""Oh bliss! Bliss and heaven! Oh, it was gorgeousness and gorgeousity made flesh. It was like a bird of rarest-spun heaven metal or like silvery wine flowing in a spaceship, gravity all nonsense now. As I slooshied, I knew such lovely pictures! ""
Male
27 years old
Baltimore, MARYLAND
United States
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Apparition™'s Interests
General
Art,PHOTOSHOP JUNKIE, graphic design, Im a graphic artist, A father a lover and a fighter I make music, paint, I'm a photographer, a music maker mixing drum & Bass, I also like knife fights, cartoons, good books, food, sleep, The dark, walking through a dark woods with no flashlight, proving to people not every thing is the work of the devil, Muffins, Human Anatomy, Death, Planets, Science, psychics, computer animation, Anima, Tattooing, Drawing on anything, Anime, games, laughing at junkies, cussing at the radio, walls that bleed... Zombies , traces of death videos ..Old War photos, old architecture, dungeons, ghosts and haunted places, bums who shout stuff at you when you drive through the city. Crazy drunk preachers. Kamikaze's. How people are afraid of poop on a stick. Learning, thinking, designing. Plotting, Learning from my mistakes.
Speaking proper English, I hate clicks and followers, I hate girls who talk to me because I got a car, I hate shit music and the people who listen to it because its trendy,I hate trends. Trends make you look and act like a fucking ass. I don't care if your likeness in music reflects your spinner rims on your KIA, MTV is disgusting. I don't trust easy, people can be really shady and selfish and in my time of being here I've learned to give the benefit of doubt but that still drives people in the direction of using and taking advantage of others. Karma is real its just got a strange name.I don't like weakness weakness is pathetic and only the strong will survive stay strong! Oh yeah and honesty is a big thing I fucking hate liars.
Im on a quest to find the sickest most brutal metal this world has to offer. Technical death metal, blast, jazz, Technical hardcore ,jungle, dark drum and bass, , spinning records, techno, 80's, metal, Blackmetal, 70's acid rock, fusion jazz, This is the music i listen to ; Untill the End, Fluk, misfits, Celldweller, Born of Osiris, Veil of Maya, Job For A Cowboy, Belay My Last, The faceless, Sleep Terror, Burn In Silence, Evans Blue, Across Five Aprils, Sea of Treachery, Samhaine, Wings of Scarlet, Miles davis, Christian Death, Nick Cave And the Bad Seeds, Ella Fitzgerald, Soundgarden, APC, Sisters of Mercy, Cream, Black sabbith, Wolfmother, The Smiths, My Dying Bride, Victor Wooton, Massive Attack, Portishead, Die Form, Android lust, Emperor, Nile, Rah & Chritstian, Nights like These, Dark Throne, DJ logic, Eniquity, Dismemberment, Exumed, KillwhitneyDead!!!, Deicide, Crown of Thorns, Prayer for Cleansing, On Broken Wings, Undying, (new) earthborn, Converge, Dispised Icon, Deftones, Jousha redman, Arcturus, Iron Maiden, Destroyer 666, Sepultura, Medeski Martin & Wood, Isotope 217, Sun Ra, Dj Muggs, Gravediggaz, Bleak December, Karma Payment Plan, The Ocean, Hatesphere, Bleeding Through, Mars Volta, At the drive-in, From A Second Story Window, Journey, Skinny Puppy, The Who, Einsturzende Neubauten , The Church, Sunnypsyop, He Is Legend, Vengeance Theory, Black Body Locust, Love Spit Love, Remembering Never, The Taste Of Blood, The shroud, Through the Eyes of the Dead, Dillinger Escape Plan, Pig Destroyer, Dashboard Confessional, Sparta, black Daliha murder, Bury your dead, Nori, Subtronic, VNV Nation, Android Lust, Switchblade Symphony, Rasputina, It Dies Today, Thursday, As I lay Dyeing, Cold, Throwdown, The Acacia Strain. Norma Jean, Everytime I Die, 7 Angles 7 plagues, Ateryu, coalesce, candiria, Fall River, Eighteen Visions, Fantomas, Mr Bungal, Faith-No-More, My Chemical Romance, Planes Mistaken for Stars, I WouldSetMySelfOnFireForYou.Evans Blue Caliban, Glass Casket, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Funeral for a Friend, Himsa, HopesFall, Extol, My Son My Executioner, Invocations of Neheck, Bird of Ill Omen, Kalmah, The Red Chord, Time in Malta, Undying, With Passion, Zao,Led Zepplein, Vision of Disorder, A Death Before Dying, Blood Duster, Doom, All Out War, Sworn Enemy ,Institute, Doc Scott, DARA, Into The Moat, It Dies Today, A life Once Lost, Odd Project, Heaven Shall Burn, End This Day, Crotchduster, Coalesce, Bullet for My Valentine. Feed us Fetius, Nargroth, Boy Hits Car, Otep, Circle of Dead Children, If Hope Dies, the refused, The Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza!!, Psychedelic Furs, Copeland, 30 Seconds to Mars, Anomosity, Miles Davis!!, B.B King, Tord Gustovan Trio, BelaFleck and The Flektones, Dj Acucrack, Bodys In The Gears Of the Apparatus, Beneath the Massacre, Team Sleep, The Specials, Black Lab, Placebo, King Missile, Louie Armstrong, Vader, Folk Emplosion, TOOL, Eyes Upon Separation, Dream Theater, Dead Kennedys, Circle of Dead