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Currently I live in Las Vegas but originally from NY.... I was staying over a year ago near Sacramento CA when I ran into some personal problems. I came to Vegas to stay with my ex and her family who in turn did some horrible things to me and I ended up with nothing the past year but poverty, broken heart and being stranded here. All my belongings are still in storage in Ca and yes I plan on coming back in a few months I have enough in storage to fill a house and I plan on rebuilding my life. I would love nothing more then to have someone when I get back out towards Central CA to spend time with or whatever happens would be meant to be. However in the meantime I am looking for friends, romances, loves, fun or anything in Vegas that can make my heart sing. Maybe find a great girl here in Vegas to take with me out to the magical foothills.

My life is very sad right now not even sure I want to talk about it because when it comes to telling others you confide or trust in people either shun you or they judge you. But I will give you the gist of it. I am also a single father and well my sons live with me but my ex is spiting me by taking my littlest boy and my stepson who chooses to currently live with me basically she is taking a chunk of my small family away:(. So the girl that I seek out must like kids because my ex does not want my 11 year old she calls him a retard and well I do want more kids in the near future as my life is starting anew. I know some women would love a guy to have kids with so I guess that is the perks of getting close with me is you know I already am a dad and willing to be one. Honestly if you already have a child its fine I am willing to take on a daddy role just do not want to have the same thing happen to me a little leery is all. I prefer a younger woman 18ish to 20's but ill get to that later in the ad.

Honestly if your looking for a rich guy you will not find it here I miss my things in storage and right now I need a supportive loving lady who wants to be my best friend. I drive a beat up car my ex snuffed me out so bad that I cant even barely drive my car it needs allot of repairs. I probably will get rid of my car and rent a vehicle in a few months to come out there. I cannot buy you diamonds but I can do sweet things like hug you when your baking in the kitchen, hold your hand, pick flowers for you, kiss you while watching a sunset, rub your feet, play games together and laugh as one together. You will find out I am a very sentimental, romantic, sweet, affectionate guy and ill admit I am nowhere near perfect. However I want someone to love me for my imperfections also. I learn that if you do not work at something nothing will ever come of it so you have to be willing to put a little effort into getting to know me.

I am many thing an father, lover, photographer, author, producer, paranormal investigator and twice a month I run my own adult paranormal comedy radio show online. I am striving to be a success but its hard especially when people laugh at you when you make break through research into UFOs, Ghosts, Bigfoot etc I have been on TV before such as Warner Brothers and well this is what I do. The paranormal is a fulltime product of whom I am and I work hard at it trying to get my work out there enough to get on television or sponsored. I usually go out a couple times a month I do allot of extreme adventuring hence my current physical ailments I guess I been banged up over the years from injuries and things. So perhaps the woman I find has to be into the creepy things in life cemeteries...haunted houses...horror movies....ghosts.....the night etc. Of course its funner when you got a great girl baking you muffins and making you coco while your out in the cold searching for the unknown so as long as you believe in what I do that's the main thing. I plan on visiting allot of locations in CA once I get out that way permanently. I like to travel and I been all over in my journeys all the way from catacombs to castle like asylums.

I am half Italian, German and polish. I originally grew up in Buffalo NY I am fairly well traveled visited many points of interest over the years. I am 6'2, brown gold eyes, 195lbs, 16 tattoos, eye brow pierced, very nice hands, strong legs, and I look much younger then I am. My hair is long I do sometimes color it green or black or blue. I am a semi goth black painted nails most of the time.... looking mainly like a bad boy....I get quite a few women who tell me I am sexy who knows I don't feel it to say the least because I am not stuck up. I am eccentric...very openminded....call me a flower child whatever and I am 420 friendly love to toke I am a marijuana advocate and I am doing a great job on getting it legalized. I love to toke herb and have for many years to. Sometimes I enjoy a nice glass of wine or an import beer. I am not a religious person if you are that is okay again not here to judge. I am not innocent either unlike most who make themselves out to be ill tell you straight out herb, shrooms, an ice cold beer why not right:) but the best medicine I need is a good girl if they even exist anymore.

