Sports and Fitness - Running, Fishing, Spinning (still training) =]
Outings - The Theater, Plays, Concerts, Camping
writing poems, i never share my poems, but i figured that there is no point in hiding them, today 11/05/07 i decide to let anyone read my poems, poems really help me express myself, because it is never right or wrong, it is what i am feeling at that certain time
i hope to write songs, plays and movie scripts in the future, kind of far fetched but it seems to be a passion of mine to write about what i feel strongly about, you will never see or hear me talk about how i feel
this past year i have written almost everyday, it didn't matter what i wrote about
what i like to write about most are my dreams....because these thoughts and stories that come from my dreams are so magical and believable, some nights i wake up still in my dreams, if i don't right them down i forget them, i have over a hundred entries of my dreams from the past three years
That is why I say that I would love to write a play or write movie script.
this one is called "love her"
i can love you
i don't have much
but i will love you
i loved once
now i love you
i don't have eyes like the sky
but i will love you
i hate love
but i will love you
i don't have a car
but i will take you anywhere
i don't have a house
we will make a home
i don't have money
i will give you my all
we will fight
fight for us
we will disagree
disagree for us
we will fight
everyday for us
this won't be easy
but we'll be together
this one is to a lover
title: "all this to catch you"
I can feel it in your eyes
That long look you give me
I can see it in your eyes
The eyes tell the truth even when you decide not to
It always does, it always did
Although it has tricked me many times before
I will not let it trick me anymore
I am too young to let this happen time and time again
You are turning in circles with me following by your side to catch you
Music
Movie Themes, Hip Hop, Hard Trance!
Pick up Cascada "Perfect Day"
Plies - Shawty
Even Though I'm Not Your Man, You Not My Girl
Ima Call You My
Cause I Can't Stand To See You Treated Bad
I Beat His Ass For My
And We Ain't Did Nothin That We Ain't Supposed To Do
Cause You My
Babygirl You Know I Be Home, Keep Me On The Ringtone
Sing It To Me Girl
Soon As I Seen Her, Shit Told Her I'd Pay For It
Lil Mama The Baddest Thing 'round Here & She Already Know It
I Pointed At The Donk & Told Her This Supposed To Be Yours
Showed Her A Couple Stacks & Told Her I'd Let Her Blow It
The Hottest Nigga In The City Baby You Can't Ignore It
I Showed Her I Was A Real Nigga & She Went For It
First Time I Caught Her Shit, She Aint Even Know How To Throw It Back
Now She An Animal, I Got Her Sex Game Right
I Taught Her How To Talk To Me While She Take Pipe
& Opened Her Up & Showed Her What A Real Nigga Like
I Told Her I Don't Usually Do This, I Don't Fuck On The First Night
Cause After I Beat Ya Baby I'm Liable To Fuck Up Ya Whole Life
I Gotta Train Her, Now She Suck Me With Ice
I Call Her My Lil Bust It Baby Cause She Keep It Tight
Whenever I Tell Her To Bust, Aint Gotta Tell Her Twice
Whenever I Wanna Get Off She Know How To Get Me Right
I Love To Show Her Off, Cause All The Dope Boys Want Her
Know Why They Wanna Beat Badly, Look At All That Ass On Her
Look How That Pussy Sit Up In Them Shorts, You Gotta Want Her
Love When She Act Like She Bo-Legged & Bend The Corner
She Proud To Be Fuckin Me, Cause I'm Stuntin On 'em
It Feel Good To Be Fuckin A Real Nigga Don't'uh
Aint Called Her In 2 Days, Gotta Let Her Mind Wonder
But When She Miss Me, She Call To Tell Me To Jump On Her
Thats Why I Don't Mind Breakin Her Off, Cause She Aint With The Drama
If You Done Ripped Her Before, You Know How To Cuff Lil Mama
You Know She Gotta Be Somethin, Cause I Done Beat Her Under
Im Baby Snatchin, I'm Tellin Ya, I Promise
I Exposed Her To Real, & Now She Hate Lame
Member She Used To Run From Me, Now She Like Pain
She Call Me Sometimes Just To Ask Is It Her Thing
Ever Since I Ran Up In Shawty She Ain't Been The Same
"life"
a life can be taken from an 80 year old man
a life can also be taken from a 24 year old man
it is not right
it is not wrong
a life can end in a battle field fighting for your country
a life can end in your warm comfortable bed
some of us will leave this life sooner than others
i will try to cherish everyday
