sure

    1553. Could you survive without:
    Electricity: No
    Heat: I do all the time, lol "baby its kinda cold in here..."
    Air conditioning: I do a lot
    TV: dont have cable
    Radio: have an ipod (couldnt live without that)
    A car: dont have that either

    1554. Would you ever consider shaving your head? I have, not cute

    1555. What is one thing that will happen to you less than 24 hours from now? I will smile, and frown and laugh and sleep and work and do all the things I do, and do, and do...

    1556. What age would you want to stay forever? 16

    1557. What is the softest part of your body? Umm, my tummy?

    1558. What would make your day if it happened right now? I could go leave  this class and just snuggle.

    1559. What are you thinking about? Just got a 56 on this test, my bad.

    1560. Are you on:
    Drugs:     caffiene, nicotene, umm keflex and cough medicine

    The road to nowhere: Ive been here so long im directing traffic

    The crazy train: Conductor

    1561. Do you say everything to people's faces or do you talk behind their backs? honestly both, but it usually comes to an in your face thing at some point. im like that. i bring it fo real.

    1562. What is gone that will never come back? My youth. My size 8 jeans.

    1563. What's your biggest turn on? I love the small of a womans back...mmm. I like brains!!  like mens chests and jeans that fit! I like the back of a man's neck. I like womens wrists and collar bones. Mmmm. I love eveyone's everything lol

    1564. Have you ever made love in an elevator? Umm no, aerosmith would be very dissapointed in me.


    1565. Are you spiritually dead? Not at all.

    1566. What's your favorite care bear? The sleepy one.

    1567. Do you like the music of Warren Zevon? Havent heard it I dont think.

    1568. Have you ever wanted a picture painted onto your car? I'd like a car lol

    1569. Are you an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band?
    Not that I know of

    1570. If you aren't an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band then who is? I have no idea, I should google but im lazy

    1571. How many private entries do you have?     none, its all in ze brain or on display. usually both lol

    1572. Are you clumsy? haha yuppers

    1573. As you get older will you let your looks go or have plastic surgery?
    I have already let my looks go.

    1574. If you wear contacts or glasses would you ever consider laser eye surgery? I will def get laser eye surgery. Right now glasses, dorky as can be.

    1575. What is the most expensive thing you own? My scooter! or my laptop, which is funny, lol.

    1576. What do you think of when you hear the word 'cell'? Phone, lifeline, electronic lover, air i breath, connection to the world!!!

    1577. Have you ever had goat's milk? In lotion and soap I think, dunno beyond that level of consumption.

    1578. Do you care how Jennifer Anniston lives her life? Not so much, should I? Is she going to have me taken out or something?

    1579. If there was a 'penny per page' internet tax would you pay it? Probably, lol.

    1580. Do you treat your pets like family members? haha they ARE family members. They let me live in thier family.

    1581. Have you ever eaten tofu? All the time

    1582. Do you believe that the 'war on drugs' is effective?
    In some ways, but truthfully I'm sure we could do a lot better. People will always do drugs and all kinds of things society frowns upon. A Utopia cannot exist. Just ask Jonas.

    1583. What would you like to have 435 of (anything but money)? Umm, kisses? Drinks? Cars to sell for money? lol

    1584. How many people know the password to your diary besides you? Umm to this and everything I think only Rhianna knows my pws.

    1585. Do you like Calvin and Hobbes? Omg YEAH I bought like a million books when I was at AHS, bought them from the library and I totally love them 

    1586. Have you ever thought of deleting your diary?     I dont have a diary, just this blog deal, and I constantly think Im a waste of cyberspace lol

    1587. Have you ever thought of moving to OD+?  had to google just now lol, so thats a no

    1588. Do 48 hours need 48 thrills? Yeah, why not

    1589. Who do you know that acts phony? God, EVERYONE 

    1590. Do you like American Pie?     yeah, fun stuff

    1591. What is the last law you broke? No seatbelt I think

    1592. Have you ever run away from home?
    haha, sort of. And ive been thrown out before. Always came back.

    1593. Have you had a good feeling today? Yeah just now I really have.

    1594. What was it? That this really good thing I have going might actually last. baby :-)

    1595. Did your parents pretend their was a tooth fairy and slip money under your pillow? All I got was a buck per tooth, and let me tell you I wrote some pretty clever letters, which I found very convincing, telling the tooth fairy that my tooth was really much more valuable than that, and that the value of the dollar was declining, and that with inflation, I should be getting more compenastion, and she was taking advantage of a child, etc. She never did give me anything beyond that lousy buck, cheap bitch.

