How am I supposed to breathe?
I try to relax, I touch your still frame
So I can watch you closer
And study the ways I believe I belong to you, to you
So I, I scratch at your waist line, your doll hair
I dig up the thought of how your eyes glow
So I make you my religion, my collision, my scapegoat
So have I found your secret weak spot, baby?
Can you pretend I'm amazing?
I can pretend I'm amazing...
Instead of what we both know
Instead of what we both know
I cut to the punch line baby
Can we pretend I'm amazing
Instead of what we both know
And now our history is for sale
And for that, I apologize
You see, you're my only know-how
The study of when I believed I belonged to you, to you
You see I've made you into something more delicious
My sweet ghost
So have I found your secret weak spot, baby?
Can you pretend I'm amazing?
I can pretend I'm amazing...
Instead of what we both know
Instead of what we both know
I cut to the punch line baby
Can we pretend I'm amazing
Instead of what we both know
(I’m so)
(Sorry)
(There it goes)
(Back over there)
My interests are an enigma
Simple and complicated at the same time.
Living, Breathing.
Changes, centering, grounding
FORGIVENESS, in the quantum sense!
Gnomes are cool, the internet is my lifeline
studying A Course In Miracles and undoing my ego
Concerts,Learning everything I can about everything
photography in a purely amateur fashion
I take pics of everything and everywhere.
My Aries nature makes me like pics of myself
Not out of vanity but to have my personality reflected back at me
So I can know more about it
Reading Writing Blogging Journaling
Good Causes!
Music
Justin brings his Mom onstage!
My Chemical Romance,Amy Winehouse, Blue October, Sick Puppies, Brand New, Senses Fail, Three Days Grace, Disturbed, The Used, Bloodsimple, Just Cause, Avenged Sevenfold, Plain White T's, Hawthorne Heights, 30 Seconds to Mars, the late Luthor Vandross (RIP), Jaheim, Kanye West, Alanis Morrisette, Jewel, Frank Sinatra, Gregorian chants, Goddess music, Celtic, a lot more. But sorry, very little country. Any country song I like is an anomaly. I have let go of my love of the newer rap, I just don't like the new sounds. But late 90's early 00's rap still gets me bouncin! Also I am pretty much into any up and coming emo/screamo.
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
Movies
The Color Purple, American Beauty, Rocky Horror, Shawshank Redemption, Magnolia, Crash, Fight Club, The Island, Across The Universe. Basically movies that make you think and feel. For fun I like some horror stuff here and there. I have an acquired dislike for action flicks, car movies, or anything with Vin Deisel or a wrestler in it. I just cannot do it! And the two worst films in my lifetime have been "The Hulk" and "The Cat in The Hat" (live action). I still mourn the 4 someodd hours of my life I lost watching those.
Television
I kind of hate TV. I mean granted, every once in awhile it's Ok if it's something good. But for the most part, it is really a waste of time for me of which I don't have too much left as short as this life is.
Books
When I get time to read a book
I'll read pretty much anything and everything,
from a horror novel to a how to book.
I do a lot of my reading on the 'net,
And we all know they have nothing but the truth on the internet.:-P
I LOVE Spin magazine. I will read it from front to back
like a horny kid reads Penthouse.
I adore A.M. Homes. Once you "get it", your mind is never the same. Speaking of "getting something" and not being the same
Really into Jeff Lindsay and the whole "Dexter" phenomena
Oh and lest we forget,
Douglas Adams (RIP) wrote some unforgettable shit.
Heroes
If you breathe and don't commit any atrocious crimes, or are a total non caring entity you are my hero for being able to make it for a minute in this cruel world.
Andrea 's Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Here for:
Friends
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
Mineral Wells, TX
Body type:
5' 8" / Some extra baggage
Ethnicity:
Other
Religion:
Other
Zodiac Sign:
Aries
Smoke / Drink:
Yes / Yes
Children:
Proud parent
Education:
Some college
Occupation:
LVN
Andrea 's Schools
Weatherford College
Weatherford,Texas
Graduated: 2003
Degree: Other
Major: Vocational Nursing
Clubs:
2002 to 2003
Andrea Boring my way through lunchtime. Wanna go home now. Posted at 7:42 PM Feb 19 view more
Ah, the about me section
Well the basics
Mom to 2 teens and a young adult man that drive me crazy and keep me young,
I happen to have a personality that is not usual or "normal,
If there is any such thing anymore.
I am a nurse with a specialty in Dementia patients which I love But due to life changes I am working skilled Long Term Care and I am all about the care as hard as it is to take some of the abuse.
Think about it before you scream at "Grandma's" nurse, odds are she cares and is doing the best she can, with what is given her to work with.
I am a recovering self Injurer and urge you to check out some of the groups on MySpace. There are some awesome people. And I have the suicide hotline right at the begining of this profile. Call it if you need someone.
I am adament about the fact that age is a number. It does not make me strange that I like new music, or shop at Hot Topic from time to time. So don't feel strange if you don't either. And above all remember, "It is what is is." Some things you can't change and some you don't care to. Peace <3 A
Well, here is my wishlist of people (dead or alive) I'd like to meet and greet.
Michael Moore, I think we could talk all day and night.
TheAmazingAtheist, though I am neither amazing nor an atheist, he is brilliant and could just listen to him. Also he is rather cute in my humble opinion.
Amy Winehouse, for shits and giggles, cuz she rocks.
The Dalai Lama, just to bask in his presence.
Jesus, so I could ask him what he thought of the shit people were doing in his name.
I don't think he would like it much.
Pat Robertson and Ann Coulter so I could let them know what Jesus thought of their stupid shit.
Scott Cunningham so I could tell him what his books did for me. And talk herbs and stones.
Sylvia Browne, my dream is to get a reading from her.
And as old as I am, I would like meet Gerard Way, just to shake his hand and tell him
his lyrics have saved my life a few times. Ditto for Justin Furstenfeld.
I don't have a list for you'z guys. I love making new friends and my old ones. But I am not the best at keeping contact, not because I don't care though.
"There is in every heart a spark of heavenly fire which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity, but which kindles up and blazes in the dark hour of adversity. "
"Your soul is who you are. Your spirit is what you make of it. "
MyHotCommentsHere's wishing you a Happy Valentine's Day! I love you all and hope the cupid brings you what you have been waiting for!! Double Kisses! -Asia Hahn Rabe
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