i don't understand
i will not try to understand until i do
it will always be in my mind
why someone so young can be taken from us
a life that he has yet to live with his wife and kids
his grandkids
i will celebrate his life from now on
i would like to believe i live my life to the fullest everyday
today i think i am starting to really understand that saying
i hope i do
Boyz II Men lyrics
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
(These lyrics are dedicated to a particular someone=)
Bananza (Belly Dancer)
by Akon
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Bananza (hey girl)
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Yo, excuse me, beg your pardon girl
Do you have any idea what you starting girl
You got me tingiling, come to me mingiling
Steppin off lookin bootylicious and jingiling
When you walk, I see you baby girl
When you talk, I believe it baby girl
I like that, thick-petite n' pretty
Little touch is a ditty
Love to work the kitty like purrrrrrr
She loves to stirr it up purrrrrr
I can hear her purring up
Cause shes the type that'll get arousy of
Get you excited and call her boyfriend up (ohh)
What's the man without the plan B
We can meet up at the hutter house for the tiki
So stand by like a butty pass
While I watch this beautiful thing shake that ass
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Girl I must say you the flyest thang in here
So hot I gon' need some rain in here
Type to make ex-gangstas bang in here
Girl you could do anything you want in here
Clown if you want to, frown if you want to
You ain't even gotta drop down if you want to
Cause I'd rather see you shake it standin
Either way you do it girl you look outstandin (uhhuuuhh)
And now you got me spending (uhhuuhhh)
The way you got that body bendin (uhhhuhh)
Ass like that girl you gotta be kickin
And we goin to church next day repentent
Lap dancing for my FA crew
Slide it ova to boo cause he want some too
Up in the VIP with no fee
Blessing you with the G even tho we gettin it free so
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Girl shake ya body body
With somebody body
Whatever you do don't break your body body
After the party party
Grab a hottie hottie
In the back seat of your Mazaratti-ratti
Jiggle jiggle it to the left (ah ah ah)
Jiggle jiggle it to the right (ah ah ah)
Jiggle it to the front then jiggle it to the back
And jiggle jiggle it all all night (ah ah ah)
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
"Some people just don't know, Tiesto!"
Akon
I wanna love you
I see you winding and grinding up on that pole
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know, girl
Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale,
Don't tell, won't tell, baby said I don't talk Dogg but she told on me, oh well,
Take a picture with me, what the flick gon' do, baby stick to me & ima stick on you,
If you pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and I'm here to put this dick on you,
I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, wrip riding them poles and them doors is tight
And ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby you're pussy for life.
Shorty I can see you ain't lonely handful of niggas and they all got cheese,
so you looking at me now what's it gonna be just another tease far as I can see,
trying get you up out this club if it means spendin' a couple dubs,
throwing bout 30 stacks in the back make it rain like that cause I'm far from a scrub,
you know my pedigree, ex-deala use to move phetamines,
girl I spend money like it don't mean nothing and besides I got a thing for you.
Mobbin' through club in low pressing I'm sitting in the back in the smokers section (just smoking),
birds eye, I got a clear view, you cant see me but I can see you (baby I see you),
it's cool we jet the mood is set,
your pussy is wet you rubbing your back and touching your neck,
your body is movin' you humpin' and jumpin' your titties is bouncin' you smilin' and grinin' and looking at me.
Girl and while you're looking at me I'm ready to hit the caddy right up on the patio move the patty to the caddy,
baby you got a phatty the type I like to marry wanting to just give you everything and that's kinda scary,
cause I'm loving the way you shake your ass, bouncin', got me tippin' my glass,
Normally don't get caught up to fast but I got a thing for you.
