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I lived out in NY most of my life and Las Vegas after I graduated. Went back to NY got sick of the snobbish people also the fact that I needed change especially after the death of a friend. I took off to Florida about 4 years till I had my heart broken very very badly and my paranormal members let me down I enjoyed the beach, springs, snorkeling and southern haunts…but it got real old with the tropics. I came ot the Roseville/Jackson/Stockton/Sacramento areas in March of 2008. It was a dark time in my life spent many lonely dark nights walking down woodsy roads…sleeping under the stars….feeling hurt cause the people I cared about all turned their back on me. I been the one traveling city to city in search of a home. I was homeless n Jackson CA due to a few tragedies that happened to me. After I had enough I came out to Las Vegas June 23rd of 2008. I plan on staying here not sure how long Ill be here but I know what makes life worth living is the experiences shared with others. I just know after spending the last 3 months on the road camping, hiking, hotels, and living it up I am ready to just relax and share those journeys with new friends. Being new somewhere is hard you wonder if others accept you or want to hang out, talk on the phone, party at home, cuddle to a movie, or get to know me. It seems like if your not into wild clubs its impossible to meet anybody nowadays. I plan on getting my own place but I also have plans to Return to California I am so much into the mountains….traveling the sierras playing my gothic music and smoking up. I love it all the night…gothic clubs….cruising along the ocean as the moon reflects on the water. Here in Vegas I am looking to rebuild my life a little maybe find a few nice girls to spend time or have fun who knows might even meet someone right for me. I do a lot of traveling with my work when I can months ago I visited Savannah GA and roughed it visiting all the haunted places….even off roading in the NJ Pine Barrens where I spent a few days searching ghost towns and camping. My journeys have carried me to so many places I have climbed cliffs, camped in the winter on the ground, gone caving and even traversed in the swamps. I like the outdoors...fishing...camping...mountains...etc I do and have been all over the states. I am looking to meet many during my travels which I meant a lot of people up in CA but very few stood by me…id like to maybe find me an angel and just live life to the fullest I just get scared easy of being disappointed! You do not have to be a part of my beliefs or lifestyles but if you pass me up your the fool for not taking the time to see my soul. People who judge me often are ignorant cause there is more to me then just a few photos or a myspace profile a side you could get to know if you are willing to take that time to do so. Also yes my profile is VERY long cause I want you to hear the entire profile song every song I chose defines me this song is called Garden Of Love very special song and the vocal is amazing if your into music like me. I live my life very freely not afraid to be me…I have a weakness obviously for cultured girls like Asian women…or Japanese girls but I accept just about anybody into my world as long as you are open to mine.

I am a poor Paranormal Investigator for a living. This is my site...Click Here: The Paranormal & Ghost Society it has over 50,000 ghost photos sign on up if you want. I been on television, I run forums with daily ghost stories, hold monthly meet ups so the members can come on out to party, go out or try to weekly to various haunted and paranormal locations. Its dangerous what I do and I work at this full time cause its my passion. I run a radio show and so much more so I want to use my profile at least to promote the great things I do but also to meet new people so do not ask me if I am real cause it is very obvious. So check it all out hell join a forum if you wish and better yet if I know you...then I will allow you to join my bbs. The paranormal is my life besides my kids. I have little boys they mean the world to me do not worry they are very independent to I still get time for me each day or others. But when we are together we do everything video games, park, fishing, movies, eating dinner together etc. I would like another child in the near future hopefully a daughter. I am not going to lie what you see is what you get so that should help with a comfort zone for some of you. I love kids, I love sweet girls and I love being me. The paranormal is a huge part of my life and I do it because I like the adventure and meeting others who are likeminded. I am somewhat a darker type of person and I will not lie I am extremely rebellious with life in general.

I am very diverse but I love Italian home cooking, root beer, chocolate milk, Chinese food and enjoying the simple things. I like stargazing, a night bike ride under the stars, cuddling to a movie, playing a video game, cuddling and just talking. I am what I am very poor so if you want a sugar daddy go elsewhere...I live with my roommates at times they are annoying I need to find a girl who can spend time with me so my roommates go do there own thing...its like a frat house here at times between my sons and roommates. I live in a house its a real pleasant area not far from the river do a lot of fishing sometimes go to the inlet to fish...get sharks swimming around me its pretty intense. I love and live to fish when I can. I have shared a few of my catches in my photo album. My life is very very simple most of the time I hang with the guys we smoke up, talk about life, get the munchies then put in a movie. If a girl wants to grab my attention buy me a chocolate milk or rootbeer I will smile bigtime.

