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“There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness

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    NAME: Ashley/Phippsie/Ash
    AGE: 24 years young
    BIRTHDAY:Aug, 11th, 1985
    Zodiac Sign: Leo
    HEIGHT: 5'6' 1/2
    WEIGHT: 105-140 pounds
    ETHNICITY: German/English
    HAIR: Dishwater Blonde
    EYES: Blue/Green/gray
    LOCATION: Knoxville TN, USA
    HOMETOWN:Newton, WI
    RELIGION: Christen/other
    STATUS: In relationship
    WITH? Jason A Zellner
    TATTOOS?: Ankle, L/back
    PIERCINGS?: 5 =P
    CHILDREN: Pregnant (1-2)
    Kaydence Celine Zellner
    due- September 28th
    SMOKE/DRINK: No/periodically
    INCOME:> $1.00

    ♥Likes♥


    ♥ The color Emerald
    ♥ bubble baths
    ♥ thinking
    ♥ Tae kwon do
    ♥ being active
    ♥ learning
    ♥ photos
    ♥ piercings
    ♥ v-ball
    ♥ artists
    ♥ paint balling / lazier tag
    ♥ Playing any sports vs Watching
    ♥ ab crunches
    ♥ jalapenos
    ♥ wasabi
    ♥ being positive
    ♥ running/jogging (helps me think)
    ♥ flicks w/ strong minded women
    ♥ high heels
    ♥ dorks (people not afraid)
    ♥ dancing
    ♥ learning about religions
    ♥ culture's
    ♥ children
    ♥ romantics
    ♥ old people (Always something to learn)
    ♥ funky hair
    ♥ jewelery
    ♥ being blunt (truth)
    ♥ people being them selves
    ♥ colorful painted walls
    ♥ sweet smells
    ♥ sweet-soft smells
    ♥ warm weather
    ♥ Clear nights
    ♥ running in the rain
    ♥ sweating
    ♥ soft hair
    ♥ boots
    ♥ lilies/simple yet beautiful
    ♥ dandelions
    ♥ My brothers
    ♥ open minds/not intolerant
    ♥ Current events
    ♥ sunlight on my skin in the morning
    ♥ white light
    ♥ self-actualization
    ♥ time
    ♥ seeing others smile
    ♥ Chi iced tea
    ♥ good and plenties
    ♥ Long funny looking socks
    ♥ colorful nails
    ♥ Gummy bears, yummers
    ♥ Bord games,
    ♥ Jam not Jelly JAM.
    ♥ Coloring books
    ♥ Swimming
    ♥ Rock climbing
    ♥ Swedish fish
    ♥ Red vines(Imitation liquorish)
    ♥ Cartoons with values
    ♥ Fat round furry animals
    ♥ Writing
    ♥ Ice skating
    ♥ Yoga
    ♥ Skinny
    ♥ Asparagus
    ♥ Turkey one of the meats i eat/ i also imitation crab
    ♥ Discovery channel
    ♥ Honesty
    ♥ Painting
    ♥ Art
    ♥ Theater
    ♥ Sweeny todd , caberet, weighting for godot
    ♥ Operas
    ♥ Ballets
    ♥ Comfy undies, aka boy short
    ♥ V-shaped muscle-hip
    ♥ Neck kiss's,
    ♥ the first min of a hot bath,
    ♥ Remembering why im here,
    ♥ Random historical information,
    ♥ Fluffy blankets,
    ♥ Vanilla (smell/taste) aaahh,
    ♥ Walking around bare feet
    ♥ Singing (car-shower-anywhere)
    ♥ Hugging people i don't know
    ♥ Angel food cake
    ♥ Stick matches
    ♥ Plucking of a guitar
    ♥ a single flute, violin or soprano N a orchestra
    ♥ Lachrymose by Mozart