Eminem Lyrics
"Rock Bottom"
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck
[Verse One:]
I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net
I'm popping percocets, I'm a nervous wreck
I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check
Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt
Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged
Full of venom and rage
Especially when I'm engaged
And my daughter's down to her last diaper
That's got my ass hyper
I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer
Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders
These overnight stars becoming autograph signers
We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us
Along with the small fry's and average half pinters
While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas
Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us
Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
Snakes slither in the grass spineless
[Verse Two:]
My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And I'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
And I'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but I'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away
There's people that love me and people that hate me
But it's the evil that made me this backstabbing, deceitful, and shady
I want the money, the women, the fortune, and the fame
That Means I'll end up burning in hell scorching in flames
That means I'm stealing your checkbook and forging your name
Lifetime bliss for eternal torture and pain
Right now I feel like just hit the rock bottom
I got problems now everybody on my blocks got 'em
I'm screaming like those two cops when 2pac shot 'em
Holding two glocks, I hope your doors got new locks on 'em
My daughter's feet ain't got no shoes or sock's on 'em
And them rings you wearing look like they got a few rocks on 'em
And while you flaunting them I could be taking them to shops to pawn them
I got a couple of rings and a brand new watch you want 'em?
Cause I never went gold of one song
I'm running up on someone's lawns with guns drawn
Rascal Flatts ~ What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
Movies
Rambo(he is telling the truth about war, how horrible it really is, it is hell, and we need soldiers to protect us), SNATCH, MOMENTO! I seem to like movies that confuse the hell out of me =]
I haven't seen this movie yet, "initialD"
title: the clear
I hope it is yours
the thoughts of me reflect what I want
we were once friends
when you were there
we used to know the truth
filling the strength of each other
filling it with all the unselfishness
the will that we gave each other
will never
ever die
we are rusty from our battles
all day staring at our teacher
hearing our own voices has they spoke
today is no different from the beginning
I never felt what I feel today
our wills pull me through
you offered me a goodbye
taken by the thought to see you again
I closed my eyes and I froze
is there a time to say goodbye
Television
Smallville because I'M superman! (but why did they change the theme song?)
title: "melting"
the sun is on my neck
giving me a warm chill
the sun is over my head
with blue skies above
one fluffy cloud floating
cool wind outside
wet sidewalks from the melting snow
the grass is starting to green
the snow was almost gone
almost time to spend everyday together
the sun will keep us warm
clouds come from the east covers the skies
cold chills through the summer
it is winter before my eyes
Keira Knightley is hot! Check out that killer waist line!
Books
(currently reading)
The Autobiography of Malcolm X
School Books
Success is counted sweetest by Emily Dickinson
Success is counted sweetest
By those who ne'er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.
Not one of all the purple Host
Who took the Flag today
Can tell the definition
So clear of Victory
As he defeated -- dying --
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Burst agonized and clear!
Messy Room by Shel Silverstein
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
His underwear is hanging on the lamp.
His raincoat is there in the overstuffed chair,
And the chair is becoming quite mucky and damp.
His workbook is wedged in the window,
His sweater's been thrown on the floor.
His scarf and one ski are beneath the TV,
And his pants have been carelessly hung on the door.
His books are all jammed in the closet,
His vest has been left in the hall.
A lizard named Ed is asleep in his bed,
And his smelly old sock has been stuck to the wall.
Whosever room this is should be ashamed!
Donald or Robert or Willie or--
Huh? You say it's mine? Oh, dear,
I knew it looked familiar!
There is another sky by Emily Dickinson
There is another sky,
Ever serene and fair,
And there is another sunshine,
Though it be darkness there;
Never mind faded forests, Austin,
Never mind silent fields -
Here is a little forest,
Whose leaf is ever green;
Here is a brighter garden,
Where not a frost has been;
In its unfading flowers
I hear the bright bee hum:
Prithee, my brother,
Into my garden come!
Heroes
Someone who questions the norm, questions society, questions the world and the life we live, why do we have go to school and work all day, when you know the rest of the world is ___________________, you hear me?
Posted 8/20/2007 2:45 PM
(this isn’t a poem, it is a blog of a few lessons I’ve learned)
School
When I think back
It is a tool to help us in the future
Some go to school
Some go to work
Only at the end of school
I really truly understand why we go to school
I am very close to graduation
I will miss school
I meet a lot of interesting people at school
My classmates and instructors
I enjoy class discussions
I only remember the discussions I take part in though
Because I know I am 100% right when I debate
You kind of have to when you debate
I debate to the end
But I have learned a few things when debating
It is still just my opinion
It is interesting to listen to another person’s views and prospective of things
I remember a classmate of mine named Steph
She really disagreed with me on a certain topic
And I disagreed with her
Although I didn't agree with her opinion
I respected it
I never really respected anyone’s opinion until that day
Because I always felt that I was right
She opened up my eyes and ears to others
Not everyone will agree with your own personal views or opinions
I have learned to accept that
Before that I really didn't really care what other people thought
Sad, but that's the truth
Steph really taught me a great lesson
Don't try to make people agree with you
State your opinion firmly and let them think for themselves
At that time of my life I didn't really understand that
I really just thought my way was the best way
I am now more open minded then before
I thank her for that
We need to be heroes.
