I guess it would be nice
to give my heart to a god...
But which one? Which one should I
CH O O O O O O O SE?
MUSIC.
Reading.
Writing.
Lovin'.
Rubber Duckies.
Dancing.
Parties.
Friends.
Fun.
Politics.
Psychology.
Psychedelia.
Shoes.
Originality.
Caffeine.
Plaid.
Kink.
Jones Soda.
Tyler Durden.
Animals.
Art.
Colors.
The INTERWEBZ.
And lots more.
Music
This is a call to arms!
TO LIVE, AND LOVE AND SLEEP
TOGETHER!
+++
Metal, Industrial, Punk, Techno, Trance, Ska, Reggae, Rock, Classic Rock, Classical, Grunge, Trip-Hop, Alternative, Classical, Rap {mostly Old-School}, Hardcore, anything that moves me.
[+] = bands I've seen;;
The Distillers
Of Montreal [+]
MGMT
Otep [+]
KMFDM
Crystal Castles
Damian Marley
Regina Spektor
Bright Eyes
Wumpscut
The Dandy Warhols
Ladytron
Machine Head [+]
The Black Ghosts
Skinny Puppy
Silversun Pickups
Peaches
Santogold
Flobots
My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult
Chemical Brothers
NWA
The Residents
Tricky
Jack Off Jill
Billy Idol
Jimi Hendrix
Misfits
Santogold
Architecture in Helsinki
Velvet Underground
B-52s
Family Force 5
Radiohead
Bright Eyes
Anal Blast [+]
Anal Cunt
Method Man
Social Distortion
InnerPartySystem
Ministry
The Dresden Dolls
Grendel
VNV Nation
The Raveonettes
The Birthday Massacre
Leftover Crack
Prodigy
Funker Vogt
Any Day [+etc.; local]
System of a Down [+]
Dope
Kamelot
Immortal Technique
Janis Joplin
The Exploited
Murderdolls
Streetlight Manifesto
Nirvana
Public Enemy
Dimmu Borgir
Rob Zombie [+]
Necromantix
Nine Inch Nails
Green Day
Stone Sour [+]
Pantera
Modern Life Is War [++]
Down We Go [++]
Frou Frou
MC Chris
The Shins
Dirty Little Rabbits [+]
AFI
Deftones
Hanzel und Gretyl
Disturbed
Static-X [++]
Evanescence
Lacuna Coil
MIA
Structural Interference
Depeche Mode
Deadstar Assembly
Institute
Aphex Twin
Stabbing Westward
Mindless Self Indulgence
Neuroticfish
Android Lust
GWAR
Spoon
Kittie
Infected Mushroom
Offspring
The Buzzcocks
30 Seconds to Mars
No Doubt
Motley Crue
Gravity Kills
Venus in Furs [++; local]
Placebo
The Casualties [+]
Earshot
Angelspit
Kidneythieves
Dry Cell
Mudvayne
Element A440
Das Ich
Vandal
Emilie Autumn
Crossbreed
The Adicts
Mortiis
Drowning Pool
Rage Against The Machine
Lamb Of God [+]
Killswitch Engage [+]
The Beatles
Gary Numan
Black Sabbath
Led Zeppelin
System Syn
Aural Vampire
Dead Kennedys
Combichrist
Zombie Girl
Butthole Surfers
Mankind Is Obsolete [+]
Green Fog Vigilante [+; local]
Anti-Flag
God Module
Suicide Commando
Stone Temple Pilots
Covenant
Crisis
Ozzy[+]
Celldweller
Sublime
Descry [+; local]
Final Summation [++]
Final Fight
and more.
Movies
Holy eyes, I never knew I'd beg down at your feet.
Favorite Actors/Actresses: Johnny Depp
Gerard Butler
Edward Norton Helena Bonham-Carter Brad Pitt
Viggo Mortensen
Rutger Hauer
Ben Foster
Kate Beckinsale
Jared Leto
Antonio Banderas
Salma Hayek
Kevin Smith
Jack Black
Heath Ledger
Keira Knightley
Angelina Jolie
Natalie Portman
Seth Green
Mia Kirshner
and such.