    ✖DisLikes✖


    ✖ Driving on curvy roads
    ✖ Sound of the alarm clock
    ✖ disrespect
    ✖ Leaving messages
    ✖ Girls/men who except "there" stereo type
    ✖ people who make them
    ✖ Bills. I like checks
    ✖ I hate fat ( on me
    ✖ Calling people. Its a phone thing
    ✖ Saying goodbye
    ✖ Ends of bread
    ✖ Having over 100 channels and nothing being on
    ✖ Farris wheels (no seat belt
    ✖ Being cold
    ✖ Burnt pop corn
    ✖ anything other then kettle corn
    ✖ Over eating
    ✖ The word Irk (sounds like a noise)
    ✖ Cheaters
    ✖ Laziness
    ✖ people who don't pull over over Ambulances
    ✖ Tier swings spinning
    ✖ Elevators
    ✖ Big butted spiders
    ✖ toothpaste caps not on
    ✖ Smell of hair die
    ✖ Yams
    ✖ Most Meat
    ✖ Busy single on a phone
    ✖ First ring of the phone (it brakes the silence
    ✖ Texting
    ✖ airports
    ✖ Computer troubles
    ✖ EMOs / if your depressed get over it
    ✖ My miss spelling
    ✖ Popular purses and the millions of people who have them
    ✖ Being late,(waiting on people just because)
    ✖ women Criticize other women
    ✖ sexism, racism and "jokes"
    ✖ Judging when its not your place
    ✖ Dark toast
    ✖ Crusty eggs
    ✖ Junk growers
    ✖ Wearing socks to bed
    ✖ Lies
    ✖ Not reaching potential
    ✖ Driving in the rain/Snow
    ✖ Bad drivers
    ✖ people who don't remember what lanes for passing
    ✖ Boredom(no reason for it)
    ✖ Dark chocolate,taste iky! but i do understand white chocolate
    ✖ Headphones cos they hurt my ears
    ✖ Lose car lights(looks-flashing-over bumps
    ✖ when a car has a dim light on only one side
    ✖ love being used out of context or as a filler word
    ✖ Poisoning thoughts that make us stop try'n
    ✖ not thinking before things are said
    ✖ one sided stories
    ✖ Hearing them
    ✖ rummers(people who tell them)
    ✖ not seeing life for what it could be
    ✖ Not trying

    Television


    ♥Discovery channel
    ♥ Grays Antimony
    ♥ Family Guy
    ♥ House
    ♥ Americas next top model
    ♥ how its made
    ♥ Project runway
    ♥ Wife Swap
    ♥ Extreme makeover
    ♥ Nanny 911
    ♥ Inside the ER
    ♥ History channel
    ♥ cash cab

    Movies


    ♥ Pretty Women,
    ♥The Good Shepherd
    ♥ My Fair Lady,
    ♥ Interview of the Vampire,
    ♥ V for Vendetta,
    ♥ Billy Madison,
    ♥ true crime,
    ♥ The Purposel,
    ♥ Meet the Fockers,
    ♥ Blood diamond,
    ♥ Fried Green Tomatoes,
    ♥ City of Angles,
    ♥ Officer and Gentlemen,
    ♥ Supper Troopers -lol, ,
    ♥ Jerry Maguire,
    ♥ How to lose a guy in 10 days,
    ♥Fight Club,
    ♥ Breakfast at Tiffany’s,
    ♥ Christmas Vacation,
    ♥ Braveheart ,
    ♥ From Hell,
    ♥ Robin Hood,
    ♥ Beauty and the Beast,
    ♥ The Wizard of Oz,
    ♥Beyond Borders,
    ♥ 300,
    ♥ Dumb and Dumber,
    ♥ Donnie Darko ,
    ♥ Batman ,
    ♥ My Best Friend's Wedding,
    ♥ The Bourne Identity/Supremacy/Ultimatum,
    ♥ MRS doubtfire ,
    ♥ the wedding date,
    ♥Girl, Interrupted,
    ♥ Batman Begins ,
    ♥ Lucky Number Slevin,
    ♥ It's a Wonderful Life,
    ♥ into the wind,
    ♥ The Truman Show,
    ♥ The secret,
    ♥ Shankshaw Redemption,
    ♥ Good Will Hunting,
    ♥ Pursuit of Happiness,
    ♥Changeling,

    When I am sad


    I sit in the tub soaking,
    I run as fast and as long as I can

    When I am happy


    I sing (anywhere)
    Dance (anywhere)
    Get things done

    When I sleep


    I cover my ears with the blanket,
    On my left side with one hand stretched out and one leg slightly bent,
    Need my feet out or uncovered,
    Loosely dream ( I talked, ask questions, sing, hum) ,
    Remember my dreams,

    When I was young


    I wished I could marry batman or be an angel ,
    I only ate the centers of an Oreo,
    Only licked off the seasoning on chips,
    Hated Stuffing,
    Got picked on by my brothers,
    Mixed shampoos and lotions in the bathroom,
    Was a tom boy,
    Hid on the roof out side my window,
    Talked to dead people. (I thought they would be lonely if I didn’t) ,
    “Saved” every animals,
    mixed things together for experiments,

    Inspiration


    Strong woman
    People who do what’s Right
    People who stand for what they believe in
    Gondie
    Mother Teresa
    St Anselm
    Locke
    Russell
    Einstein

    My vises


    America’s next top model
    Sleeping / lack of.
    M.d .
    I don't like Crying.
    Picking at my arms. (dermatillomania)
    Emotional Intelligence- come across harsh to some.

    Top Friends


    Love my boyfriend Jason

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About me:

ASHLEY PHIPPS

He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull

HI, I am Ashley Nicole Phipps, nice to informally "Meet" you. (You just essentially made me happy because you’re actually reading this)

I do believe “if you’re going to trivially judge something/someone, you better make it count!” So’ here is your shot!

