Current mood:amused1401. Do you like your movies and books to be more lighthearted or serious? I like both, because somtimes I want to be all intense and what not and other times its like time to see some fluffy stuff.
1402. What's more important, first impressions or lasting impact? Lasting impact for sure, you have very little control over a first impression because it is typically based on your appearance. Lasting impressions are more action derived, and I like to think I have SOME control over my status in this world.
1403. Order these areas of psychological health from what you need the least improvement in to what you need the most improvement in: physical, emotional, social, intellectual, environmental, spiritual
This is VERY hard. I think my social and spiritual and environmental health are pretty good. I want to work on my spiritual health but its not nearly as lack luster as my emotional or intellectual self. Obviously my physical health leaves a lot to be desired...
1404. Do you react appropriately to things and control your feelings? Definitely NOT. I feel things way too intensely and a lot of people hold it against me. I am just really true blue about things, lol. For example if you see a dead skunk on the side of the road the appropriate reaction is to make sure you dont hit it and maybe say awww thats sad. But I like REALLY think about that skunk. I think about the value of his life. The last moments of his existence, and the fact that he will never breath another breath. I really feel LOUSY about that skunk, and I will think about it several times that day. Often I turn into a bitch and get all defensive and no one knows why, and I dont either, lol. Its NOT an appropriate reaction. But its me! :)
1405. Do you have stable relationships?
I have many stable relationships. Not so much in terms of extrafamilial or outside of my life long friendships. But I cant help it that no one wants me needs me oh baby oh baby :)
1406. Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself? No definitely not. Actually relationships usually end up making me feel worse, lol.
1407. Which is the most clear and concise, your thoughts, your speech or your writing? Which is the least clear and concise?
None are clear and DEFINITELY NOT concise. My writing is most concise followed by my long winded speech and my scattered and CONSTANT flow of thoughts.
1408. Are you always trying to learn new things?
I always explore new things, but I am not good at just picking things up and becoming a pro in no time.
1409. Do you feel at peace? Some days more than others.
1410. Do you have strong morals and ethics that you believe in and adhere to? This is a really hard question. I feel VERY strongly about some things, and there are certain things which I will never do. That makes me feel good about myself, but also true is that there are plenty of moral standards I have set for myself that I knowingly deviate from. It is a work in progress. Struggle through the frustration and I ust might come out a better me. Amanda v2.o
1411. Are you over or under weight? Over, Nicole and I calculated our BMIs last night and mine is a 32.4!! hehe
1412. Do you think of the needs of all humanity or just the needs of yourself and those you know? Though my actions dont always reflect it, I do indeed see the bigger picture, and consider all the human/animal components that form it.
1413. Do you recycle? The above question made me think of that actually, and yes I do! It's easy and even fun maybe? :)
1414. Are you active in your community? Nope...
1415. Are you sensitive to the needs of others? I really try to be?
1416. Do you dress up to go to the mall? Haha, what??? We were on such a serious line of questions...lol. Umm I get dressed. Like fully clothed and everything! But nada special.
1417. Have you ever been on anti depressants? I wish, lol. Nope no RXs for me.
1418. Name a part of your body. baby toe
Give that part of your body a name. bella
1419. Is fourteen your lucky number? Hm! nope, but 4 in any quantity definitely is.
1420. What could make you lose respect for someone? Lots of lies, cheating stealing etc.
1421. Is ignorance really bliss? You know what I want to say no, but it is. The more intelligent you are and mentally in tune with your world and its issues, the more complicated even the simplest decisions become. If I never thought about the consequences of my actions and remained uninformed, things would be less intense sometimes. But then again, the same repercussions might still exist, but I would just be too stupid to feel the wieght of the world on my shoulders?
1422. What can be described as 'even better than the real thing'? Morning Star Farms. REPRESENT the soy meat!
1423. Are you jealous that dog can lick their own genitals? No I'm good but thanks.
If you could do that would you ever leave the house?
Haha, naw NEVER. I would seriously just sit around going to town all the live long day. Never get old or anything. Fuck the idea of friends family, earning a living, living at all for that matter, I need to sit and home and like my genitals. Sorry people I have priorities here.
1424. What's in your wallet right now? Debit card, WM credit card, Citi credit card, Victoria's Secret credit card, WM discount card, Cumberland student ID, state ID, social security card, and some dimes.
