♥IAN VUITTON♥
Rest In Peace, my sweetheart.
Losing you; I lost a huge piece of my heart.
Though- I no longer fear death, because now
I know that your there waiting for me.
I love you baby. With all of my heart.
Amor Hilton™ maaaannnn i miss all my friends sooo much. @dereklivez @dannyworsnop @kellyannechaos @mattproof @breeannarose @gagearthur Posted at 12:37 AM Nov 9 view more
Outside of this Myspace and Industry chaoes, there is a real person, yup.
I'm Amor Nicholai (Uh-More, Nick-ole).
I'm an aspiring rock producer, I'm determained not to spend my whole life being a model.
Beauty fades but brains are forever. I'm super spunky, my energy will zoom across
the room and hit you in the face a few times before you realize, "this bitch is weird."
Theres a time and place for everything.
Music is my passion- and I usually get along with anyone who can love Guns'n'Roses
The Devil's Rejects, Leopard and Fast Cars. ;)
Check out my videos & pics!
(rolls his chocolate brown eyes) Wow, well damn him & that whole situation; b/c if I remember correctly, ..he didn't like you talking to me, & that was truly annoying as all fuck. Reminded me of all that petty bullshit & drama from high school. AND truthfully, I could care less if Mr. Christopher hears me himself OR it pisses the little shit out of him! LOL :) He would send me a few Add Requests just to see who I was, & sort of pry; revealing a ton of insecurity, (frowns). Then.. b/c he saw you & I had commented one another, I suppose he put on his very best performance of throwing a tantrum, that he actually got you to STOP talking to me all together. In addition to this, I couldn't ignore the fact that I SAW YOU continuously lend HIM the respect you felt HE deserved, (showering him with a ton of affection; showing him he was on your mind 24/7 in cutesy little comments & tweets & whatnot), and YET he wasn't reciprocating the same amount of effort. I've been down that very same road before with women, except roles reversed; & let me tell you.. you deserve better for that kind heart you carry.
(continued) ..I've learned over time there will be plenty of people who truly wish to USE me and you as a form of "Arm Candy", & display us around to get their crazy high amongst their friends & the media. Yet these are the very same people who lack heart & personality to trust, that end up treating us like shit. It's a shame really, b/c in my very best opinion, it's going to be HIS Fucking Loss in the end! He dampered the situation with his behavior & the jealousy played a huge part in erecting that wall of hindrance on your communication. A wannabe rocker may not be what you need, but more so.. possibly a soulful artistic personality who is grounded, humble, wiser/older, & been through plenty of heartache of his very own. I think this is why of all celeb relationships, one of those which I admire most is Christina Aguilera's with HER husband. Genuine rooted Love & Appreciation, & that Respect! Classic example & hopefully one that lasts. Much love Amor (hug). If anything, maybe this experience will allow us to remain friends & keep talking. Head up & Chin High pumpkin. YOU got my BACK! :) xo -BB