Current mood:devious1501. What did you think of the movie Black Hawk Down? I havent seen it in awhile. I think I liked it alright.
1502. What movie has the most surprising ending ever? My homemade pornos. Where you find out I'm really a man. Or okay where you find out I'm really NOT a man.
1503. What are you currently angry at? Ehh, stupid shit. I'm a little stupid.
1504. Who is harder to please, you or your lover? Wow isnt that funny. I guess it depends on how you mean...
1505. What is the most dramatic thing you have ever done for attention? Umm, I dont do a lot of things for attention, or even dramatic things in general. Probably yelling something obsecene. Like, "Youre a WANKER number nine..." (not that anyone is going to get that reference)
1506. What do you have issues with? A lot lot lot of things. Right now the lack of quality that exists in SO MANY different circles. I also hate when people try to tell me what to do with my life, and who I should be.
1507. There is a nuclear war and your fallout shelter has room and supplies enough for two. No one knows about the fallout shelter but you. Who do you choose to take in (Remember, the person you choose is the only person you will know in 5-15 years when you can come above ground again)?
I cant answer this. I would take my cats. I would let two other people have it, and make them take my cats.
1508. Do you have any fillings? No, and no cavities as it were.
1509. What do you do when you are home alone that you cannot do when other people are at home? I live alone and so I can pretty much do what I want when I want. And even if my peeps are there, they are in my casa and can get over my oddities.
1510. Have you ever had a near death experience? I think in many little ways sure. I like Tyler Durden's idea better. "This is your life, and its ending one minute at a time."
1511. Do you read on the toilet? No I like to drop the deuce and be done with it. I dont want to sit half my life on the pooper. I say do it and be done. Plus my cats usually sit there and stare at me. So reading is hard to focus on...
1512. Are you afraid of a global nuclear war? No more than I am afraid of the global AIDS epidemic, starvation in 3rd world countries, disease and civil war running rampant all over the globe...I mean its like everything has always sucked everywhere...You can live in fear and misery or you can try to help make it better as long as you can....Or you could always duck and cover lol
1513. If there was a global nuclear war would you expect to be a survivor? frankly I dont think anyone would survive that kind of intentional strike.
1514. How often do people try to talk to you while you are in the bathroom? Umm all the time? Especially at school or like in restaurants, or like at home a drunken pee is usually accompanied or at least the talkng through the door "amanda, can you get your pants back on?"...lol
1515. Have you ever swam in the ocean? Grew up 15 mins from the beach, so yeah.
1516. Have you ever built a sandcastle? totally, I am a sandcastle master.
1517. Do you feel comfortable in a bathing suit? I dont exactly look hot, but I'm like ok if you dont like what you see, look at something else
1518. What would be the best season of the year to get married? I'm not really sure, I think spring would be nice. Very symbolic...not all that orginal lol. My favorite season is fall I think though.
What would be the best day? I have no idea.
1519. What are 2 things that the perfect ___ would do?
Boy/girlfriend: Love me through my crazy times, Tell me all the time I mean something to them.
Parents: Accept me a I am, and ACCEPT ME AS I AM.
Friend: Answer at 2am, understand that sometimes I'm busy, doesnt mean I dont love you like crazy
Teacher: Let me turn shit in late, understand how little it actually matters if school shit is perfect.
Doctor: Tell me something about my body that doesnt start with "well your wieght is really the issue here..." and GET OVER the fact that I'm a veghead, and blame my issues on something other than those two things.
1520. If someone you loved was seriously miserable for a long period of time what would you do to help cheer him or her up? I would figure out what would make thier life more complete and fulfilling, and help them get thier shit together. I would tell them I love them and need them, and show them as much attention as I could.
1521. What was the best year of your life so far? I have no idea how to make that qualification. I think when I was younger probably. Though this year is really making me feel better about waking up everyday.
1522. When people are born is it predetermined whether they will be a good or bad person? I think it is a very mixed situation. We all may be genetically predisposed to be one way or another, but social conditoning along with personal decision making and circumstance totally contribute to the shaping of our personality and lifestyle.
1523. What is your least favorite bodily function? Probablu puking. Though thats a dysfunction. So I think maybe probably pooing.
1524. Does the weather affect your mood? Definitely. But I like it
1525. If you were underground for 5 years what would you miss the most? The sun, snow, gentle breezes, the smell of fresh cut grass. Fresh produce, the stink of skunks, the sound of the ocean, the rough feeling of pavement on my tender feet, the feeling of aniticipation when they dim the lights at the movies, the sound of a plane in air, the way thr ground is squishy after it rains, the pushy woman's voice at the self checkout in walmart, the way the sun dips behind the edge of the trees in the skyline after a long long day...everything. I would miss the world.