    1596. If yes, how much per tooth? a dolla holla. Oh and btw I also once invited her for tea and told her I completely understood if she couldnt make it, but I would honestly love to meet her. I was a very special child...

    1597. Is there a difference between art and crafts? Sure, you can craft something without being artsy. And you can be artistic and not be crafty.

    1598. Have you ever tried out for something? Sure I think softball or something of the sort?

    1599. Did you make it? Umm, yeah I played?

    1600. What's your favorite lullaby?I dont know.
    2:13 PM

  • 5k part 15- oh my!

    Current mood:amused

    1401. Do you like your movies and books to be more lighthearted or serious? I like both, because somtimes I want to be all intense and what not and other times its like time to see some fluffy stuff.


    1402. What's more important, first impressions or lasting impact? Lasting impact for sure, you have very little control over a first impression because it is typically based on your appearance. Lasting impressions are more action derived, and I like to think I have SOME control over my status in this world.

    1403. Order these areas of psychological health from what you need the least improvement in to what you need the most improvement in: physical, emotional, social, intellectual, environmental, spiritual
    This is VERY hard. I think my social and spiritual and environmental health are pretty good. I want to work on my spiritual health but its not nearly as lack luster as my emotional or intellectual self. Obviously my physical health leaves a lot to be desired...

    1404. Do you react appropriately to things and control your feelings? Definitely NOT. I feel things way too intensely and a lot of people hold it against me. I am just really true blue about things, lol. For example if you see a dead skunk on the side of the road the appropriate reaction is to make sure you dont hit it and maybe say awww thats sad. But I like REALLY think about that skunk. I think about the value of his life. The last moments of his existence, and the fact that he will never breath another breath. I really feel LOUSY about that skunk, and I will think about it several times that day. Often I turn into a bitch and get all defensive and no one knows why, and I dont either, lol. Its NOT an appropriate reaction. But its me! :)

    1405. Do you have stable relationships?
    I have many stable relationships. Not so much in terms of extrafamilial or outside of my life long friendships. But I cant help it that no one wants me needs me oh baby oh baby :)

    1406. Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself? No definitely not. Actually relationships usually end up making me feel worse, lol.

    1407. Which is the most clear and concise, your thoughts, your speech or your writing? Which is the least clear and concise?
    None are clear and DEFINITELY NOT concise. My writing is most concise followed by my long winded speech and my scattered and CONSTANT flow of thoughts.

    1408. Are you always trying to learn new things?
    I always explore new things, but I am not good at just picking things up and becoming a pro in no time.


    1409. Do you feel at peace? Some days more than others.

    1410. Do you have strong morals and ethics that you believe in and adhere to? This is a really hard question. I feel VERY strongly about some things, and there are certain things which I will never do. That makes me feel good about myself, but also true is that there are plenty of moral standards I have set for myself that I knowingly deviate from. It is a work in progress. Struggle through the frustration and I ust might come out a better me. Amanda v2.o

    1411. Are you over or under weight? Over, Nicole and I calculated our BMIs last night and mine is a 32.4!! hehe

    1412. Do you think of the needs of all humanity or just the needs of yourself and those you know? Though my actions dont always reflect it, I do indeed see the bigger picture, and consider all the human/animal components that form it.

    1413. Do you recycle? The above question made me think of that actually, and yes I do! It's easy and even fun maybe? :)

    1414. Are you active in your community? Nope...

    1415. Are you sensitive to the needs of others? I really try to be?

    1416. Do you dress up to go to the mall? Haha, what??? We were on such a serious line of questions...lol. Umm I get dressed. Like fully clothed and everything! But nada special.

    1417. Have you ever been on anti depressants? I wish, lol. Nope no RXs for me.

    1418. Name a part of your body. baby toe

    Give that part of your body a name. bella

    1419. Is fourteen your lucky number? Hm! nope, but 4 in any quantity definitely is.

    1420. What could make you lose respect for someone? Lots of lies, cheating stealing etc.

    1421. Is ignorance really bliss? You know what I want to say no, but it is. The more intelligent you are and mentally in tune with your world and its issues, the more complicated even the simplest decisions become. If I never thought about the consequences of my actions and remained uninformed, things would be less intense sometimes. But then again, the same repercussions might still exist, but I would just be too stupid to feel the wieght of the world on my shoulders?