1425. Do you write letters that you never send? ALL the time.
1426. Do you ever get the feeling people are laughing at you? Usually they are, and I love it.
1427. Who's the one person you'd like to drop a house on? Well thats not very nice, I could probably give you a list though.
1428. Have you ever been swept off your feet? I like to think so.
1429. Tell me why you don't like Mondays: Class I guess
1430. In the Harry potter series the books seem to be getting darker and more serious with each new release. Do you like this change or do you prefer the story to be light? I love everything and I mean everything about Harry Potter. OMG I LOVE HP. But yeah I like the contrast. Thats life. Harry is growing up and its way more realistic that he doesnt just walk around his whole seven years at Hogwarts doing the Confundus charm.
Dark and difficult times lie ahead Harry, soon we must all face the choice between what is right, and what it easy. -AD
1431. How often do you update your diary? I dont have a diary. It would be sooo stupid.
1432. What do you mostly write about in your diary? This diary really needs to be let go here.
1433. How many quizzes and/or surveys do you have in your diary as entries? Wow...
1433. How many forwards does your diary contain? ...
1434. What is your writing style like? Let's pretend you mean in general. It tends to be described by my profs as overly elaborate and therefor nonsensical and also gramatically disasterous, either that or it is edited to be exageratedly simply and dry. I have very little of value to say so it gets repetitious like its nobody's business.
1435. How honest are you in your diary? FUCK OFF
1436. Why do you write in your diary? ABOUT
1437. Do you have a comet cursor on your diary description?
1438. Do you ever chat online? On IM, sure.
1439. Have you ever met someone from online? Oh the irony.
How'd that go? LMFAO...seriously now.
1440. What's your favorite horror:
Movie? The shining, old school represent.
Book? dont have one? i dont like horror at all really
1441. Have you ever caught a mistake in a movie? Alllll the time. I am so critical. Especially food scenes. Some directors ar just plain lazy with the food and beverage intake continuity. Its distracting.
1442. Have you ever seen that munchkin who supposedly hangs himself in the Wizard of Oz? No???
If yes, how/when should someone look for it? Hmmm
1443. If you had to give yourself a letter grade (A, A-, B, B-, C, C-, D, D-, F) for things how would you grade yourself on:
Happiness: It depends. Right now a B
Being a decent human being: B
Being serene (calm, peaceful): D
Anger management: C-
Creative thinking: B
Modesty: A (because there is nothing to induce a lack of modesty and therefor it is so easy to be modest!)
Being an original: A
Knowing yourself: A
Being true to yourself: B
Getting along with others:C
Liking yourself: C
Admitting your flaws: A
Self improvement: C
1444. Are you kinky? I guess not
1445. How would you feel if twice a week you could wake up next to the person you love? So amazing. Pretty damn good. But currently my heart is mine. It is there to be earned, in time. Piece by piece.
1446. Out of all the people you know who is most likely to be one of the great minds of our time? I couldnt say
1447. Have you ever been to:
Church? Catholic raised, so um YEAH
A bar? Yup
A house party? Yup
A goth club? haha a what?
A punk show? yup
A hip hop club? haha i guess
What sounds like the most fun out of that list? Punk show
1448. So far, have you changed around any of the questions on this survey? Nope, painfully duking it out.
1449. Are you crying on the inside? haha not just now.
1450. Are you afraid of the future? A lot of times
1451. What will you dress up as this year for Halloween (if you celebrate it)? Im not sure really
1452. Do you think of some people as not worthy of being your friend? Those who constantly hurt me get cut from the list. If you were part of my life before and arent now then you REALLY gotta suck, haha.
1453. If you won $1,000 every week until you die, would you still go to school? Nooooo
Would you still get a job? Yeah but one like in a youth center or an animal shelter, where I felt like I mattered.
1454. What's the most difficult job you can think of? For me anything involving numbers.
1455. If you could decorate your room with any theme you wanted what would you pick? I have no idea.
1456. Of the following bands which would you be most likely to check out?
roxy music (70's glam)
the magnetic fields (current indie rock)
kraftwerk (experimental electronic rock)
Probably the magnetic fields. Are these real bands? lol
1457. You and your boy/girlfriend have been together 6 months or longer.... One day s/he wants to go to a strip club with his/her friends to hang out. It's guys/girls night out and you aren't invited. Would you be upset by this?
