About me:

My name is Jay. Pretty much independent and willing to talk to anyone... at first I usually don't talk much though, because I am shy... But know matter how truthful or honest I am someone always seems to get offended or hurt by what I say, but won't stop me from saying the truth..... I'll always believe I can change more and learn more. Only reason I got dedication is because I knew I had to change for the better because it effected everything in my past life. I have died twice so far and I don't want to relive it. If I made a mistake I made a mistake nothing I could do about it all I can do is make sure don't do the same mistake twice, because I would only be cheating myself out for something I could have achieved. Even if I am nothing It will never stop me from reaching my goals... freedom and using my mind to set goals will get me there... I rather be honest and caring to others than to lie my ass off... Other things I have noticed is I can't feel jealousy and I will never control a person, because a person should have freedom as I do. Even though I was pretty much raised to do whatever I want I all ways made the right decision to do good things.......... "We humans tend to allow the past to destroy our lives. I implore you not to let this happen. It is time to look forward, to rediscover love, and embrace the beauty of life."

"The Reaper is always one step behind me..." - Jay

"You think a measly thing like the end of the world was going to do me in?"

"Death is nothing, but to the live defeated and inglorious is to die daily"

"Worried? Can't wage war on an empty stomach!"

"In this world there are many like me who have killed their emotions. Don't forget that."

"We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong, the amount of work is the same." -Carlos Castaneda

"Never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But, If you must lie; lie in the arms of the one you love, If you must steal; steal away from bad company, If you must cheat; cheat death, If you must drink; drink in the moments that take your breath away." - Movie "Hitch"