.......MATTHEW 6:13.......
I am TWENTY-ONE years old. i turn twenty-two on wednesday, december eighth, two-thousand and ten.
I live in the imperial valley, Holtville, California to be exact.
& I cant explain it any better than being grateful. Ive never had a set group of friends and I do intend to keep it that way, enjoy new faces and new ideas. I love my girls, they are amazing! Couldnt ask for better ones!!
I do care what you think (contrary to popular belief).
Care meaning: I think it over.
Care not meaning: I will change for you...
Vainglorious.
Thats how I feel when I'm asked to write about myself. Being a product of the eighties, and raised in the ninties. I grew up listening to sublime, singing, songs i shouldnt sing :o]
I am old, but now old enough....
If you make friends with me, I'll be your friend for life!!
Conformation, (i.e. chemistry) is MY curse.
Rules and regulations are made for other people!
Restrictions blow out the creative spark that is ready to flame into life!!
I must be free and uninhibited. I have an extroverted bundle of energy, gifted and utterly irrepressible, everything I do is on a grand scale - big ideas, ornate gestures and extreme ambitions!! I hate being stuck in one place at any time, I guess that explains why I've moved so much, and as I get older, I know I'll continue to move on to bigger and better places. I am very aware of my natures. Too much enthusiasm can leave me tired and unfulfilled. I know my pride can often retards me from accepting the same kind of help from others... I know I have a very generous personality, which attracts friends very easily, but I rather solitary people at heart...Which kills me in the end.
I admire;Computer analysts, Inventors, Engineers, Architects, Lawyers, Philosophers, Psychoanalysts, Brokers, Managers, Salepeople, PR People, Advertising agents, Officers in the armed forces, Campaigners, and Politicians!!
I seem to gather as much criticism as I do esteem, or reconize...
Due to my, like of a better word, {confused temperaments), I am not the most sensitive friend to those in need of a shoulder to cry on. Those who truly know me, know I do have a loving soul who will become your best ally in times of need. Once I've given my friendship, I will not let friends down. To me, a friend is a friend for a lifetime. Being incredibly honest, I am known for sincerity and a trusting soul. Because of this honesty, I don't realize others may not demonstrate or uphold the same codes of ethics. Making the discovery that they placed their trust in someone who is dishonest makes me quite sad, yet much more perceptive for the future...
I dont expect or want things to come to me. I would rather work for money than have it fall into my lap!!
(although a large indefinite amount of money would be rather helpful, haha).
MAKE YOUR MARK!
I live for music that touches your soul, just like all music should. My all time favorite quote about music is by Berthold Auerbach, "Music washes away from the soul, the dust of everyday life."
I've always fallen in love with words of deep meaning:
Love--It's a 4-Letter word for goodness sakes!! Yet, has so many meanings, and so much history behind it!!
Sorrow--It's a mental suffering or pain caused by injury, loss, or despair. We have all felt it, we know how disfavorable it feels, yet it will never go away...
Win--Yes when you feel victory or finish first in a competition. I dont like this word.
Dream--There is no universally agreed biological definition of dreaming. Why do we do it? How is it done?
Soul--The vital principle or animating force within living beings...it also gives me chills.
Pain--That unpleasant feeling that is conveyed to the brain by sensory neurons. There is so many cases of pain, that most of you have never realized existed; phantom pain [pain from a limb or organ that has been lost], pain asymbolia [pain you feel yet your immune to suffering from it], insensitivity to pain [people who reconize that the would be in pain, yet are numb to it], psychogenic pain [a physical pain that is caused, increased, or prolonged by mental, emotional, or behavioral factors].
Pain you feel, without feeling pain there is nothing you will gain.....
Gain--Not the gain, as in gaining weight around your thighs, but the gain to increase; grow: gained in experience and maturity; a painting that gained in value. Mostly life lessons you gain.
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” -James Dean
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