~the hero in me~
I would~~
lose everything to prove my point
put myself in harms way to protect a friend
die for what I believe in
kill for my love ones
take the blame for a loved ones mistake
carry all the weight on my shoulders
do what's right over what I want in this life
A few thoughts and questions~
1. What is love?
2. Why do we fight?
3. Why do you cry?
4. Why did you do it?
5. What is so hard for you?
6. Why do you live the way you do?
7. What if he/she was gone tomorrow?
8. What are you doing for your future?
9. What would you like to here from your dad?
10. What would you like to here from your mom?
11. What would you like to tell your loved ones?
12. Why do we have to learn first hand to know?
13. What is a bad habit you would like to quit?
14. Why do you say the things you say?
15. Are you happy with your lifestyle?
16. How can you live with yourself?
17. What would you do over again?
18. Show me today what you got!
19. What do you want from me?
20. Are you sure you are ready?
21. How can I live with this?
22. Show me how to do it!
23. What can you do?
24. How do you live?
25. What happened?
26. What are you doing to kill hate in this world?
27. or Are you contributing to hate crimes?
28. Are you happen with what your doing?
About me: I hope for the best in life. A typical life huh? That's the only thing that drives me, is the challenge of today. It may be tougher than you think. You just have to find the balance in this life. That's what it's all about, how you balance everything. I'm out! Peace out dude!
..
Here are a few questions that I am thinking about
1. Would you play hide and seek in the dark?
2. Are you ready for a dream to come true?
3. Who are you to your family?
4. Who are you to your friends?
5. What is your CURRENT lifestyle?
6. What made you who you are?
7. What do you believe in?
8. What is stopping you from doing what you love?
9. Are you lost?
10. What phase are you in your life?(party animal,family,work etc)
11. American Idol still rocks!
12. You're pretty, you don't even have to try!
13. Don't change who you are for anyone. Be yourself!
14. Where is my passion?
15. I would like to make a career out of my hobby!
16. Tell me WHY, WHY did they change the Smallville theme song!!!!
17. Tell me why some adults can be so childish, take some responsibility for your actions!! Grow up, don't blame others either.
18. Why do we protect our loved ones only to hurt them?
19. Why don't we listen to good advice?
20. Why do we make things harder than it really is?
21. Why do we have to learn the hard way?
22. Would you do it the same way the second time around?
23. Why are we all afraid of each other?
24. How come you push everyone away?
25. What is trust?
26. Where is your home?
27. Do you want to return home?
28. Is it too late to bring back the history?
29. What made you so strong?
30. Who made you so strong?
31. Don't you hate politics?
-01/28/08-5:47pm- words from today
what to write, it’ll be a miracle if you can read all of this, well, into basketball, music (trying to gather a all of the music I love), easy living lifestyle right now(it can get complicated real quick though with one wrong turn in life), what else, currently in a computer lab, I would like to play more basketball, I think I’m a true baller, but I’m one of those ballers that don’t have many chances to play, I need to work on my game more, my handle, jumper, my D is alright. Music tells everybody who you are, what you listen to and what you dance to, I can’t wait to start working, Rambo was a great movie, Sly is a great filmmaker, he shows the truth in what the world really is, the world could be a great place, on the flip side are places in this world that looks like hell, hell on earth, I would only hope I am ready when hell breaks loose around me, it can happen any where, in a store robbery, car theft, pity fights, etc, you name it, it is up to us to keep the good in this world, hm, what else, I am currently in school, what is sad and great is that I’m almost done with school, but I will probably continue with school for another degree, it is just who I am, I like to keep busy, I have a couple other things I would like to learn, it would be great to learn them by myself, I will try that first, then I will get help if I need it, (5mins later) I really need to finish this homework, on another note, my head is all around spinning right now, just as soon as I get my tracks, I will be ready, I will work on a set and that will be all she wrote, to someone who knows what I am talking about, those sentences made sense, to others, it’s just gibberish, Rock Band is pretty cool, I don’t play much video games, but if I do, I play the sports games, nba 2k series, madden, that’s about it, Brock Lesnar is fighting soon, it will be great to see him in mixed martial arts, most people don’t understand mma, but it is still growing and people are learning more and more about the sport, it is the fastest growing sport today! (class starts in 15 mins!) -01/28/08-5:47pm-
Who I'd like to meet:
My future self and have a long talk!