I am very diverse I like reading paranormal stories, cooking, hockey, stargazing, working out, night walks, camping, hiking, fishing, erotic photography, romance, making love, horror movies, snuggling, coffee, hot cocoa, Italian food, amusement parks, Chinese food, concord wine, dark chocolate, rootbeer, chocolate milk, video games, ps3, children, park, beach, quiet times at home, 420, sex, NFL football, historical cemeteries, animals, kissing, air hockey, bowling, various beers, sexy dressing women, picnics, board games and so much more. I am not a lazy guy by any means although my various meds do sometimes keep me less active I am into so many things and just hope to find others to share them with. I like a bit of everything not much of a pub person but on occasion I go out to play darts or pool....or have a few drinks with the guys. I am getting into vampire and gothic clubs a little I like the power I have over others to walk into a gothic club and grab a girl biting on her neck in front of hundreds its a nice little rush.

I have a kitty his name is sneezer he has traveled the country side with me he is the family pet I call him my lion. I have no family other then my kids. I have two of my own sons and a stepson I raised as my own since a child. My ex is probably taking my stepson and son away despite their refusal to be with her it sucks. Las Vegas is killing me and when you have very little money it can get rather boring here although its nice to experience it with someone you care about. I wouldn't mind finding someone who might come visit hell maybe get a place for a couple months here then leave me to go back out to Central Ca. My entire life right now is up in the air and hope that someone can take a chance that's all I really want. I am on myspace for three reasons....to promote what I do...meet others...and play games like Mobsters lol.

I have had a pretty exciting life I lived for four years near the beach in FL....one of my friends got killed in NY one of the reasons I left. Seems like no matter where I go I always have to start fresh. I never feel as if I belong. I have gone snorkeling.....swam with sharks.....even encountered alligators. I have been stranded on an island...all the way from hanging on a cliff with a joint in my mouth. I am an adrenaline junkie but honestly I swear I live a pretty simple life but I live each day as if its my last and you should too.

The type of girl I am looking for is someone 18 to late 20's who is very very sweet, romantic, affectionate, down to earth, openminded, and most of all feminine. I like women who like to show off there legs and feet. Yes I am a foot and leg guy love a woman with nice legs and painted toe nails. I am not superficial but I am not looking for someone who is extremely overweight or a slob. Most of my life I been abused by larger women and I am done. I want a sweet, dainty, cute little flower I can pick up and hug its not much to ask. I am not saying you have to be a super model you can have curves but I deserve more then what I have been with my entire life please understand where I am coming from. I like girls with piercing's, tats, punk chicks, gothic girls and sexy dressing professional women. I don't really have a type I just want to find someone who fits me well ya know? I like all types of women but if I found a Japanese or Asian chick that would be really awesome. Blondes excite me with blue eyes.....because I been with mainly redheads and brunets. Latina girls are hot too love a woman with a little spice. I like my girls young not looking for just sex although if it happens I am okay with passion or it. I like someone who is like me very touchy feely affectionate types. For now looking for a soulmate if we both find a 3rd for longterm even better new age flower girls ROCK:) But traditional girls are nice at times also. Not to confuse anybody but I like women in general as long as they are sweet and down to earth like me.

I love a sexy smile....if you have nice eyes awesome....long hair that I can brush. I want someone tender I want to be touched softly not looking for a butchy girl but at the same time I like a girl who isn't afraid to get dirty maybe do some off-roading someday together....fishing....camp out roast marshmallows etc. I do like my girls bisexual or bi curious as I am polyamrous. I am not a cheat just looking for an open girl to share the pleasures of life with I know women like you exist my guy friends have wives like this so why cant I right?:). Actually for many years I have lived in a household with more then one girl so it is not impossible to find. You must be loyal as months ago someone I really loved cheated on me with some nasty dude and got pregnant possibly by him. So right now I do not want to rush anything actually I am deathly scared of getting hurt or my heart broke. So I need someone who is patient, understanding and is a good listener. If you sway towards the submissive side even better because that is what I want is to find a lady who can give me her body, heart and soul. I want all of you and in return you will have me forever I promise! Although I am dominant I am a very loving Lord I like to bath a woman....and have some control over her body it drives me crazy.