    1422. What can be described as 'even better than the real thing'? Morning Star Farms. REPRESENT the soy meat!

    1423. Are you jealous that dog can lick their own genitals? No I'm good but thanks.

    If you could do that would you ever leave the house?
    Haha, naw NEVER. I would seriously just sit around going to town all the live long day. Never get old or anything. Fuck the idea of friends family, earning a living, living at all for that matter, I need to sit and home and like my genitals. Sorry people I have priorities here.

    1424. What's in your wallet right now? Debit card, WM credit card, Citi credit card, Victoria's Secret credit card, WM discount card, Cumberland student ID, state ID, social security card, and some dimes.

    1425. Do you write letters that you never send? ALL the time.

    1426. Do you ever get the feeling people are laughing at you? Usually they are, and I love it.

    1427. Who's the one person you'd like to drop a house on? Well thats not very nice, I could probably give you a list though.

    1428. Have you ever been swept off your feet? I like to think so.

    1429. Tell me why you don't like Mondays: Class I guess

    1430. In the Harry potter series the books seem to be getting darker and more serious with each new release. Do you like this change or do you prefer the story to be light? I love everything and I mean everything about Harry Potter. OMG I LOVE HP. But yeah I like the contrast. Thats life. Harry is growing up and its way more realistic that he doesnt just walk around his whole seven years at Hogwarts doing the Confundus charm.
    Dark and difficult times lie ahead Harry, soon we must all face the choice between what is right, and what it easy. -AD

    1431. How often do you update your diary? I dont have a diary. It would be sooo stupid.

    1432. What do you mostly write about in your diary? This diary really needs to be let go here.

    1433. How many quizzes and/or surveys do you have in your diary as entries? Wow...

    1433. How many forwards does your diary contain? ...

    1434. What is your writing style like? Let's pretend you mean in general. It tends to be described by my profs as overly elaborate and therefor nonsensical and also gramatically disasterous, either that or it is edited to be exageratedly simply and dry. I have very little of value to say so it gets repetitious like its nobody's business.

    1435. How honest are you in your diary? FUCK OFF

    1436. Why do you write in your diary? ABOUT

    1437. Do you have a comet cursor on your diary description?
         THE DIARY

    1438. Do you ever chat online? On IM, sure.

    1439. Have you ever met someone from online? Oh the irony.

    How'd that go? LMFAO...seriously now.

    1440. What's your favorite horror:

    Movie?     The shining, old school represent.

    Book? dont have one? i dont like horror at all really

    1441. Have you ever caught a mistake in a movie? Alllll the time. I am so critical. Especially food scenes. Some directors ar just plain lazy with the food and beverage intake continuity. Its distracting.

    1442. Have you ever seen that munchkin who supposedly hangs himself in the Wizard of Oz? No???

    If yes, how/when should someone look for it? Hmmm

    1443. If you had to give yourself a letter grade (A, A-, B, B-, C, C-, D, D-, F) for things how would you grade yourself on:

    Happiness: It depends. Right now a B

    Being a decent human being: B

    Being serene (calm, peaceful): D

    Kindness: C

    Anger management: C-

    Creative thinking: B

    Modesty: A (because there is nothing to induce a lack of modesty and therefor it is so easy to be modest!)

    Being an original: A

    Knowing yourself: A

    Being true to yourself: B

    Getting along with others:C

    Liking yourself: C

    Admitting your flaws: A

    Self improvement: C

    1444. Are you kinky? I guess not


    1445. How would you feel if twice a week you could wake up next to the person you love?  So amazing. Pretty damn good. But currently my heart is mine. It is there to be earned, in time. Piece by piece.

    1446. Out of all the people you know who is most likely to be one of the great minds of our time? I couldnt say

    1447. Have you ever been to:

    Church?     Catholic raised, so um YEAH

    Temple? Nope

    A bar? Yup

    A house party? Yup

    A goth club? haha a what?