I can’t promise you will like/love me for who I am, But I can promise you I am the person I write (know myself to be). “I will always try in life to be the women I know myself to be”.

so” let me ramble on a little about why or why not I added you to my myspace, and what I do not wish to have on my “friends space”

I have read thorough thousands of Myspace “Profiles” about “people“& I have came to the conclusion “Everyone’s the same.” No, Just joking, but I do believe people are lacking in Self-advocacy.

(We all know everyone's different in some way) so I presume its Myspace’s fault :-P).

a few TIPS -

Please Do not use cliché’s! You may in fact love “long walks on the beach“, but who the F*ck doesn't? ( well" maybe if your any resident of Manitowoc, and its lake Michigan your walking on, then we could come up with many reasons why that would not be the greatest thing in the world to do! (But then explain it)

Please Say something interesting. Or if you believe there is nothing interesting about your self, (although I am sure there is) **tell me the facts.

You do not have to be long winded, but be who you are. I promise I’ll like you / or dislike you just for that. (But at least its true)

Anyways....

I would like to spend some time and effectively communicate Who I am. To, well" whom ever reads this.

I try hard to be self aware. I can tell you ..I love truth.. I can live with it rather then denial.

I am a rather light-hearted, laid-back person if I let myself be, but on occasion I feel the need to light a fire under my a** to get things moving how I want them to move.

My profile here doesn’t really paint that picture as well as I would like, but I assure you my life isn’t full of childish inclinations toward philosophy. “Truth is, my writing/my words/my voice. It is virtually the only place my heart pours out so vehemently and rigidly”.

(I don't like making people read between the lines)
I have learnt in life. “If you say what you mean and mean what you say. Others understand what you expect from them and yourself.

Yes I know - Truth is found exclusively through the purposeful absorption of experience. (meaning you can only "believe what you see, feel for definite)

what a hard task that is… It’s so easy to experience something powerful and inspirational, only later to forget and relearn all over again. (That is why you have to remind your self, and I have to remind my self)

It’s a pillar of courage to wholly absorb an event and apply it to the betterment of one’s reality. Most often, the events that we absorb are each minuscule, but when they are added together, they become mighty. Thus, our truths are shaped by millions of tiny events. And they are changed by events we translate into cataclysms to better (or lessen) ourselves—purposely.

I know myself to be

Self critical rather then self Indulgent. I know and understand life isn’t a fairytale.

So" lets start.

“Briefly” From the beginning??

I was originally, raised? (I guess you would call it) from Newton and Rockwood WI, A.K.A. Manitowoc. At the age of 16 I moved out of mom and dads home. I suppose I would say "My parents treated me like I had a brain -- which, in turn, caused me to have one."

I Visited the big city and bright lights (New York) for a short time at the age of 18 then went over to Deutschland. For about a half a decade, (4.5),

I lived my share of life and just existed for a wile. “Like the living dead”. ( if you don't know what that is I would describe it as ..“simply breathing but not really living. no meaning, no drive, no fight ..)

Then something changed – (I found my self in the nothing I had. When you’re the lowest you can be. you find your self. You’re forced to see what you have.)

Change is my blessing!. (It’s funny when you find you’re self). You get pushed to your limit and you adapt. finding your self to have had no limit to begin with.

If your thinking how did things change?
Health, My thoughts, My goals, What I would take, Knowing what I was living for, determination, my feelings, Who I would let in, Ect…

Now?? I am A woman who smiles for no reason. Or more so “makes reasons to smile”.

I’ll make fun of My own self if someone feels uneasy.

I am optimistic, Never! Mistaken that for a procrastinator or a dreamer. I like Performing, Accomplishing, and Achieving! I feel dame useless when things lay at a stand still.

Do!!!!!. Otherwise nothing gets done. ( that’s one of the things I have to force myself daily to accomplish and to be accountable for.)

I know lots of people who are strong and brawny people. But they only talk a good talk. “They say “that time changes things“, But I say “you actually have to change them yourself.”

Overcome obstacles and hardships? (We all do!)

all/everything shapes me/us, or influenced my/our life’s in some way. I believe Life is mad up of tragedies and triumphs and with out every little thing “We would not exist as we are today;

( maybe you believe you would have been better off, but I am also someone who believes in living in the now. We squander to much energy thinking about the things we can’t change instead of making the best out of it.) I remind myself am in complete control of my own destiny (we all are).

“you can only decide who/what you let in/ out.. Effect/ control your life“.