Another sad part of my life just being up front with those that respond is that I have known someone in CA for 5 years named Millie...proposed to her on my radio show....asked her to be with me and she has ditched me many times little does she known is she has really hurt my feelings. We met this year in person back in May after 5 years.....she came to Vegas things went well even introduced her to a girl I was dating at the time we all had a great time. She only comes around once I start to date someone else yet she can careless about making a family. I am so tired of these girls who walk into my life as temporary lovers my kids and I do not want a temporary girl we want someone to come to us and never leave does this make any sense?

Now before I go on with I know my long ass boring ad.....I wont lie my walls are up. I am defensive I been hurt 3 times in the past year. My ex of many years.....a girl I took in here in Vegas on myspace.....and of course the woman I asked to be with me who plays her little psychological games stringing me along. I really am not looking to be hurt so when you write me you have two choices we can be affectionate friends or you can decide if I am somebody you want to go deeper with and if you do its going to require ALLOT of effort from both ends. We can use the next few months to get to know eachother. I am not closed to finding a girl eventually to live with or even if someone wants to live here in Vegas for a few months then take on off together. But my dream has always been to live just outside of Sacramento. I love the mountains.....the nature....the lakes....the woods....the fog....just everything about the foothills. I am tired of being alone I want to meet my best friend who I can share EVERYTHING with my body and mind are easy to win but my heart is the hardest thing I am broken sometimes I my heart is so ripped apart I do not know who to trust, where to turn to, or if it will ever heal.

I know most of you will ask what my age is so ill tell you straight up I am 34 I am a Gemini a loner perhaps in the world. I know how to be a gentlemen as much as I know how to be a naughty boy. With me you get the best of both worlds. But deep down inside I really want to find my best friend, lover and companion. My dream is to visit my buddy in England and visit the Paris Catacombs...and go to a gothic club and pick up three vampire chicks hehe:) see I am a little wild but I ask is there a girl who is reading this that could love me for me? I am a real sweetheart a few lady friends in Vegas tell me I am a teddy bear. I am very trust worthy.....very down to earth and generally I love all women and respect them. I consider myself a good dad I cook, I clean, I play football with my kids, I am a good lover in bed, fun to hang out with, very intelligent, easy going, fun to party with and I know one day ill make a great soulmate for someone. I have so much to give!!

When you respond keep in mind I like sweethearts...nice girls.....again not looking for a super model just a cute younger girl who would like to be a part of my small family and build a bigger one together. We can talk about us meeting since I am a more up in your face type of a guy I prefer something more personal and direct so if your a fake I am not interested. I always welcome people from the Gothic, Paranormal community....bikers....exotic females from other countries.....locals....and just about anybody who would like to get to know me.

I know this is a long shot if you want the truth I have never had a good girl in my life I always end up with the losers and psychos. I have always been the guy who has met some really awful women over the years. I wont get into it but lets just say I been hurt so much so so so much. I sometimes go to bed at night and I do shed tears real ones and right now in my life I am hurting. I feel like I got nobody who cares about me and yeah there are days when I just no longer want to be here ya know? But then I think perhaps their might be hope maybe someone out there needs me. I want to find someone I can make happy and that will value having me in there life. I want more kids...I want those wild sexy moments with the right girl....I want to stargaze and kiss for hours. I just want to be loved.....I guess the saying is better to have kissed then never at all.

I swear I am not a hurtful man by any means. I am somebody you can take a risk with and if you do which very few women ever do the end results I promise will be beautiful for us both. Sorry I do not show my eyes very much if you want to see my eyes ill show them to you once you show me a piece of your heart does that sound fair? Their is much hurt beyond my sun glasses look into my soul you will understand.

I do not hold back much I just let it out and hold my breath hoping for the best. I scare allot of people away women will always be afraid to take a chance with a great guy its a fact or its easy to judge quickly without taking a chance missing out on something that could be wonderful. I know that opposites attract so who knows maybe this will turn into a Cinderella story right? Its human nature to run from what we fear most which for some its love...others its the things they do not know in the end leaving someone hurt. I have spent my life running away from my pain like the death of my friend, heartbreaks etc etc but the one thing I can say is that I never have thrown or kicked a lady to the curb I am a very honorable loyal lover and friend.