Favorite Movies:
The Boondock Saints Party Monster Fight Club Donnie Darko Full Metal Jacket Pineapple Express Dogma Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas American History X Trainspotting Lord of War Smokin' Aces Hard Candy Pulp Fiction Garden State Pi Juno Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The Lost Boys Constantine Office Space The Nightmare Before Christmas Friday the 13th series Nightmare on Elm Street series Hellraiser series Underworld Underworld Evolution Requiem For A Dream V For Vendetta Thirteen Empire Records Rock Star Enemy At The Gates Rat Race Rent Chicago A Clockwork Orange Mystery Men Blow Hostel Shooter The Outsiders Deuces Wild Ghost Ship Don't Say A Word Eddie Izzard: Dressed To Kill Once Bitten 8 Below K2 Fun With Dick and Jane Fifth Element The Last Boyscout Rush Hour 1 and 2 Touching the Void The Good Shepard Ghostbusters Cowboy Bebop: The Movie Drop Dead Fred Evolution The Drunken Master XXX Knockaround Guys Lady Hawke Pirates of the Caribbean Die Hard movies X-Men Trilogy The Ghost and the Darkness Desperado Once Upon A Time In Mexico Black Scorpion Hackers Mortal Kombat and Mortal Kombat: Annihilation Edward Scissorhands S.W.A.T. The Bourne Identity and The Bourne Supremacy The Scorpion King The Italian Job Austin Powers movies The Last Samurai The Prophecy Silence of the Lambs Phantom of the Opera ^_^ Con Air The Patriot Gladiator Fox and the Hound =) War of the Worlds The Pest Super Troopers The Money Pit Chicken Run From Hell Little Nicky Not Another Teen Movie Scary Movie 1, 2&3 Freddy vs. Jason Backdoor Sluts 9 (hahaha, joking ^_^) Beavis and Butthead Dude, Where's My Car? Jay and Silent Bob movies The Sweetest Thing 40 Days and 40 Nights House of 1,000 Corpses The Devil's Rejects Interview With The Vampire The Queen of the Damned Bedazzled Monkeybone The Naked Gun 1/2 Who Is Harry Crumb? Wayne's World and Wayne's World 2 Malibu's Most Wanted Ace Ventura, Pet Detective Alien Tank Girl 12 Monkeys Pitch Black Chronicles of Riddick Rocky Horror Picture Show
Sin City
The Labyrinth
The Craft
Cursed
Bless the Child
Television
Scream it with me;; Pro-pa-gan-da?
Scrubs [!!!]
The Daily Show with Jon Stewart
The Colbert Report The Whitest Kids U'Know
Family Guy
South Park That '70's Show
Fuse, Animal Planet, Discovery Channel, IFC, History Channels.
Books
This is the place where all the junkies go;;
Where time goes fast But everything gets slow...
Favorite Authors:
Anne Rice
Laurell K. Hamilton
Jack Kerouac
Chuck Palahniuk
William S. Burroughs
Henry David Thoreau
Aldous Huxley
Edgar Allan Poe
Vince Flynn
Antonin Artaud
George Orwell
The Marquis de Sade
Anton LaVey
Janet Evanovich
Brave New WorldFight Club Choke Lullaby Rant Invisible Monsters On The Road Anita Blake - Vampire Hunter series:
[Guilty Pleasures - The Laughing Corpse - The Circus of the Damned - The Lunatic Cafe - Bloody Bones - The Killing Dance - Burnt Offerings - Blue Moon - Obsidian Butterfly - Narcissus in Chains - Cerulean Sins - Incubus Dreams -Micah - Danse Macabre - The Harlequin - Blood Noir] Long Hard Road Out Of Hell The Mists Of Avalon Memnoch the Devil Blood and Gold Interview with the Vampire The Vampire Lestat Queen of the Damned Tale of the Body Thief The Witching Hour Lasher Taltos Pandora The Vampire Armand Blackwood Farm Blood Canticle The Oracle Betrayed Go Ask Alice Odd Thomas Brother Odd Junk(y) The Great Gatsby Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas The Realm of Possibility Belinda Drugstore Cowboy 1984 A Clockwork Orange Party Monster [Disco Bloodbath] No One Here Gets Out Alive The Eye Of Horus Kleopatra Snow IMPULSE Black Thorn, White Rose A Touch Of Shadows A Caress Of Twilight Seduced By Moonlight A Stroke Of Midnight Mistral's Kiss The Time of Feasting Metro Girl Twilight The Moorchild I Am Morgan Le Faye Scar TissuePillars of the EarthA Million Little Pieces Never-Never Elsewhere Blood and Chocolate Romeo and Juliet Candy The Faerie Wars Dangerous Angels[The Weetzie Bat books] The Da Vinci Code Witch Child David Copperfield The Magicians' Guild The Firebrand Neverwhere The Novice Empress of the World Transfer of Power Consent To Kill Protect and Defend Miracle in the Andes I Can't Tell You Please Stop Laughing At Me... Can't Get There From Here Tithe Valiant Black Swan, White Raven Justine Sextrology Stephanie Plum series Rx Lucas
...and so many more
Heroes
You eye each other as you pass;; She looks back - you look back
[Not just once...not just twice]
IMMORTAL:
Anita Blake.
