Andrew Hart

this is fritz.

fritz just scratched my boob.

and i will send you something in the mail someday. that textbook, probably. and a letter or something. severed body parts. whatever it takes to get the makeup.

no lie. our lives are creepy similar. i've been saying it for ages.

we played with the tarot cards last night. we got stoned. and did a bunch of speed. and sat in my room with the tarot cards. and then jason was all like "wow. all the people in the pictures on that wall are posing the same way!" and i was like "....they're all sleeping..." and it was really very awkward. i felt impressively scary.

i'm just going to do the three card thing for you now. cause i'm watching the girls at the same time. and they keep stealing lotion. and putting it everywhere. jerks.

past:
"Fear of failure holds you back. You are dwelling on problems. A minor run of bad luck. Lost hope and pessimistic thoughts. Lack of motivation. Insecurity and self-doubt. Give away some of your money to keep money flowing into your life. Chance of mental illness in yourself or someone close to you."

present:
"Frustration. Complacency. You have been doing the same thing for too long. If a lawsuit or court case is pending, you will lose. Lies and intrigue. Someone makes trouble for you. Bad luck plagues you for several months. A major change in your life will improve your outlook."

future:
"An emotionally balanced woman. She is wise from life's experiences. Can find humor in most situations, no matter how bad. There has beena lot of conflict and sorrow in her life. Extremely intelligent. Analytical mind, logical with a great deal of common sense. Natural leadership abilities. Will be honest and direct with you."

.....not that bad. i mean. bad luck. that's bad. but you are either going to meet or turn into a chick. a WISE one. i dunno. i have been getting shitty stuff lately so i do not feel bad for you. i have gotten the one that says to create or update my will like, 3 times. i'm thinking of burning it.

yeah. i know. i could always just delete it and redo it. but...really?

i'm so over it.

i love when you leave me comments.
i also love inhalers. like i said earlier. and look! proof! because i'm like a sick kid staying home from school! bored and...narcissistic? always.

yeah. hats appear out of nowhere. on my head. they come from an old lady, usually. well, first the old lady finds them, then she gives them to koren. koren gets happy to have an old lady hat for a bit. then i steal them. and wear them. while i abuse inhalers. it all makes sense. but...that one is not so much an old lady hat as it is a completely badass hat.

it makes me feel cool. where are you?! no one is talking to me. probably because i ignore them until i get bored and need them to amuse me. but...whatever. everyone needs to get over that.

it's glenn. two n's. god...

man. i feel like a bitch.

i'm sorry i never IMed you back. it wasn't me being mad or anything. i don't know what's been up with me. i keep getting caught up in shit. and when i get caught up in certain shit, i don't bother with anyone. it's really bad. i completely ignore everyone. and it's so not worth it. not even close.

i may...but probably won't...be going back to koren's for a bit. jason started fucking up again and claims to be going back to rehab. but. he said it yesterday, and he didn't. so i have no idea. but if he does, koren wants me to stay with her and the girls. i don't know if i'll be able to handle it...my new class is pretty fucking...i don't even know. 3 chapters (about 100 pages) were assigned for today. and it's not light reading. it's all kindsa psychology crap that...ugh. it's just a lot of pointless fucking words to say "we have no definite idea about anything humans do or why! but here's what a dozen different people THINK!"...i hate it. i fell asleep last night with my face right on the freud page. i really fucking hate freud. makes me all sorts of uncomfortable. so i'll be avoiding him in my papers. mhm. boycott freud!

but i'm pretty sure i got 99.25 in my last class! yes. i lost 3/4 a point because i gave up on a paper and the second paragraph ended up 2 pages long.....but the writing assistant said i'm a FANTASTIC! writer! ....then she docked me for my disturbing paragraph construction.

and i think i finally got through to the financial aid people but. i
don't know. i'm supposed to call them but i really don't want to. and i
have no idea when, if they did finally find everything i sent to them,
i'll be getting my award letter...but it better be rushed because i
have a feeling they don't like having someone not pay a penny for 2
classes. i owe like, $3000 now. really sucks.



i haven't been sleeping much lately. because i'm an idiot. i stay up
all night doing school work and other stu

What u mean there blank lmao! ):

oh. my. god.

i just... my god. my parents are lunatics. and i feel like offing myself.

wish you were here.
('cept not really because then you would be miserable and i would definitely do myself in for making you miserable. we need a new plan. we'd both end up dead if you came here. let's meet somewhere in the middle. we can make up new identities and start over. it would be magical.)

i love castle. and ramsay. and youuuuuuuuuuuu.. uh. i couldn't disrupt the flow.

Heyy! :)
Thanks for the pic comment haha.
Yeah it's been awhile since we've spoken ;o I havent been on msp or other forums in agesssss, been so busy with uni and work.
how have u been?
xox

wedding's off.