Christopher Dixon

Names Chris...Many that know who I am basically know all about me...I'm 20 yrs old, living life day by day. I'm gaining new experiences in my life each and every day...But through it all, I put my faith into God. He knows which direction is best for me, and I leave it up to him to decide who I become. Too long did I not allow him in, and I know where that path led me. I'm a nice guy, with a big heart...and that's probably my biggest flaw in life.

I am full of flaws...No need for them to be pointed out for me..I choose to love unconditionally, the way it should be, no matter what one does to me. I choose not to judge people, we are all the same. I won't talk about you behind your back when you deserve nothing but honesty. I won't lie to you...the Bible says under John 8:43-47 "Why do ye not understand my speech? even because ye cannot hear my word. Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it. And because I tell you the truth, ye believe me not. Which of you convinceth me of sin? And if I say the truth, why do ye not believe me? He that is of God heareth God's words: ye therefore hear them not, because ye are not of God."
Revelation 21:7-8 says, "He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death."

I try to live life to it's fullest...at this point in my life, I am nowhere close to where I wanted to be. Previous past experiences and bad decisions brought that forth...all I can do at this point is look forward, and know that God has a plan for me. Right now, I am torn between two worlds. Reality, and the fantasy world I had wished to live in...I've gone through alot of changes lately...things that will stick with me in life ahead of me, but I know in end all of lifes "knots" will eventually work themselves out.

I once talked with my mentor about love, and my mentor said, I have learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love. I have learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be something else to take its place. I have learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I have learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I have learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I have learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I have learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I have learned that although the word 'love' can have many meanings, it loses value when overused...