    A punk show? yup

    A hip hop club? haha i guess

    What sounds like the most fun out of that list? Punk show

    1448. So far, have you changed around any of the questions on this survey? Nope, painfully duking it out.     


    1449. Are you crying on the inside?     haha not just now.

    1450. Are you afraid of the future? A lot of times     

    1451. What will you dress up as this year for Halloween (if you celebrate it)?     Im not sure really

    1452. Do you think of some people as not worthy of being your friend? Those who constantly hurt me get cut from the list. If you were part of my life before and arent now then you REALLY gotta suck, haha.

    1453. If you won $1,000 every week until you die, would you still go to school? Nooooo

    Would you still get a job? Yeah but one like in a youth center or an animal shelter, where I felt like I mattered.

    1454. What's the most difficult job you can think of? For me anything involving numbers.

    1455. If you could decorate your room with any theme you wanted what would you pick? I have no idea.

    1456. Of the following bands which would you be most likely to check out?

    roxy music (70's glam)
    the magnetic fields (current indie rock)
    kraftwerk (experimental electronic rock)

    Probably the magnetic fields. Are these real bands? lol

    1457. You and your boy/girlfriend have been together 6 months or longer.... One day s/he wants to go to a strip club with his/her friends to hang out. It's guys/girls night out and you aren't invited. Would you be upset by this?
    Actually no, I think I would just do something else. I'm not jealous of that type of shit. Just personal relationships type of thing. If I'm with someone, they probably should be all lets fall in love with someone else. Its not so cool.


    1458. Can a person avoid dying if he or she does not believe in death? haha good luck with that

    1459. If someone sings songs that they don't write and they don't play any instruments or mix the songs or have any creative input at all..Are they a musician? They can sing, so I guess yeah they are?

    1460. What do the following stand for:

    html?     I think hyper text markup language

    faq? frequently asked questions

    fao? no idea 

    imho? in my humble opinion

    hiv? human immunodeficiency virus


    aids? thats no an abbreviation???



    r&b? rythm and blues


    1461. What does the world owe you? NOTHING

    1462. Do you read plays and books or just get the cliff notes? I like to read.

    1463. What do you want to get out of life? Hapiness, peace at the end of the day. Simple satisfaction.     

    1464. Do you know what is really important to you?     I get an idea.

    1465. What trend has been getting on your nerves lately? Those glasses with the lines across them...I really dont understand....
    1466. Do you forgive yourself when you make a mistake? Not easily.

    1467. What tiny little very small thing has made you hugely happy? my new mini laptop :) its pink! and tiny little very small indeed!

    1468. Can you read body language well? Yeah definitely

    1469. Do you look people in the eye when you talk? I feel it out, some poeple dont like it.

    1470. Do you notice if they aren't looking you in the eye? Sometimes.

    1471. Are you alert to opportunities? Yeah just as they fly by.

    1472. Puppet Yoda or digital Yoda? Puppet yoda. So much wiser.

    1473. Do you look like the person you want to be? Not in the physical sense.

    1474. Do you behave like the person you want to be? Definitely not often enough.

    1475. Some children were asked 'how would you make your marriage work?' One child, Ricky, age ten, said: 'Tell your wife she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.' Is this good advice? I like honesty Ricky, dont marry her if all you think when you look at your wife is that she looks like a truck.     

    1476. Do you visualize your goals and dreams?     Yeah sure

    1477. 4x + 3 = 15

    What is the value of x?     No solution or something, lol how does this say anything about myself as a person? lol

    1478. Do you keep yourself organized? I try, its a thing.


    1479. Does anyone really win an argument? I guess not. But I try.

    1480. Have you ever had champagne? Yup

    1481. Do you strive for perfection? Def not

    1482. Name one thing you understand. Vegetarianism

    1483. Whatever it is are you afraid of it? Not at all

    1484. Do you dislike being told what to do? hmmm, YEAH

    1485. If you had a cat would you have it declawed? Thats like removing your finger from the knuckle down. It leaves them defenseless. NO. It is painful and a long healing process.

    1486. Do you prefer lobster, clams, or crab meat? I dont eat any of the aforementioned. Never liked em anyways.

    1487. What do you think about guys who don't wear underwear? I dont think all that much ABOUT men who dont wear underwear. I mean I wouldnt be like hey thats reallly clean can I lick it, but I am all for freedom lol Up to the person I guess

    1488. What do you think about girls who don't wear bras? Well bras have nothing to do with sanitation, and frankly I dont mind a lack of bra...     