1526. What do you think of the movie Blast from the Past? I really thought it was cool when I saw it, simply because I would love to dissapear from the world for so long and then start anew. I would love to see everything with fresh eyes, each momemt full of discovery and wonder. The appreciation of trivial things. I would love it.
1527. If you were on death row (if you don't feel evil enough to really ever get there, imagine that you have been wrongly accused and wrongly convicted) what would you want your last meal to be? Thats a very tough one. I would want it to be something really soothing, total comfort food. I think I would like it to be breakfast. I like all kinds of breakfast foods. And coffee and sweet juices.
1528. How would you want to die (electric chair, gas, lethal injection, hanging)? I guess lethal injection. I would have to look into it more.
1529. Who would you want with you when you died? I would want to die alone I think. Or maybe just one person. Amy I think. Nothing against anyone else. She would just know what behavior was appropriate. She wouldnt overdo the sadness for my sake, and she would just be there and let me know i was loved, and ensure me that I was an okay person, and let me feel peace and love and then be dead. My other relationships are too complicated. They would probably all cry to much and just make me sad. Or they wouldnt be comfortable, and I dont want to die socially awkward.
1530. What would your last words be?
"I hope I get in..." or some shit like that. Or maybe just goodbye
1531. What is your favorite summer song? Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
1532. Has anyone ever broken a promise to you? Many times, maby people, par for the course, welcome to existence.
1533. Have you broken a promise to anyone else? same deal
1534. Do you eat red meat? Vegetarian
1535. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I couldnt really say, I dont think anyone has ever really loved me enough
1536. What would you consider a blessed event? New baby, wedding, the good stuff. heck, waking up in the morning
1537. What would you consider a miracle? life
1538. Here's a list of dead rock stars. How big of a loss to the music industry was each one?
Dave Williams: Ehh
Ian Curtis: Ehh
Aaliah: Not a rock star??
Rozz Williams: dunno
Elvis: the king, come on
Tupac: is he even dead, lol
Michael Hutchence: dunno
Sid Vicious: i would make a dirty punk baby with him, but idk
Jimi Hendrix: cool, but wev
1539. What are the most cruel words someone could say to you? I never loved you, I dont care if you live or die. Heres a a bottle of vodka and some pills. Make it happen.
1540. Would you rather catch your parents in bed or have them catch you? Catch me, both would suck but at least I'd be getting laid.
1541. If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it? I'd get her permission and then split the money with her lol.
1542. Would you rather date someone 3 years younger than you, or 15 years older? 15 yrs older, def. 3 yrs younger is like jailbait lol
1543. Would you rather like your guy/girl more than s/he likes you, or have him or her like you more? Hard to say, its easier to get your heart broken if you like someone too much, but I want to be wild about the person I'm with. I want to be totally into them.
1544. Which is better, the rush of kissing a new person for the first time, or the comfort of kissing the same person a hundred times? Kissing someone a hundred times, and feeling the rush everytime. :)
1544. If you could read your boy/girlfriends mind, but only by letting him or her read yours, would you do it? We say everything anyways lol. But prolly no, I need my thoughts
1545. Would you rather lose your bathing suit to a huge wave right in front of a cute lifeguard, or your whole family? Lifegaurd, less lives ruined
1546. Is truth sometimes stranger than fiction? In my life, yeah
1547. Do you look back and laugh at things that hurt or were embarrassing at the time? All the time. My last "relationship" lmfao... good god what a joke...
1548. Would you like to live in the Playboy Mansion? not really. how about just a mansion and i do my own thing.
1549. Have you ever looked in anyone's wallet that wasn't yours? Yeah with permission
1550. What time and date is it? It is March 16th 10:58 am
1551. What song would you (or have you) sung karaoke? Idk, Leanne Ryhmes How Do I live, my heart will go on and some backstreet boys on this thing lol
1552. Do you run through the sprinkler on a hot day? Sure
1553. Could you survive without:
Heat: I do all the time, lol "baby its kinda cold in here..."
Air conditioning: I do a lot
TV: dont have cable
Radio: have an ipod (couldnt live without that)
A car: dont have that either
1554. Would you ever consider shaving your head? I have, not cute
1555. What is one thing that will happen to you less than 24 hours from now? I will smile, and frown and laugh and sleep and work and do all the things I do, and do, and do...