Currently I am polyamorous...but since myspace does not have a section for that I used the single status. I do have a wife/open relationship she plays little or no involvement in my life or what I want to do with it. Sadly as much as I love her...her love lacks for me physically and emotionally. She is bipolar she wont seek help for it so she constantly is abusive verbally towards me...alot of responsibility to deal with but I do it cause that is the type of guy I am very patient with others. Some days the downgrading, her barking orders at me, being called loser, having plates thrown at me, being kicked out, put down and lack of affection hurts. Its hard cause she never is around and when she is she acts better then me because she has a great job. Its hard spending your life trying to make someone happy who just never sees it but we got a history and I do love her a lot just as I love other women in life to so many types of love in the world. Does she know about other women yes some women I share with her she is bisexual she just is a bitch towards me at times she will not deny it to my friends they just laugh and well we have history so that its in a nutshell and that is why I am here. Other women are just for me and me only most of the time so that is one reason why I am here to meet some ladies to have some fun with maybe find a lover. Some friendships are discreet others she knows about it just depends on the person I meet she is pretty superficial so I do not let her make my decisions on who I am friends with. I am not your typical guy I am not religious I do believe in having more then one lover or love in some ways it scares women in other ways they hurt me because of it. This is who I am I love my sons and family but because of the bright soul I am with so much energy and such I need more...more sex, more love, more attention and honestly some goodness in my life for a change. I live a free spirited life.... go to bed when I want, no set schedules, spontaneous..toke up, go to the park hit a baseball around..come home watch a movie and do it all over again!!:) Just try to live life that is what its about. But more importantly its about sharing what you have with others. People will do anything for love even make a few sacrifices if you think you can make a few for me then we probably will have chemistry. I do think I make a wonderful boyfriend and I live a very free life no schedules, no lack of heart, no games...I put a lot of effort into my relationships and I can be very loyal as well. I know I will never do things like society but I also know the meaning of family...family is not based on status you can have 10 wives as long as you care about eachother my theory is go for it. I just want one girl to be in love with me the rest I want to be there for when they need me. The rest you will just have to ask since some things are more personal.

The type of woman I want to meet is someone 18 to 48 age to me is just a number we can have fun no matter what it is we are doing. I am willing to date younger ladies then my set preferences based on the circumstance.... just for the companionship and cuddling I mean I have in Florida dated before teenage girls because they are sweet something I don't find in women my age. Also to make it clear I know my state laws and I do abide by them. I want someone who is sweet, very very affectionate, kind, passionate, down to earth, and openminded. I am not looking for mind games like we make plans then you don't come over and give me some outrageous story the next day. I want someone who is going to take a chance trust me on this I am better then almost any man your gonna meet on this thing married or not its just a fact. You do not have to worry about me being some lunatic I am straight up. I want someone real someone who is not after money who is not gonna demand I marry them the first week of talking trust me this has been happening alot. I love my women bi/lesbian, feminine, painted toe nails and sweet to a tee. I want something I can eat up head to toe. I am not to concerned about looks I go for things like eyes, smile, how romantic you are etc. I do not want ultimatums once your in my world their is no turning back so if you become my friend then make it work. I mean I am not going to compete with other guys nor will I chase if I interest you write me be real about things. I do not like gangster type of girls I do not like liars or fakes. I meet so many so someone genuine to converse with is a plus be original show me something exotic.

I would prefer to find a permanent live in girlfriend someone to be involved in my life, my sons life etc the white picket fence sounds nice as long as someone can tolerate my beliefs, lifestyles and that I got a family to be responsible with. If I find a woman to be part of it great not looking for a third wheel I am looking for someone to give a part of me to and be companions with. Single mommies are a plus cause they are more responsible and accept my kids. But girls without kids are nice to cause I do want someone who wants a child together with me of our own. If it gets serious I want someone to give a promise ring to and have a child with but for now I am basically looking for friends with some fun with for example meaning sex, passion, romance, slow dancing, fantasy fulfillment, late night adventures etc. I do not want to be hurt so I have to know that you will not hurt me. I am very much defensive, stubborn and I cannot get past these trust issues I have. I just have quite a history of meeting psychotic girls. I mean the stories I could tell you would probably shock you like the exgirlfriend who has an entire city against me or how about the one that robbed me. So I am not looking for girls who waste my time.