    1489. Do you ask for what you want?     Sometimes I do, sometimes I watch other people take it.

    1490. What are you against? suicide, abortion, death penalty, lying, all kindsa neat stuff

    1491. How many notes does your diary have? still no diary...go figure....

    1492. Ace of Base or Enya? Enya, though ace of base can rock your world

    1493. What makes you feel awkward? People who shake your hand for too long

    1494. Have you ever been to teenopendiary.com, and if yes, how does it compare to opendiary.com? been to neither

    1495. If you were going to switch to another diary website, which one would you go to? I'm starting to think this survey originated from a diary site and hence the fixation with the diary thing

    1496. Do you believe that certain books should be removed from high school libraries? haha NO. censorship is for tools. They took out Harry Potter, wtf???

    1497. How do you feel about gay and lesbian marriages? Same way I feel about straight marriage, I dont know if it can work. But I definitely want to know that all people who love eachother and want to have the same rights and recognition as traditional couples, are allowed to make that step if they choose to. It sucks that hate trumps love.

    1498. Can you rearrange the letters in your name to form any other words(check here if you aren't sure     http://www.wordsmith.org/anagram/)..? Not really

    1499. What is the sexiest moment in a movie? Hard to say. Loving Anabelle when they finally get that shit going! haha Idk

    1500. Do you have a favorite stand up comedian? I like Margaret Cho, Ellen, Kat Williams, Dane Cook, a lot actually
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    Current mood:breezy

    We're back at it, I know you love it. SHAZAM



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    ..651. Do you think that it would be a good idea if people served in the army, navy or air force for a while before they were allowed to vote? I think they might appreciate it more, but making everyone serve is a shitty idea for all parties involved, you dont want just any obligated arse doing it, am I right?

    652. If you were required to do this to vote, would you? Definitely but I would anyways

    653. Do people often give you weird looks? I totally noticed that today...YEAH

    654. Do like Japanese cooking?Guess I havent given it much of a chance... 

    655. Do you care for stray animals? They break my heart....I care too much maybe

    656. Which animated movies have you seen and what did you think of them:

    A Charlie Brown Christmas Charlie Brown is not only my hero, but he is also...well he is my hero.

    A Garfield Halloween Not seen it.

    The Secret of Nimh Actually Foster and I just discussed this blast from the past. I barely remember it now, but I loved it like nobody's business before.

    The Last Unicorn Eh? 

    The original Lord of the Rings cartoons Didnt know such a number existed. I'll need to ask a real geek like Megan about this shit.

    657. Are you ambidextrous (equally good at using both hands)? I can barely use my right hand lol

    658. Do you always say; “bless you” after someone sneezes, or do you hesitate? I say it pretty much always, unless I'm in class and then I like mouth it which is stupid because they arent looking at ME and reading my lips? Im fucking stupid for admitting that...

    659. If you and your friends could go away for 2 days over Halloween weekend where would you go? I would go to Boston. Represent.

    660. Which of these animated movies have you seen and what did you think of them:

    Watership Down Nope

    As the Wind Blows Nope

    Grave of the Fireflies Nope

    How the Grinch Stole Christmas A CLASSIC. suess is a genuis

    Spirited Away Nope

    661. Do you feel that society is male dominated, female dominated, or neutral? Male dominated, but come on its a work in progress. Everything is.

    662. What words offend you? I dont like the word cunt much.

    663. They’re just words. Can you get over it? Yeah.

    664. Have you ever looked into different religions? Research. Knowledge. Yeah

    665. Which ones have you looked into? A little of everything

    666. What do you think of Satanism as a religion? I think you do whatever you like.

    667. Do you like it better when your classes are taught sitting in rows or sitting in a circle? Rows, definitely. Circle is like too much pressure..... and I cant txt lol

    668. Have you ever read your own tarot cards? Nope

    669. Which ones do you like better, Star Wars episodes four, five and six, or episodes one, two, and three? I dont remember?

    670. If you scream in outer space does it make a sound? If you scream in outerspace you are a miracle worker. Where is this oxygen coming from?

    671. If you saw The Queen of the Damned did you want to be a vampire or a Goth afterwards? I didnt, but vampires are a little hot maybe?

