Hello, I am an indigo child born in Lithuania, in the city of Panevezys, on the 24th of July, in 1990. I grew up in a poor family with no father to look after me. I used to never listen to my mother, did only what I wanted to do. It cost my mom a lot of energy. Whatever she used to tell me, I was always very straightforward. Only my opinion was important to me. But I wasn't a selfish person. As a human, I am a philosopher. I see life in a very simple way. "Destiny doesn't exist, only human mind, which rules the world. You just need to learn to control your mind, and then you can play with your life." I am a composer without any musical education. I comprehend a term of "music" as calculating, same as a subject of math. Once I sat on the piano bench ( I was almost 17 y.o. back then ), I started seeing notes, and understand them in a way I couldn't explain in words. As I look at piano keys, I see which accords and notes go together and sound good, and which ones not. I see a lot of melodies, which can be combined to create a great harmony as well. I have a good ear, which allows me to compose the most complicated forms of classical music. I couldn't tell that someone made rules for music, or just wrote them down on a piece of paper. Musical rules have been discovered, not created. Therefore, in my opinion, music academies shouldn't have been established, just so people could learn something that has already been learned. Every composer creates works by using his knowledge. J.S.Bach understood music in one way, and Mozart in other way. All of the famous composers composed music, according to their own cognition, by rules they had in their minds. However, it doesn't mean that after their deaths, a bunch of music acadamies had to be built in order to follow their lifeworks. If a person is born to be a composer, he understands the wider horizon of music, and knows more that he would learn in a music acadamie. There, something that was created in the past is teached, but it's impossible to teach what will be created in the future.
Hello all my friends! I know it’s been a bit since I sent out comments. Life does seem to have a way of sidetracking when it chooses. Since I will be out of town this week, here’s a little something from me to you. I am unsure of service on my BlackBerry where I am headed but will respond as soon as I can to each of you. All my love!!!
ETERNITY By Karen W. Bolton 11/03/08
With all of my senses on fire, your love, I will never tire. As I look into your eyes, there’s no reason to ask why. It’s in your arms that I lay, when I feel the need to cry and pray. It’s you that will comfort me, so that I can rest easy and see, why it’s in you that I believe, giving me more than I can conceive. My soul in turmoil, it begins to churn, you stay, to discover what you can learn. Examining every inch of my mind, searching for what you might find. Your gentle touch is forever kind. Thru all of life’s trials, it’s without an ounce denial, knowledge that you’ll be by my side, with you, my heart will always reside. As I feel your warmth surround me, I know this is where I am meant to be. Wrapped in your loving arms for Eternity.
A question I often ask, am I referring to God or the love of your life??? I know the answer because I wrote it. Have a great week!!! Hugs & Kisses my loves! I will return soon! K
Hello my friends! It’s been a while since I’ve sent you comments, so here we go. This one was inspired by 2 of my online friends. One for what his status said and one for conversations we had.
Dedicated to Alessandro & Steve
RISK By Karen Bolton 10/15/08
To Love, is to risk not being loved in return. Sometimes the pain feels like more than we can endure. Thru life’s lessons we will mature, and find our way even with all the detours.
To Hope, is to risk feeling pain. Without the pain, you will never realize what you could have gained. It’s not your heart that you should detain, it’s the memories that will remain. Life’s lessons are not a shame, we all grow just the same.
To Try, is to risk finding failure within each endeavor. There is no such thing as forever. It makes no difference how clever, In the end, there is still the possibility of never.
Risk must be taken, or else it’s yourself that you have forsaken. Even if you are not trusting, the greatest risk in life….is to risk nothing.
On October 24th I will post a poem on my blog as a tribute to my parents who passed 10 yrs ago. If you have lost a loved one in the past 10 yrs, you might want to avoid my blog October 24th-27th. The poem gives a lot of detail and is not for the weak of heart. The Title is “I Still Remember” and my blog will be set on private for this posting. Meaning, if you are not on my friends list you will not be able to view it. Please take a moment to stop by my profile, blog or bulletins and vote for Andy Kostek in the Last Band Standing competition. There are only 9 days left and the competition is pushing hard. Have a wonderful week and weekend my friends!
thanks for your kindness ... thank you for your music ... thank you for your friendship. you that the sky fills with energy, light and love, and you send in the form of music that is beneficial to mankind. a brother hug. I am listening to your music and tells me many things ... to continue feeding the soul. tiokalima. español
Arturas - Thanks for the request! I enjoyed listening to your song set! Just think what you could accomplish if you did learn music. Good-luck with your music career! Take care - Pat