Actually no, I think I would just do something else. I'm not jealous of that type of shit. Just personal relationships type of thing. If I'm with someone, they probably should be all lets fall in love with someone else. Its not so cool.
1458. Can a person avoid dying if he or she does not believe in death? haha good luck with that
1459. If someone sings songs that they don't write and they don't play any instruments or mix the songs or have any creative input at all..Are they a musician? They can sing, so I guess yeah they are?
1460. What do the following stand for:
html? I think hyper text markup language
faq? frequently asked questions
fao? no idea
imho? in my humble opinion
hiv? human immunodeficiency virus
aids? thats no an abbreviation???
r&b? rythm and blues
1461. What does the world owe you? NOTHING
1462. Do you read plays and books or just get the cliff notes? I like to read.
1463. What do you want to get out of life? Hapiness, peace at the end of the day. Simple satisfaction.
1464. Do you know what is really important to you? I get an idea.
1465. What trend has been getting on your nerves lately? Those glasses with the lines across them...I really dont understand....
1466. Do you forgive yourself when you make a mistake? Not easily.
1467. What tiny little very small thing has made you hugely happy? my new mini laptop :) its pink! and tiny little very small indeed!
1468. Can you read body language well? Yeah definitely
1469. Do you look people in the eye when you talk? I feel it out, some poeple dont like it.
1470. Do you notice if they aren't looking you in the eye? Sometimes.
1471. Are you alert to opportunities? Yeah just as they fly by.
1472. Puppet Yoda or digital Yoda? Puppet yoda. So much wiser.
1473. Do you look like the person you want to be? Not in the physical sense.
1474. Do you behave like the person you want to be? Definitely not often enough.
1475. Some children were asked 'how would you make your marriage work?' One child, Ricky, age ten, said: 'Tell your wife she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.' Is this good advice? I like honesty Ricky, dont marry her if all you think when you look at your wife is that she looks like a truck.
1476. Do you visualize your goals and dreams? Yeah sure
1477. 4x + 3 = 15
What is the value of x? No solution or something, lol how does this say anything about myself as a person? lol
1478. Do you keep yourself organized? I try, its a thing.
1479. Does anyone really win an argument? I guess not. But I try.
1480. Have you ever had champagne? Yup
1481. Do you strive for perfection? Def not
1482. Name one thing you understand. Vegetarianism
1483. Whatever it is are you afraid of it? Not at all
1484. Do you dislike being told what to do? hmmm, YEAH
1485. If you had a cat would you have it declawed? Thats like removing your finger from the knuckle down. It leaves them defenseless. NO. It is painful and a long healing process.
1486. Do you prefer lobster, clams, or crab meat? I dont eat any of the aforementioned. Never liked em anyways.
1487. What do you think about guys who don't wear underwear? I dont think all that much ABOUT men who dont wear underwear. I mean I wouldnt be like hey thats reallly clean can I lick it, but I am all for freedom lol Up to the person I guess
1488. What do you think about girls who don't wear bras? Well bras have nothing to do with sanitation, and frankly I dont mind a lack of bra...
1489. Do you ask for what you want? Sometimes I do, sometimes I watch other people take it.
1490. What are you against? suicide, abortion, death penalty, lying, all kindsa neat stuff
1491. How many notes does your diary have? still no diary...go figure....
1492. Ace of Base or Enya? Enya, though ace of base can rock your world
1493. What makes you feel awkward? People who shake your hand for too long
1494. Have you ever been to teenopendiary.com, and if yes, how does it compare to opendiary.com? been to neither
1495. If you were going to switch to another diary website, which one would you go to? I'm starting to think this survey originated from a diary site and hence the fixation with the diary thing
1496. Do you believe that certain books should be removed from high school libraries? haha NO. censorship is for tools. They took out Harry Potter, wtf???
1497. How do you feel about gay and lesbian marriages? Same way I feel about straight marriage, I dont know if it can work. But I definitely want to know that all people who love eachother and want to have the same rights and recognition as traditional couples, are allowed to make that step if they choose to. It sucks that hate trumps love.
1498. Can you rearrange the letters in your name to form any other words(check here if you aren't sure http://www.wordsmith.org/anagram/)..? Not really
1499. What is the sexiest moment in a movie? Hard to say. Loving Anabelle when they finally get that shit going! haha Idk
1500. Do you have a favorite stand up comedian? I like Margaret Cho, Ellen, Kat Williams, Dane Cook, a lot actually