I love to be loved and give it I am not some fat old bald perv looking to play games I really want to meet some new women its actually a rarity that I am this single lol. I am here to be loved and again make special friends along the way too. If you can open up your eyes and heart you might have what it is you seek. Feel free to respond to my myspace you can email me anytime, message me, drop your phone number etc don't be shy. I welcome intelligent conversation although I want someone to be into me not just because they like the paranormal or what I have to give. Honestly my life is strange I drive a beat up car....live with two young roommates who act like kids.....and I guarantee my life is paranormal if you met me.

I also am a rootbeer and chocolate milk fanatic if you show up at my door with one Ill love you even more lol. I like having others over for dinner or to stay the night watch movies, play video games, snuggle...light some candles and be playful. I love to kiss girls last year ago I met two younger women and I was both their first french kiss. I like special girls and I like to do things for special people.

I wont get into the gist of everything but ill end this about some of my heartbreaks so that next time someone says I been hurt they will know that even men get hurt. I have had four heartbreaks in the last couple of years tired of women who lie, play games, steal, string me along, materialistic, abuse me and everything else. I do not like cold bitter women but it seems like every girl I meets been molested, raped, is on psychological meds and uses these things to play games. Tired of people taking my kindness and throwing me under the bus.

A few years ago I took in a homeless girl she got heavily involved with alcohol....bars...started cheating....said I was boring because I didn't do crack and left me. Then a couple years ago I moved out of FL that girl found someone else a week later instead of trying to be with me. Then their is Millie 5 years of being friends then when I need her she bails on me I become homeless...go through custody court against my ex....etc she bails. Then we have my exgf of 2009 who got pregnant....beat me up...cheated....and brags to everybody how she used me for my car, sex and cooking. Lets not forget my ex of many years who her father hit me in the face and stomach...and the entire family through me on the streets. Not to mention someone I took in a few years ago left me then came back with her dad to start problems. I wont get into everything but the truth is to know me is to know my past and some of the shit I been through. I am a firm believer in moving on but I been burned allot so my opinion is not going to change on how others are unless I see differently. Right now between financial problems, being a father, court battles with my ex, knee operation, medical problems...recent heartbreaks I am really not up for any drama. However if you want to get to know me you will find out that I am a really unique guy. I am a natural psychic, empath.........I have the ability to move energies....and well to know me is either to love me or your going to treat me like garbage because I am different then others. I love adventure all the way to quiet times at home making brownies....getting the hot cocoa going.....and well just having a great time with other special women.

Lastly I am fairly well known I got my crazy stalkers, hate sites, psycho exgfs who bother me. Please don't pay attention to it and do not be shy. If you have not heard it from me then its probably not true. I am a bit of a longer but here in Vegas I got allot of great friends like the band This Is My Curse....my buddy Lance...Sarah and just so many other great people I have chilled with....and even lived with here in Vegas.

I do consider myself a great guy dolphins and whales are my favorite. I like the color red and black. I love Italian foods....chocolate especially the dark kind. Pumpkin and Apple Pie.....love to bbq on the grill. I like girl on girl fun or finding women for my lady to be passionate with; although if you are straight its fine I respect that to. I am pretty open I have philosophy's....about everything....just my own views...beliefs...and lifestyles. I am not very judgmental and I certainly offer good advice. Right now is a sad time in my life but I am trying to move on and I hope one day I can find my angel or angels to share my future with. Naturally I am a healer I am good at cheering others up so if you need some Lord Rick luvin just call my name:)

Some of my goals and dreams are to have more Children, visit European Haunts, marry two women at the same time, parachute into a volcano...and hell take a ride to space. I sort of try to challenge the do's and don'ts in life. But I got a great sense of humor and if you get to know me I bet I can make you feel laughed and if you feel nobody cares I bet I can make you feel loved. But be real with me and also do not tell me what I want to hear tired of those types of people to I like down to earth, open, loving souls.

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