1556. What age would you want to stay forever? 16
1557. What is the softest part of your body? Umm, my tummy?
1558. What would make your day if it happened right now? I could go leave this class and just snuggle.
1559. What are you thinking about? Just got a 56 on this test, my bad.
1560. Are you on:
Drugs: caffiene, nicotene, umm keflex and cough medicine
The road to nowhere: Ive been here so long im directing traffic
The crazy train: Conductor
1561. Do you say everything to people's faces or do you talk behind their backs? honestly both, but it usually comes to an in your face thing at some point. im like that. i bring it fo real.
1562. What is gone that will never come back? My youth. My size 8 jeans.
1563. What's your biggest turn on? I love the small of a womans back...mmm. I like brains!! like mens chests and jeans that fit! I like the back of a man's neck. I like womens wrists and collar bones. Mmmm. I love eveyone's everything lol
1564. Have you ever made love in an elevator? Umm no, aerosmith would be very dissapointed in me.
1565. Are you spiritually dead? Not at all.
1566. What's your favorite care bear? The sleepy one.
1567. Do you like the music of Warren Zevon? Havent heard it I dont think.
1568. Have you ever wanted a picture painted onto your car? I'd like a car lol
1569. Are you an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band?
Not that I know of
1570. If you aren't an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band then who is? I have no idea, I should google but im lazy
1571. How many private entries do you have? none, its all in ze brain or on display. usually both lol
1572. Are you clumsy? haha yuppers
1573. As you get older will you let your looks go or have plastic surgery?
I have already let my looks go.
1574. If you wear contacts or glasses would you ever consider laser eye surgery? I will def get laser eye surgery. Right now glasses, dorky as can be.
1575. What is the most expensive thing you own? My scooter! or my laptop, which is funny, lol.
1576. What do you think of when you hear the word 'cell'? Phone, lifeline, electronic lover, air i breath, connection to the world!!!
1577. Have you ever had goat's milk? In lotion and soap I think, dunno beyond that level of consumption.
1578. Do you care how Jennifer Anniston lives her life? Not so much, should I? Is she going to have me taken out or something?
1579. If there was a 'penny per page' internet tax would you pay it? Probably, lol.
1580. Do you treat your pets like family members? haha they ARE family members. They let me live in thier family.
1581. Have you ever eaten tofu? All the time
1582. Do you believe that the 'war on drugs' is effective?
In some ways, but truthfully I'm sure we could do a lot better. People will always do drugs and all kinds of things society frowns upon. A Utopia cannot exist. Just ask Jonas.
1583. What would you like to have 435 of (anything but money)? Umm, kisses? Drinks? Cars to sell for money? lol
1584. How many people know the password to your diary besides you? Umm to this and everything I think only Rhianna knows my pws.
1585. Do you like Calvin and Hobbes? Omg YEAH I bought like a million books when I was at AHS, bought them from the library and I totally love them
1586. Have you ever thought of deleting your diary? I dont have a diary, just this blog deal, and I constantly think Im a waste of cyberspace lol
1587. Have you ever thought of moving to OD+? had to google just now lol, so thats a no
1588. Do 48 hours need 48 thrills? Yeah, why not
1589. Who do you know that acts phony? God, EVERYONE
1590. Do you like American Pie? yeah, fun stuff
1591. What is the last law you broke? No seatbelt I think
1592. Have you ever run away from home?
haha, sort of. And ive been thrown out before. Always came back.
1593. Have you had a good feeling today? Yeah just now I really have.
1594. What was it? That this really good thing I have going might actually last. baby :-)
1595. Did your parents pretend their was a tooth fairy and slip money under your pillow? All I got was a buck per tooth, and let me tell you I wrote some pretty clever letters, which I found very convincing, telling the tooth fairy that my tooth was really much more valuable than that, and that the value of the dollar was declining, and that with inflation, I should be getting more compenastion, and she was taking advantage of a child, etc. She never did give me anything beyond that lousy buck, cheap bitch.
1596. If yes, how much per tooth? a dolla holla. Oh and btw I also once invited her for tea and told her I completely understood if she couldnt make it, but I would honestly love to meet her. I was a very special child...
1597. Is there a difference between art and crafts? Sure, you can craft something without being artsy. And you can be artistic and not be crafty.
1598. Have you ever tried out for something? Sure I think softball or something of the sort?
1599. Did you make it? Umm, yeah I played?
1600. What's your favorite lullaby?I dont know.