My story? I'm a 25 year old single mommy just tryin' to spread them good vibes. The end. =)
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I LIVE FOR...
+ my DAUGHTER + my family + my TRUE friends +ART in all forms + good music + positive vibes + deep conversations + happy people + no drama + laughing 'til my stomach hurts + dreams + Hopes of ultimately finding fulfillment.
Music
...& ART are my therapy.
Check out my photo gallery for more of my artwork.
Heroes
I wanna meet... anyone who doesn't mind talkin' to/chillin' with a chick who can sometimes be the biggest fuckin' dork on earth, the mushiest person you'll ever come across, has biting & pinching tendencies, and who can be the biggest smart-ass sometimes...hoping that the person I'm talking to will be amused by it and be somewhat of a smart-ass back...without being too insulting. I wanna meet people who appreciate art, music, and anything/everything soothing to the soul. I wanna meet people who can sing their hearts out and actually sound good... and, and, and... people who can dance like there's no tomorrow, but still keep up with the rhythm and at least look like they know what the hell they're doing. I wanna meet people who like using their bodies as canvases... tats and piercings are a fuckin' turn-on (well not TOO many though). I'd like to meet cool folks who won't mind my randomness, and won't mind the fact that I jump from one topic to another...just to keep a conversation going. I wanna meet people who won't mind that I sometimes act like a little kid...only cuz I feel like everyone needs to loosen up every once in awhile and let their inner child take control and help to ease away the pain of daily stressors. I wanna meet people that have a dope ass sense of style - shoes are the FIRST THING i notice about people. I'd love to meet people who smile back, when I smile at them...even if they've never seen me before...hoping that they understand that I'm simply smiling because I'm a friendly person (well, sometimes... haha). =) I wanna meet anyone who can "make my face hurt" cuz they make me smile and laugh so much...that I can't even feel my cheeks anymore. Yeah... that would be fuckin' awesome.
Dearest Jazzy…
I can’t believe you’re finally here. It seemed like the day would never come that I’d finally be able to hold you in my arms. Now that this moment has finally arrived, I can’t seem to get enough of you. You’ve changed my life in so many ways, and though the journey was long and difficult…I must admit that it was all MORE than worthwhile. The 9 months of carrying you around was both emotionally and physically exhausting. OoOh weeeeeee…that was a LONGGGGGGGGG 9 months. Girl, you don’t even know what I went through to keep you! Haha… Then, as if 9 months wasn’t enough… I went through almost 30 hours of labor and STILL had to get a c-section in the end. Wow. That was definitely something else. Let me tell you… the word PAINdoesn’t even come close to describing labor. Hahaha… but don’t worry. Mommy doesn’t regret anything she did in order to make sure that you would be brought into this world safely. I loved you from the moment I found out of your existence. I lost, I cried, I suffered… but none of that is as big as what I GAINED from this whole experience. First and foremost, I gained KNOWLEDGE about myself and life in general. There was so much that I didn’t understand about so many different things. I don’t know. It’s hard to really pinpoint anything in particular or be really specific. All I know is that there are a lot of things that I look at differently now. I suppose you can say you’ve helped me get a better grasp of what my priorities in life should be. Perhaps I’m more responsible, and well… you’ve somehow helped me adapt to a more “motherly”lifestyle that I didn’t think I was 100% capable of. My goodness…I’m a mother and I’m loving every minute of it - ENOUGH SAID. The best thing I gained from this whole experience is YOU. I now have a be-a-U-tiful baby girl who has brought me nothing but pure happiness since the day of her birth. Yes, Jasmine-Rose…YOU have been the biggest blessing I have ever received. I love you more than words could ever ever EVER describe. You’re so freakin’ beautiful. I swear to you… I’m not saying this just cuz I’m your mommy…but DAMNNNNNNNNNNN baby girl…you are the cutest fuckin’ baby I have ever set my eyes on! For real! Ask anyone who saw you in person! Pictures just don’t do justice. You are just so so so so sooooooooooooo beautiful Jasmine! Oh, and the facial expressions you make when you actually decide to wake up during the daytime… oh my goodness…ABSOLUTELY PRICELESS! *sigh* I’m so in love with you Jazzy. You’ve brought this joy to my life, that I have never experienced before. You leave me breathless, and if at all possible… I’d keep you in my arms forever and ever and ever. I can’t wait to watch you grow into an even more beautiful girl as time passes. OoOoh and when you get older, I hope you take an interest in art...just like mommy. Hopefully we can have paint sessions together and get so caught up in what we're doing that we end up painting til 5 in the morning! <333 I want to be there for you through everything you encounter in life. I don’t care how small or how big it is…I want to be part of it. I hope that you will grow up knowing that you can come to me for absolutely anything and everything. I will always always always always ALWAYS love you, Jas - unconditionally. Though it’s been one extremely difficult and almost unbearable year… the outcome was absolutely beautiful. YOU, Jasmine-Rose Patam Bautista… are the most perfect gift I could have ever received. Thank you. Thank You. THANK YOU. Mommy loves you <3
My Love. My Life. My All. My J A Z Z Y Freshness.
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Who I'd like to meet:
Michelle Bautista // Audible SOUL's Friend Space (Top 8)
Michelle Bautista // Audible SOUL has 480 friends.
HI MICHELLE! HOW ARE YOU & YOUR LIL' ONE? HOPE ALL IS WELL. LUV YOUR STUFF... SO MUCH THAT I POSTED SOME OF YOUR PICS ON OUR PAGE TO SHOW SOME LUV. HOPE THATS COOL. ANYWAY, YOU TAKE CARE. MUCH LUV... YOUR ATE EVA ;)
hey... we might come down for me and mike's bdays.... we wanted to go to a halloween party and get all dressed up... let me know if u know of anything going on!
its all good u were doin ur thing much props to that =) and yeah FPAC has been dope every year so i def enjoyed it. haha plus every year i add to my collection of your amazing art work!
hey michelle, i was wondering if you could send me the pictures we took after i bought your piece and also the one from last year's fpac if you have it still, and by the way i'm absolutely loving the piece i bought
your art is awesome and inspiring..may God bless you and your art and may you touch someone with your art everywhere you go..thanks for the add.. i have pics of you up on my page..FPAC album..if you'd like to take a quick look to remember who i was haha..take care..and can't wait for new pieces..bye..
we're going home this wknd... so if we don't get out of work too late we might head down there friday after work... and then head to bakersfield sat morning....so i was wondering if we could stay there for the night... but if we do go... it wont be till hella late.. but i'll let u know.. it's not for sure yet
and im gonna get a hair cut on sat b4 we go home... wanna come with me??? so u can tell them how to cut my hair!!
yay they super cr3w made it!!! man we voted so many times with that auto-click thingy hahahaha
neways now we hafta watch the live tour for sure together!!! come to phoenix...or we should go to vegas and watch it!!! it's on a thurs in la.... fri in vegas and sun in phoenix
i think u guys should make a trip to phx and come see me.....during that wknd of the abdc tour... since when they come to la its like on the weekday and theyre coming to phx on the wknd... yea? only 4 hr drive and tell paulo to go with u??
is that gurl's night out thing for sure??? becuz we're kinda really really even more broke now hahha so mike doesn't really think we should go 2 wks in a row.... but i told him i really wanna go.... so he said he might just book me a flight.... so let me know wassup!
Hi Michelle! Ya, I'm good. I work at a arts and culture centre in downtown Toronto and am still doing my photo thing. How bout you, how's your projects and the fam?
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