Babydoll Riah

關於我：

I am Happily Married, so please no more guys looking for a dates in 
messages please. I have been married for 17 years to a wonderful man and I wouldn't 
change a thing.

  I am an disabled artist/dreamer/people person. 

Well, life has given me a bumpy road to travel as
 of late. I thought it would only be a month or 2 of 
Doctors and illness getting in the way of playing Last 
Chaos. Unfortunately the health Drama seems to be never
 ending and I am no longer a Game Sage in Last Chaos.


I miss everyone, but it's been difficult to sit and I 
thought all would be over long ago with the first 
discovered tumors... now there are more elsewhere on my 
body, it seems that Lupus SLE can cause these to occur and 
so it's probably not anything to be concerned about. But
 the Lupus SLE and these health issues I need to 
concentrate on myself now and be stress free to help tame 
the Lupus. 

I will miss all my friends in Last Chaos, the Game Sages,
 the Game Masters and most of all the fellow players... 
you helped keep me on my toes, supported me through rough 
health issues and you have been such wonderful friends 
that I will always remember. Hopefully sometime in the 
future I will find myself back in the game and see you 
there too!


Love you all... (((hugs))) 



 

 Some more about me: 

 I have Lupus SLE, Fibromyalgia, Raynaud's, thoracic outlet

syndrome (from an old injury to my neck), degenerative

joint disease, spurring in my neck and more health problems

that are associated with the Lupus SLE, like Sjögren's

("SHOW-grins") syndrome... ok ok, I don't like to dwell so
 enough details. lol 
  
  Though I live my life in chronic pain and fatigue, 

..I am first and foremost me and not my illnesses!.....
 I maybe terminally ill and live in terrible pain but what
 is life worth if you worry or frown all the time? That 
has never been me and never will be. :)  

I am a people person that is ready with a friendly

smile, a joke, and always looking for the beauty in people

and the world around me (maybe that is part of the Artist

and the dreamer in me.)
          
  Strange as it may sound, I thank my illnesses for making
 me more 

open to telling people how much I truly care about

them, spread the smiles and give out hugs freely! Life is
 too short, we never know when our last contact

with people may be. 


I may suffer, but we all do in our own lives and in our 
own ways,
 
I have been fortunate that my illnesses are
 
mostly invisible to those around me, no one but those
 
that know me best can read in me when I am trying to hide

from the rest of the world a severe pain flare. 

Here is a Christmas present just for you yup, i am not a pro, so be careful listening. lol it appears that most people couldn't get the Yoo Sing player to work here so here is a link: http://www.yoosing.com/index.php?task=player&ref=13064 .. Ok I just posted a second Christmas Gift for you all... here is the link. This was hard to sing the background music gave not one lead to my singing so I took the the head set off to sing it without the accompanying music misleading my ears. lol Well here we go, again i was in a lot of pain yesterday and instead of my game, my therapy was singing (and is at those times when hubby isn't around to make me blush while I sing)... it's very therapeutic when I concentrate on something that I can control somewhat with myself, like my voice and helps me forget the terrible pain i am in. Again I am not a pro guys so forgive the mistakes and such. But this is my Christmas Gift sent with (((hugs))) to you all... here is a link to copy and paste to your browser. I hope you enjoy! :) http://www.yoosing.com/index.php?task=player&ref=14528

"Sweetie Pie Cherry Tree"

I am growing a Cherry Tree... come and join me and we can help each others trees grow and win some fantastic prizes! :)