About me:
I just passed the forty year milestone last November, unlike many of my friends that number never really phased me. If anything the fact that I have made it this far I find to be surprising, if not slightly startling.
In my forty years, I have only had one year that I would love to see play out differently, and that would be the year 2008, that was a particularly cruel year for me, and without hesitation I can say that it was the worst year I have ever gone through. Thankfully we have entered a new year and I am determined that it will be the best year of my life.
As I write this, I have just begun to pick up the pieces of a life in shambles at the moment, for quite awhile I just stopped caring. I made a few terrible mistakes that I can't say that I regret, but I do wish now that I would have had the courage to handle them differently.
This is the year that I start to put everything together, and see how it goes. I made a decision to give writing an honest go. In the midst of much turmoil and chaos of last year, rarely was I in a mental state to be able to put together a sentence let alone construct complicated plot lines.
Last year I truly embraced "Despair" and with as much zeal this year I am embracing "Re-pair", and moving full steam ahead.
Who I'd like to meet:
Someone that can take the pain away that I am feeling. Someone to show me how to wipe away the emotional scars of a broken heart. Someone to pick me up, dust me off and restore my faith in humanity.
At least its a start.
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Feb 7 2009 3:47 AM
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Nov 25 2008 9:30 PM
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Nov 19 2008 4:51 AM
I really hope everything works out for you from now until the world is covered in the fog of oblivion.
Just a cheerful thought.
-Ben
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