Mitch Rapp.
Tyler Durden.
Mr. Tandburg Jack Kerouac Eddie Izzard Edgar Allan Poe John Lennon Aung San Suu Kyi Otep Shamaya ! Jeff [S.B.M.] Anna Felix Kessey Willy Wonka Jon Stewart Trent Reznor Johnny Cash Lance Armstrong Alexander the Great The Marquis de Lafayette The Marquis de Sade Jimmy Urine Johnny Depp Dro [RIP my lovely fairy droog, you are my angel] Kurt Cobain Jim Morrison Marilyn Monroe Ellen DeGeneres Bettie Page whoever invented rootbeer and Dr. Pepper (seriously) Stewie Griffin Anne Rice Laurell K. Hamilton Chuck Palahniuk Anyone who is true and honest to themselves and follows their own beliefs and opinions, anyone who has made a difference following their beliefs, anyone who refuses to back down and continues to fight and defy for what they believe in.
My friends. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I would glady die for each and every one of you. I love all of you.
This is also on my about me, but it means a lot to me. This woman means so very much to me. Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: and you're coming to Mobile or I'm coming there and giving you a hug just for being here for me through so much of it all. Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: without you, i'd still be the devil.
RIP DRO I will always love you, angel.
You guided me and held my hand in a dream.
You told me that nothing is as it seems.
And you said, "Even if tomorrow turns grey,
In the end everything will be okay."
Diggity. I'm Dakota.
Otherwise known as Koters, Midget, and Sketchy D.
My life = clothing optional.
I'm primarily scared of alligators, spiders, and zombies.
In no particular order. Moshing. It's what I do.
I don't wanna die without a few scars.
I go to shows. Yep. It's pretty much awesome. Mood swings = every couple of minutes.
I'll probably like you. I'm really friendly like that.
I like to meet people and make new friends.
I am perverted - get used to it. I'm pretty much a freak.
I'm anxious and hypomanic and insecure, and I'm pretty sure there's two people in my one mind and body.
Whatever the case may be, I tend to talk in a dramatic fashion.
Nice to meet you.
Hit me up sometime:
MSN: versesandcurses@hotmail.com
"Recyling and speed limits are bullshit," Tyler said.
"They're like someone who quits smoking on his deathbed."
{Condescend Elsewhere.} +++
Revolutionary. +Survive! - Fight! - Liberate!+
[If not us, who? If not now, when?]
- From each, according to his ability; to each, according to his need.
- Be careful when you fight the monsters, lest you become one.
- Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.
- The only solution for this pollution is revolution.
- Freedom is being able to say that two plus two makes four. If that is granted, all else follows.
- You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
- A poor fool indeed is he who adopts a manner of thinking for others.
- With society and its public, there is no longer any other language than that of bombs, barricades, and all that follows.
- Democracy is the road to socialism.
- If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever.
- In times of universal deceit, telling the truth will be a revolutionary act.
+++
Tyler says I'm nowhere near hitting bottom, yet.
And if I don't fall all the way, I can't be saved.
I love my friends:
Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
so when I get a job at TBell livi/libi/olive oyl says:
i'm gonna do you with my strap on Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
you can munch my tacoes any day, for free livi/libi/olive oyl says:
hahaha ha ha Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
lolololol Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
=D Stick Me, Bleed Me, Don't Say You Need Me says:
radd! livi/libi/olive oyl says:
OH YEEAAAAAAH
xstrike a posex3 [1:14 AM]: you'd die xstrike a posex3[1:14 AM]: because if his giant cock in your ass didn't kill you i would have to murder you
Sketchy D. says:
how can women like anal? Sketchy D. says:
really Pookin says:
rofl Pookin says:
because their assholes are so loose they dont give a shit anymore. Pookin says:
...haha....ahahahaha Sketchy D. says:
LMFAOLMFAOLMFAOLMFAO Sketchy D. says:
omg
Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: and you're coming to Mobile or I'm coming there and giving you a hug just for being here for me through so much of it all. Kessey Bat [8:09 PM]: without you, i'd still be the devil.