You see my last three relationships I was very hurt. The first GF since I moved to FL lived with me we got along great did everything together. She was a great girl but her dad kept threatening me and her mom threatened to disown her along with some of her friends. She left to settle things back home went about it all wrong and ended up coming to get her things then wrote me a year later wanting to reconnect. It ripped me apart still think about her a lot but she just decided to be a child about things. I cared a lot about her cause she always played with my sons, let me take a nap while watching the boys, rubbed my back, gave me 3ways etc she was a great gf but could not stick to her commitment to me. The last gf I met was an old friend of mine from a paranormal party I threw.... she contacted me cause her and her son were homeless. I clothed her, fed her, gave her a home, offered to be her sons dad, bought her gifts, and gave gave gave gave. She constantly used me, did drugs, went to bars, lied, mixed pills with booze, and only cared about sex. I was getting dumped every other day by her especially after I offered to take her out west and help get her life on track. She left me because she wanted other men and her booze according to her I was not good enough. She put me through a bunch of court BS on top of it and I didn't even do anything she knows this hopefully one day she will grow up realize that she had a good thing with me. Then if you want to get technical before my last two gfs in Florida I had one before I moved out of NY that turned out to be a con artist. Met her we got close....said she lived with a drunk roommate wanted out...so I gave her a safe haven turns out she was married to this guy...the baby I was raising was his....she was married a few times before....and lied about her entire past of who she was. She took my spouse...and kids to this dudes trailer starting kissing up on this guy who was mentally retarded never seen her again. So between each of these gfs I have tried to maintain friendships and physical relationships cause I have not found a stable lover. So does it hurt yeah you bet it does all the photos together put online all the things we shared all gone. Do I miss being in love...? You bet It just seems so far and a few in between to find again!! I miss having a girl to go on picnics with, or hold after I get back from a paranormal investigation, or someone to do 3way with other cute girls. It sucks that all of it is gone and all I got to show for it is a sad heart. Right now I been trying to develop a relationship with Millie I have had a crush on her for a long time and hopefully when I move out west we can make it work between us but I do not think she feels the same way about me as I do her. She knows at least how I feel and she is probably the sweetest girl I know at this point in my life. I hope that she will give me that chance to take her into my arms and keep her. She is pretty cool about a lot of things so we have gotten to be very close friends. Have any of you ever loved somebody and you do everything for them...yet they never notice or reciprocate? I feel sort of that way in my life as of now.

Its hard for me to meet others cause I run a paranormal organization. I do everything different then society and I don't get out as much as I should. I have kids so I cant always go where I please therefore its easier to meet someone from perhaps here on myspace or other services. I am a friendly guy so I am more then happy to have someone over to bounce on my trampoline, cuddle all night long, or hang out. I do not even mind meeting guys to play sports with, have a beer, toke one and hang its cool by me. I can use some solid guy friends so guys add me if you wish. I am unique and it scares people its hard to make friends cause some of you have been taught a certain way but me I am self taught so what I do in life feels right to me and I am living my life freely. I am a very loyal friend, good lover, and am pretty crazy at times but I have my act together. I know when to get serious and when not to be.

The type of woman Ill more then likely fall for is somebody who give me a hug upon meeting, or buys me a chocolate milk because she knows I like it, or someone who is lovable, or someone who is going to show some initiative. Sometimes I talk to someone new on the phone they do not say a word or you meet them and they are rude. I met a girl a few months ago she told me blindfold me and give it to me good but no kissing no touching so I went for it and never heard from her again. I don't like women who act like just because they have tits they can use every guy they come across. Honestly not much I got left to give my heart, my body, my time, my intelligence, and companionship that is what I have to give. I am open to many lifestyles so I can cater to your wants or needs as long as you can do the same for me. But by no means please no prudes, materialistic girls, or bitches. Meaning nice girls only!

I love Asian and Japanese girls so if I added you its because your my favorite type lol. But seriously I am getting kind of sick of the white girls. You start to look at the menu and think more and more that cultural women is where its at. I want someone exotic a foreign girl...maybe a lady from the orient someone who can cherish a guy like me not take me for granted. Asian girls know how to cook, please there men in bed, be feminine and remain loyal. It seems like white women don't cook, don't clean, there all at bars having sex with nasty guys, and most of them cannot even talk with an ounce of respect. You see the thing is I am a decent guy I will help anybody who almost needs it but it takes a special woman to appreciate a good man. I do not want to be treated like a doormat in my day I been with enough women to know when someone is not treating me right. I would love to find an Asians girl with long hair, soft silky skin, cute little feet, nice giggle, soft lips with some culture. Its not a have to I mean I love all women but it is a plus especially for longterm love. I need acceptance not walls someone just needs to understand that I am balanced its like angel and devil or good and evil. I got the best of both worlds and make a very loyal friend. I also love a woman who loves to seduce a man with her mouth and mind... who is very feminine, love cute feet...painted toe nails, nice legs, stockings etc. Sometimes for me its not about the looks but a lady being a lady that turns me on. Gothic Girls are also a plus cause I need someone who is not afraid to be themselves. I would never hurt a soul but how do you deal with others misunderstanding who you are? I know I have a lot to give and need someone to share things with.