Becoming whole, Reading, writing, traveling, crochet, playing with Bella
Музыка
Sade, Coldplay, Metallica, Prince (old stuff), Enya, Beverly Klass
Фильмы
Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Fight Club, Ever After,
ТВ
Lost, La Femme Nikita, Good Eats, Gene Simmons Family Jewels
Книги
I love books! It is one of my weaknesses! Whether fiction, self-help, massage books or parenting, I love them all. Favorites are: Lord of the Rings series, Harry Potter series, Sleeping Beauty series etc...
Кумиры
My grandma Dyna. I read the lyrics to Temple, the song playing here, at my Grandma's funeral, you can read them in my blog. I imagine that she is waiting for me to do what I need to do here. I believe she found her peace and eternity. Her love for me lives in the sun. I try to use her life as a map of what NOT to do. She was generous to a fault, so humble that she NEVER put herself first, so hurt by others that she felt that she deserved it. Abandoned by her father at 5, she was never told the truth about him until she and I discovered what really happened.
After that her health went downhill, but she always stayed true to God. I no longer share her belief system, but I hope she found what she was looking for in her Heavenly Father since she was robbed of her earthly one. She faced death with anticipation of no more pain and that her next memory would be waking up in Paradise to a pain-free body and her loved ones there to welcome her. I love you Grandma, until we meet again, please watch over me and Bella.
Arroyo High
El Monte, CA
Закончил: 1988
Статус студента: Выпускник
Ученая степень: High School Diploma
Специальность: Dating
Второе образование: Cheerleading
Клубы: Key Club, Student Government, Cheerleading
О себе: On August 9, 2007 Bella came into our lives and made us complete. She is the absolute joy of my life and can't imagine life before her.
I am learning to become present in the moment. I have a big ego and I need to realize it. So much has happened to my family in the last year. It's sometimes hard for me to realize that what we perceive as "bad" or "good" is neither, it just is. Life is in a constant state of flux, what is good for one person, is bad for another, or possibly some "bad luck", saves you from a worse fate down the road.
Losing loved ones is something that really brings out the ego. Attachment leads to suffering, as Yoda would say, but we are not Jedi, we're human beings and need to give and receive love. It is very hard for me to say, "I don't care what happens", although I know that none of us really have any control over the big picture.
My tattoo on my back reads: "let go, go on". If I could only do that. How do you really let go? Being a mom really makes me realize how precious everyday is and that I would hate miss anything. I fear my own death because I won't be able to watch her grow up and to teach her things that I dream about. Again, that would be my ego talking, everything I want, not what is to be.
Я хочу найти: I want to get closer to my family and experience their stories of everyday life.
And I just want a space to put all my pictures and videos of Bella for the family to see.
hey dawndee!!!!!! do you know if danelle has a myspace?? err a faceboook i wanttt too add her! if u could give me her url ,, it wud be bomb lol :p by the way your baby bella is soooo pretty
Hi :) I know it's been a long time, but i started school a few weeks ago and we just moved into our new apartment last weekend, so i have been exhausted! (which probably explains why i have a cold =P)
but our new address is: 11660 Church St. #17 Rancho Cucamonga,CA 91730
haha, oh man i loved your picture of me upset :) i wasnt mad about the earthquake, i think i was a little more scared being so out of it waking up to it; i wasn't sure if it was like, someone breaking in. and then once i realized it was an earthquake i was just like, oh, ok. haha :) i think the only stuff that ever really makes me upset is all the middle-aged women at my work that create all the stupid drama. but, i think that's anywhere you work unfortunately. i'm excited for bella's birthday party :) i think that bella will really like her present (and hopefully i will finish it in time :) hope you have a wonderful night, and can't wait to see you guys!!!
so you haven't been bashing me in a while! further more i still haven't seen those pictures of me and my little cousin. so one shoot me a line, and two pass those pictures on!
I like the Geni family tree. I just haven't had a chance to sit and add all the info yet. I have my last test Wednesday, then I will have a little more free time.
