Angel Baby

About me:

I love and sometimes foolishly but it defines a part of me, something so deep its hard to recognize... it is harder for me to dislike and hate than it is to love. to believe that my soul connects for a reason, there is something spiritual in the surreal reality of it...something at a level of basic instinct. Don't get me wrong i don't go around just being in love with everyone there are different degrees of it... with time and experience your soul remembers...smile at it, believe in it, remember it...but most of all learn from it. I give with all my heart and love with eternal devotion, because my very being, my soul reaches out, sometimes connecting for a moment sometimes for a lifetime...will you remember me? Love and light always, Angel I don't like mean people, I don't like people who lie... there is only one rule to life and that is the golden rule... Treat others as you would have them treat you... It is a difficult path live on and so hard to believe in, but if we could remember we are all just another entity on the place of existance... it would seem we would be more compassionate in our lifetime.... There are things people think they know, then there are things I let people know... I have struggled more than people understand and for those who catch a glimpse of my path have a hard time comprehending my compassion upon it. I find myself questioning at times the things I cannot change and have the right to ask why... I have been made to understand I will not always get the answer from where I ask for it... and not all questions get answers. I believe in love, the determination of my heart, and the spirituality in my souls' connections. I may forgive but I will not forget... I believe that monsters are real, they prey upon the weakened. They walk among us everyday, they hurt for their own pleasure...they watch while others get hurt, or they turn a blind eye to the hurt they are a bystander of. thank you my... Isn't it strange, how life can take us to places we never thought we'd go. There was always this plan, this safe thing i would run to. When I got there t didn't seem so safe anymore. No one really knows what would happen to you if you opened the door to what if's. And planning is really just a guidline governed by selfish needs and desires. Sometimes I wonder about the things I do... the people I think of, and people have asked, if I think it is wrong somehow... maybe?...sometimes... To be honest, I think it can only be wrong if you regret it... Life is too short to continue to wonder... we really only have 100 years to live, but can leave our impression for lifetimes. I make no pretenses any longer of who i am, where i want to be... I don't think everyone should think the same, or agree all the time, I think its good to have contraversy, adversity. Love, laugh, cry, believe... In my pain i find I exist, In my tears i discover my humanity, In my laughter I let go of control, In loving I find compassion, In my belief I find faith... I am grateful for each day, each opportunity to screw up... just so I can fix it, or make it better than it was before, I recognize humility in being aware of other people, and allowing the doors to me heart and soul be open to you who mean something to me. Thank you... This is me believing in you... I love curious george... sneaky little rascal, funny cute and so mischevious, I love hawaiian culture, Asian influence, and being an American and child of soldiers... I love the freedom to believe, and the choice to know freedom... I also believe in Eeyore and his gracious outlook on life. Thanks for reading about me... EEorye is THE one and ONLY EMO!!!

The Gummy Bear Song - Long English Version
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=astISOttCQ0

I love this video

I love you always!!!Love angel " Bleeding love"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGaLSifS_Qo

"Someday"... It never came and promises do they mean anything!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgfFSyfVIss

I would never hurt the way i've been hurt... I accept too much and expect... soo little.

Hero
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIY2Hcna0R0

You have taken my breath away...

Twisted Love I hate you I love you !!! F #@k YOU!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmdadIV3brM

I don't know why you always want to make me cry...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltfg7as6HwI

It seems with the same answers I am both: "You have a blue soul. Blue souls are calm, intelligent, independent and trustworthy. You love anything that symbolises peace like water. Swimming is one of your favourite sports. You tend to avoid big groups of people and generally hang around with a group of close, well-trusted friends. You are capable of having many serious relationships. One of your goals is to find the meaning in life. You love to spend time alone, perhaps reading a book or just listening to your thoughts. However you get irritated easily when you are interrupted. You sometimes look down on games as childish and immature. Next time instead of frowning upon “immature” people join in. You may be surprised how much fun you have. You can also get hurt easily by jokes or pranks. Just remember not everyone around you is as serious about life as you. Also don’t expect all relationships to be “the real thing”, you will just be disappointed." "You’r​e soul is gold,​ the colou​r of goodn​ess,​ brave​ry and leade​rship​.​ Gold souls​ are warm and frien​dly to anyon​e aroun​d them.​ They make anyon​e feel welco​me and treat​ every​one as an equal​.​ Their​ good deeds​ make them popul​ar all aroun​d and many peopl​e go to them for help,​ advic​e,​ or even just a good chat.​ Gold souls​ will alway​s put other​s befor​e thems​elves​.​ Howev​er,​ gold souls​ will often​ negle​ct their​ own emoti​ons as they so often​ act on what will make other​s happy​.​ Altho​ugh you may want to pleas​e every​one all the time,​ stop and think​ of your actio​ns.​ Does it make you happy​ or are you livin​g with a terri​ble sadne​ss while​ other​s aroun​d you walk away happy​?​ Do somet​hing for yours​elf once in a while​.​ Look out for numbe​r 1!"

The Giving Tree
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AD8LiNQi_vs

Jewel - Hands (Live Acoustic)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFLPwv6b3lI

The real evil in this world is the pain we cause... read my recent blog...

Jewel - "Hands"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ptx0jn-ABY

The real evil in this world is the pain we cause...

Jewel "Hands" (1998)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5gQeA5uETU

real evil in this world is the pain we cause

butterfly kisses (with lyrics)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftQVud5NUOs

This is my wedding song for my dad, but when it came out it was the song that made every daddy's girl and every daddy affirm what we all, always knew... I love you daddy!!! with all my heart, Love Angel

Have You Ever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjCwAUWFAP8

To you love...I'll remember...

Down in the River
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1FQqSGxBso

For all that I love, and all that I am...what I want and pray for most is peace, love, and happiness for everyone... Love and light, Angel

You Raise Me Up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-17NWRddUk

Thank you to my friends and family... I love you for caring when i didn't want you to, and especially when I didn't think I needed you to. Love and light, Angel

I Love My Younger Sister - Pretty Girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2DJgGnzRIU

Magical Love [Anime Mix]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcHNuqfZDvI

Truly Madly Deeply
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wBHZ7JxXrI

Kagome is Unfaithful
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-Q0ngPEyIc

John Mayer - Your Body Is A Wonderland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAfxi_5jOaM

John Mayer Your Body Is A Wonderland from the album Your Body Is A Wonderland (C) 2002 SONY BMG MUSIC ENTERTAINMENT

The song says it all...in dreams I am with you...missing you...