"I'm just a fucked up girl who's looking for my own piece of mind. I'm not perfect."
"All your dreams can come true if you have the courage to pursue them."
"Don't be afraid of showing affection. Be warm and tender, thoughtful and affectionate. Men are more helped by sympathy than by service. Love is more than money, and a kind word will give more pleasure than a present."
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be."
To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
If there were no rewards to reap,
No embrace to see me through,
this tedious path I’ve chosen here,
I certainly would’ve walked away by now.
Music
"Without music, life would be a mistake."
Movies
I like all kinds of movies. Some of my favorites include the Lord of the Rings trilogy, the original Star Wars trilogy, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Finding Neverland, The Notebook, The Crow, Oldboy, Inglourious Basterds, District 9, Gran Torino, most Kevin Smith movies, various comedy movies (Billy Madison, Wayne's World, Step Brothers, Ace Ventura: Pet Detective, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, etc.), most musicals (Rent, Chicago, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Grease, etc.), old school horror movies (The Exorcist, The Evil Dead Trilogy, Re-Animator, Night of the Living Dead, etc.), classic Disney movies (Peter Pan, Snow White, Lady and the Tramp, Pinnochio, etc.), not to mention Disney-Pixar movies (A Bug's Life, Toy Story, Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc., etc.) :)
Television
Metalocalypse, Seinfeld, The Office, and Dragonball Z.
Books
"The wrong words. They were true a hundred times over, yet they sounded like a lie. Hadn't he always known it? Words were useless. At times they might sound wonderful, but they let you down the moment you really needed them. You could never find the right words, never, and where would you look for them? The heart is as silent as a fish, however much the tongue tries to give it a voice."
Heroes
I, having loved ever since I was a child a few things, never having
wavered
In these affections; never through shyness in the houses of the
rich or in the presence of clergymen having denied these
loves;
Never when worked upon by cynics like chiropractors having
grunted or clicked a vertebra to the discredit of those loves;
Never when anxious to land a job having diminished them by a
conniving smile; or when befuddled by drink
Jeered at them through heartache or lazily fondled the fingers of
their alert enemies; declare
That I shall love you always.
No matter what party is in power;
No matter what temporarily expedient combination of allied
interests wins the war;
Shall love you always.
I truly am my own redeemer
Blindly I follow none but myself
Without fear I am
Unhallowed be my name
My name is Chelsea.
I've got a whole lot to say and the only way you'll be able to figure me out is by talking to me.
Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
Who told me time would ease me of my pain!
I miss him in the weeping of the rain;
I want him at the shrinking of the tide;
The old snows melt from every mountain-side,
And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;
But last year's bitter loving must remain
Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.
There are a hundred places where I fear
To go - so with his memory they brim.
And entering with relief some quiet place
Where never fell his foot or shone his face
I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'
And so stand stricken, so remembering him.
Who I'd like to meet:
People who think outside of the box and question the norms. People who are respectul and open minded. People who have an artisitic side. People I can have a serious conversation with and not feel like I'm being talked down to by a condescending asshole. People who are sympathetic but are willing to tell me how it is. People who I can be totally immature with at times and laugh my ass off. People who aren't afraid of what others think of them and just live their lives like they want to. People who are optimistic even when times get rough. Real people to be my friends :) METALHEADS
lol I'm not superficial at all, I just have a hard time finding people who get me, my outlook on things, my way of life, et cetera, and are okay with it and are willing to embrace me because of it, and I just haven't found someone like that yet...
:D That's great! What are you going to do?? CHELSAE CONTROL YOURSELF!!!!!! but yeah that does suck. :[ Are you going to be alone w/ him, if you are I think you won't control yourself.
Show me a picture. I don't remember, but i remember laughing :P hmmm if I get Christmas money, which i am pretty sure I will. :D
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