<3
"Go ahead, you can't kill me," Tyler was laughing.
"You stupid fuck. Beat the crap out of me, but you can't kill me."
You have too much to lose.
I have nothing.
You have everything.
REST IN PEACE - DRO
I was just told a while ago by Kessey that Dro died in his sleep. He didn't wake up Sunday morning.
If you didn't know him, Dro had gastro-intestinal cancer, and the last time I talked to him, about a month ago, he was down to 86 pounds. He just turned seventeen in February.
I heard this, and I was utterly in shock...I went from being happy and hyper, to this unbelievably low sinking feeling in my gut. I know I didn't know Dro as much as Kessey (nobody knew Dro as much as that girl), but I still loved him, so fucking much. I am in the deepest regret right now that I never got to meet him, and hug him. I'm only happy that we finally patched up our brief enmity the last time we talked.
Dro. No matter what you said, you were always so beautiful. You were a lovely, wonderful boy. I loved talking to you, so much. You were also the first boy who told me he loved me, surprise surprise. I would've given the world for you, just so that you and Kessey could have at least a few more years together.
I can't believe you're gone. You're really gone. It hasn't truly hit me yet. But. I'm reeling in utter shock. I feel so sick right now.
I can't believe it. I loved you, Dro la la. I will miss you with every ounce of my being; I still love you so much. You will always be beautiful. You are my loveliest of lovelies. And I am fighting not to cry right now; I am fighting the tears so hard. I can't believe that the gods would take someone so beautiful and so young.
Rest In Peace, Dro-Lovely. I Will Miss You Forever.
I Love You So Much.
[August 21st, 2006]
~+~
Kessey's Message
Diamarosso Riata Orusta - Dro.
I love you, Angel. Maybe you'll be able to see this in the afterlife, who knows. But, I want everyone to know that you were the most amazing and wonderful being that I ever was able to share my life with. Yes, we fought, dear. But, Some of my best memories have been spent with you.. I love you so much. You were the brother I never had around. You were and will always be the most memorable friend, Dro. I didn't expect you to last as long as you did, dear. But you fought so hard and we were so proud of you for holding on as long as you could. We miss you so much. Alabama and Florida will always have a piece missing out of them without you here with us.
I can keep telling myself that this isn't real, it isn't happening, it didn't happen. I can numb myself with the drugs, but only for so long. Because, reality will hit me the moment i wake up, sober up, come to a realization that you are really gone.
"I Beg For Just One More Tomorrow. Where You Hold Me Down, Fold Me In, Deep In The Heart Of Your Sins. I Break In Two Over You, I Break In Two, And Each Piece Of Me Dies, And Only You Can Give The Breathe Of Life, But, You Don't See Me, You Don't."
I love you. I can't stop saying it. You were so wonderful. At least you went in peaceful surrender. I wish it had of been me... I really do. I love you, Dro. I love you so much, Angel.
You were and always be my dearest fairy boy.
Love You, Always.
Kessey Death.
--August 21, 2006--
Who I'd like to meet:
Important Types I'd Like To Meet:
Eddie Izzard.
World-wide revolutionaries and politicians from around the world.
Otep Shamaya [goes above].
The ghost of corporate future.
You.
Any interesting people with interesting stories to tell.
Kessey
Miss Special K.
I love you, my impure saint.
The Dead [R.I.P.]:
Edgar Allen Poe Che Guevara
Kurt Cobain
Randy Rhoads
Dimebag Darrell
Alexander the Great
The Marquis de Lafayette
Doc Holliday
Anton LaVey
John Lennon
Jim Morrison
Anyone who is true to themselves, isn't afraid to stand up for what they believe in, and who isn't afraid to be their own person, acknowledge every bit of their self [the bad as much as the good], and take their weaknesses along with their strengths.
A young man or woman who is willing to stand beside me and defy the universe, and fight with me against all odds and in the face of death.
"If you lose your nerve before you hit the bottom," Tyler says,
"you'll never really succeed."
Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
"It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says,
"that you're free to do anything."
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