    672. If you saw SLC Punk did you want to be punk afterwards? Hells yeah that movie is the shit

    673. What is your favorite zombie movie? Dont really like zombies much. I like pancakes? Blueberry and chocolate chip ones?

    674. Best kids birthday party: ceramics, chuck-e-cheese, roller rink, bowling, sleep over, movie theater Bowling and then movies

    675. What were your parties like when you were a kid? Haha imaginary??

    676. Best teen (about 15-16) birthday party: ceramics, chuck-e-cheese, roller rink, bowling, sleep over, movie theater, house party, catered in a hall, restaurant, family trip, concert  House party, and then concert or other way around

    677. What are/were your 15-16 year old parties like? Eh

    678. Best 18th birthday party: ceramics, chuck-e-cheese, roller rink, bowling, sleep over, movie theater, house party, catered in a hall, restaurant, family trip, concert, club, pool hall, college party  College party

    679. If you are 18 what was your party like? Very, very sad. Self induced...

    680. Best 21st birthday party: ceramics, chuck-e-cheese, roller rink, bowling, sleep over, movie theater, house party, catered in a hall, restaurant, family trip, concert, club, pool hall, college party, bar, Atlantic city/Las Vegas trip Bar or club. But for me low key something. Or a strip club.

    681. If you saw The Craft were you interested in wicca/paganism/magic afterwards? Nope, just relieved that crazy bitch didnt win in the end.

    682. What are your top 3 priorities? 1)Hapiness is number one: via 2) personal sercurity (self acceptance, financial health, better future, etc) and 3) human connection (friends, family, love)

    683. If you saw fight club did you want to get into a fistfight afterwards? I wanted to eff Brad Pitt afterwards...

    684. What is your favorite smell? I cant answer this one fairly.

    685. Give everything below a humor rating (1 = laugh your ass off, 2 = lol, 3 = smile, 4 = lame, 5 = not funny, 6 = offensive):

    People falling 2

    Rape jokes 6

    Sarcastic comments 3

    Blonde jokes 4

    Dirty jokes 2

    God/religion jokes 4

    Long-ass jokes 3

    Death jokes 3

    Pain/sickness jokes 3

    Animals doing cute stuff 2

    Bodily functions 3

    Knock jokes 3

    Ethnic jokes 3

    Puns 1

    Ironic situations 1

    685. If you saw Cruel Intentions did you want to have lots of meaningless sex afterwards? Actually thats just what I did...hehe jk. I would eff a few cast members though. amen!

    686. Do you get at least three hugs per day? No! and now I feel robbed

    687. What should someone never say to you/call you if they want to remain on your good side? I have no idea. I guess I dont want to be a liar. Or a fraud. Dont call me a fraud.

    688. If you saw Trainspotting did you want to do drugs afterwards? Not that I recall

    689. Do movies have a great influence on you? They really do

    690. Do you have a favorite reality TV show? I dont think so

    691. Are there certain roles that people are pressured to play in society or can they basically do whatever they want? Its true that we can do whatever we want. We just take the "easy" road by forcing ourselves into these boxes that end up making shit more complicated in the end. At the end of the day you have to lay there and think this is it, this is me. But waking up and acting on instinct doesnt always play out so smoothly...So its both, but fuck it.

    692. How does the 2004 Dawn of the Dead remake compare to the original movie? Didnt see either. Let me know.

    693. Have you ever held a magnifying glass over an insect to burn it? Haha yeah all the time...or never.

    694. Have you ever pulled the wings off a fly, butterfly or any other insect? No...where is this shit going?

    695. What would you think of a guy (if you're into guys) or a girl (if you're into girls) who wanted to take you to the park to feed the birds and look at the turtles and fish in the water on a date? I would LOVE it. Any guy or girl could woo me like that.

    696. Do you use public pools? I cant swim...cough.... 

    697. Do you use public bathrooms? Not for pottying hehe

    698. Do you use public showers? Havent yet...

    699. How old will you be in 17 years? 37. DAMN

    700. Would it effect you at all if you knew that a very large meteor was headed towards earth that would impact in 17 years? I would look at things more immidiately. Fuck the long term. Live on impulse. I would love without witholding and laugh and have some fucking fun. Instead I think I'll go do some laundry and wish I had a certain someone to keep me company tonight. Close enough.




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