A lady with eyes like her, Jun Ji-hyun!
The truth is that it is so hard to meet people. I'm talking about real down to earth people. Of course there is a natural fear of meeting new people, but somethings got~ta give. I don't like the bar scene or club scene, because you aren't yourself in those scenes. I stay true to myself, and that's enough for me. Work and school is another place to meet new people. It is always fun starting a new job or school. I have met some great people at school. It is sad to know that you may not keep in touch with them. We live in a busy work filled world. Work can be a dangerous place for relationships, so I refuse to do that too. So what am I left with, blogging on myspace haha! Peace dudes!
I don't really know who I would like to meet. Someone who I can be myself with. Someone who is truly kind hearted. Someone who has the same morals. Someone who understands that this world is not heaven all the time. Someone who is patient enough to learn who they are and who I am. Someone who can learn who they are with there significant other. Did I mention patient, and oh yeah, patient. Come again, patient! Too bad patience isn't something that can be taught or learned. It's a life lesson that is embedded in you when you are a kid. But don't worry, you can still do your best to be patient. =] I fail at being patient everyday.
for-t-seven-curse =] (I laugh at the face of danger)
(more to come dudes=)
na-ru-tho episode 47 (we see him again)
Me and James record was 40 wins and 7 losses(br)
Overheard a conversation of someone having a baby at 47
my email was saved at 47kb
roger said he finished 47th place in a poker tourny
Chenge's temperature was 94.7
My instructor said "Please go to page 46-47 in your book."
Mitt Romney born on 12 March 1947
Hitman Movie - his number is 47
Congo Movie - has 47 in a scene
Exit 47 is the one going north to Duluth on 35E
I first wore this number 47 playing ball 47
"Why am I here"
I am here to:
get rid of the bad in this world
end hate
protect the innocent
love our loved ones
destroy the bad souls
teach our children
do what's right
make you understand
enjoy this life
live and learn
live this life
savor our treasures
die to do what's right
sacrifice everything to stand for my belief
believe in the system when it fails
fight the system that helps
fight prejudice
slay the dragon
save you
prove it to myself
Current Thoughts:
Some people just ain't ready. It goes both ways!
Why don't you take a risk?
hey fury, yeah, i don't know when we will be done with hunting but we'll have to figure how to fix that bathroom problem. and yeah, no more strangers..
Hey Christopher! You coming this weekend for my dad's surprise birthday party?! Well, we'll be in town so we'll see ya if you're there. ;D Hope you're doing good. Take care.
WTF lol Phil?? Hey sorry I couldn't make it to your party. If I could drive, I would've totally made it ^_^ Speaking of driving, I was thinking about taking the class soon. What do you think?
Pher! When you're sober, you be in charge of my alcohol consumption...I'm sooo mad at myself... all that costume making and decoration and money..(!) just for 2 hours of partying before passing out..! Another dissapointing year for me...!
Yes. The laptop is back to normal. Thanks again Chris! You should come and visit again if you have the time. It's really boring here at WI and I really need to visit the U of M soon. We should've went earlier dude when I scheduled it in the summer. It would've been much more comfortable. So when are you free? I really need to get that taken care of.
Hey Chris. You should come home this weekend and fix the laptop! Also, Albert will be visiting too so we should chill. Otherwise, next weekend works too because I don't have school Thursday and Friday = four day weekend!! Woo!!! Betcha Imma get flanked with homework though. Can you believe it I'm 3-0 in my other fantasy leagues! I'm freakin ballin! Too bad it's not the same with our league (1-2) :(