Yes Sometimes?? ,I tend to be overly cautious

i do my share of pushing back people as well. when I feel i have let in to close (believe them not obvious of there intent.) i will pull back, take space from them.

i have also learned not to fully shell my self and lose sight of the good in people, but to guard myself just enough to be able to depict the ill.

in the mitts of my challenges in life i try not to lose my respect for men and women.

everyone is someone new, given the same chance.

but!!!!
let me warn you ( I give everyone my trust, but I will not experiment with impertinence). If you are flirtatious, and headstrong about "getting me" i will grind you up and spit you out like the pig you illustrate your self to be.

Like I said “it is defense. but, it defends you too .

No, I am not cold hearted! i will be ..Blunt! (Tell you exactly what I want or need with out warning or hesitation.).. I will directly save both of our time and exertion on a lost cause. (I prefer to grow wise and not old ) but I am far from a ditz. I DEMAND respect!( i do not get paid for teaching you how to respect someone, its something you should have been taught by your parents, so no other warnings but this.)

.Friends??? if you’re Having problems? .. if your looking for mr/miz "RIGHT". But you just cant understand why your not finding her/him in the one dimensional, "fun" party looking people.

I’m going to let you keep looking, And no I won’t keep giving you advice. I could tell you numerous of reasons why people can not find “love”, and what gos wrong.

(If you ask it. I will bluntly tell you . it is usually not them! Its usually not them .. Its you,

who is your mr/miss “RIGHT”?
you want a girl with a killer body and a great walk .. then be prepared to give also to her egotistic personality and her high demand for attention. and be prepared for her to be just as shallow as your demands.

same with women! - looking for a man who cares about you, who will talk to you about all his feelings? Then be prepared for his submissive attitude. His need to be around you. and to shelter his feelings. wrapping up..

. If you’re planning to walk around in glass of course you’re going to get cut. but maybe with out it you would have never learned.

I’m that girl that will watch it bleed until it forms a scab,

only then will help you cover it. It’s easier to show you something is wrong rather then tell you.

if you ask for my opinion that is what you will get.

. if I am in the mitts of “fake” people I will let them be.

( people act the way they do out of there own life lessons) there not hurting me ( there just confusing there selves.. but I will find the door in a hurry )

Otherwise, I might be mistaken for a ditz, (my throat gets tight, I feel apprehensive, and i forget things easily , I speak in tongs and my mind gets scattered. i cant make conversation with someone who doesn't form an opinion. )

I will not censer my self or pretend to be something else…so its easier for me to dismiss people whom aren’t them selves . (its not because of them entirely, it is just easy to remember “who” someone is if I can remember whom they where last week.)

. I ADORE?

people being them self’s. Yes, Some people are strange. but, to tell you the truth its the ones who are all the same who scare me more. .People fight to fit in, and for what?. I’m me. I’m myself. you are you. Perfectly imperfect, but beautifully unique

I rather be hated for the person I am rather then love for being someone I don't even know.

“Imperfection is beauty. Madness is Genius. And I rather be totally ridicules then perfectly stupid“.

I have learned, once you tell people about a "fault" . They look to see it"

. The world has grown fond of labeling “problems” instead of solving them.”

“People who need meds are off running around, and the ones that don’t are a freshly stocked pharmacy.”

I don’t like the ideal of taking drugs ( at least not aspirin, Tylenol, & pain medications as much as people do. As much as people take it today where ruining our own immune systems).

some medications have been great in history, but there is to many other “easy” ways out.. (if your taking medication for side affects for other medication. that’s when you know the doctor isn’t helping to much)

Anyways.. I could ramble about this subject forever so let’s change it

. It important for me to try.

Once I stopped, then I have stopped life its self. Stopped growing, evolving, Or being what I wish so severely see from this world.

I never want to stay the same. I want to learn as I go, and never stop. There’s to much out there to take in to ever quit.

I believe in faith and hope, ..And feel for the ones who deny they do. Sometimes when you feel like the worlds turned its back on you and no friends or family are in sight. Faith is the little thing that makes you hold on for that moment longer and say "I’ll try again tomorrow"

I’m a self soother, independent thinker, strong minded, opinionated, compassionate, imperfect, dorky, Philosophic, Liberal (to an extant. if you care about that ask, it’s just I could write for days if it was up to me).. Active, Spirited, I find comfort in learning, I love finding out new things,

I know the only people who can hurt me are the people I love, (otherwise it wouldn't really matter to me- would it?)

.I am Trustworthy, but make me earn it

other wise you will never really trust me.

if I say it , I’ll do it, (maybe not always promptly (If I hold my self to the standards of being completely truthful to you. I will expect you to do the same.)

Nurturing, committed, mentally strong , emotionally sturdy, open minded, always changing, I can admit I’m wrong (although that’s like a blue moon) :-P

When thinking changes your mind, that's philosophy. When God changes your mind, that's faith. When facts change your mind, that's science.

if I wrote anymore I would have to write a novel..
hugs, ash

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