Children, August Burns Red, Waking Judea, Underoath, Flesh And Blood Robot, The burning Season, The Autumn Offering, The Letter Red, Love Spit Love, Amora savant,Fear befor the March of Flames, bring me the horizon, Becoming The Archetype, Winds Of Plague, Blessed Is She, The Cardinal Effect, As Cities Burn, Bleeding sky, Pillory, Sun Ra, Nocturnal Transmissions, Photek, Handsome Boy Modeling School, lovage, Tomahawk, Dan the Automator, Icuris, Hatesphere, Blu Mar Tin, Everything But The Girl, In Flames, Neaera, Pheonix Mourning, Under a Dieing Sky, Eclipse the Sun, Bleed Her Beautiful, RobBass And Dj Easyrok, LL CoolJ, ghetto boyz, N.W.A, IceCube, ChemLab, SlitWrist Symphony, EyeHateGod, Red Sparrows, Sky Came Falling, Anthrax, Dream Theater, Cream, Blessthefall, Sunny Day Real Estate, Ed Gien, South, Daughters, From Monuments to Masses, Sleep Terror, The Doves, Haste The Day, Vanna, Zao, My Dying Bride, Moonspell. ...anything thats good meditation. face it if its good music i want it. Im a music junkie
watch this vid, this is why we need to legalize weed, the law on majurina is bullshit
Movies
if its good I'll watch it, if it sucks well it sucks
Renaissance,
Grandmas Boy,
Snatch,
Children of men,
House Of Blood~(cause its so stupid),
Gravedancers,
Dark Ride,
The Abandoned,
Pulp Fiction,
Reservoir Dogs,
Napoleon Dynamite,
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas,
12 monkeys,
Brazil,
man on fire,
The Truth About Demons,
secret window,
Blow,The Tool Box Murders,
Training day,
Pirates of the Carribean,
Edward Scissorhands,I Zombie,
Dead Alive,
Nightmare Before Christmas,
Beetlejuice,
Donnie Darko,
Fightclub,
American History X,
Dracula (bram stokers and any Béla Lugosi vampire flick),
Nosferatu,
White Zombie,
Creature from the black lagoon,
Edmond,
Fifth Element,
Devil's Advocate,
Boondock Saints,
Minority Report,
altered states,
Clockwork Orange,
Cowboy Bebop,
Neo Tokyo,
phi,
Saving Private Ryan,
Texas chainsaw massacre (New),
Amélie,
darkness,
Wedding Singer,
Waterboy,
Happy Gilmore,
Mr. Deeds,
Anger Management,
spirited Away (aka Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi),
Orange County,
formula 51,
Princess Mononoke,
Castle in the Sky,
Ghost in the Shell,
ichi the killer,
Lock Stock & Two Smoking Barrels,
Resident Evil:
Garden State,
Silence of the Lambs,
Hannibal,
Red Dragon,
Memento,
Television
Adult Swim!!! Robot chicken and just about everything on [adult swim] DEATHKLOCK (Metalocalypse)... Aeon Flux, Invader Zim. Ghost Hunters, Destination Truth, Samurai Champloo. if you dont like zim and Gir your just mental, Frisky Dingo... Really don't watch that much T.V. i find it to be irritating
Books
Jhonen Vasquez,Chuck Palahniuk, Saul Williams, Edward Gorey . Any thing written by thoes guys ...and a lot of Sci Fi novels. Lot's of strange books,H.P. Lovecraft,Mark Twain's Letters for the earth. Milton, the history of the devil and the idea of evil. Edward Gorey, H.G. Wells, Ray Bradbury, philosophy, parapsychology ect...
About me:
I love to make music and draw. I examine paranormal and abandoned places, parapsychology, cemeteries, Abandoned Subway systems under NYC. Tattoos, Drawing with whatever and on where ever I can, painting, Finding new music, Making music, Trying to be a good father, Trying to be a better photographer, Im anti drug and I hate dealing with junkies! Figuring people out, watching park people as if they belong on a nature program, Warding off craze's .. I love my daughter, she's the greatest! Little smile, Little angel. I have great friends!!! That's all I need, Great Guns, Sword fighting, Imported Beer, Living for myself and those close to me. Making friends, Pissing off cops, questioning primacy, Smoking good Green. Intellect, Sushi is hella Great!!! Love talking to people just to see what they'll say or do. Camping, Rock Climbing, hiking, Nature, the creation of life. Its wonderful and destructive ways deserve to be embraced, with out this beautiful world and all it inhabitants (be it good or bad) we would not breath the life we do. Try to respect all we have nothing lasts forever fuckers!!! ...
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direct potential living through ones own
dementia, come on, hold arms dissect division,
caress duress, invite delusion, back moving
through the keyhole, trust in keeping a value,
judgment overthrown like a somnambulist
twisting and churning in retrospect, management
inedible benign applicants,
crime to everlasting eternal peace
-Chain Saw-Skinnypuppy-
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Those who wish to seek out the cause of miracles, and to understand the things of nature as philosophers, and not to stare at them in astonishment like fools, are soon considered heretical and impious, and proclaimed as such by those whom the mob adores as the interpreters of nature and the gods.
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He receives what he esteems more than the other does. One gives another what he wants, so that it becomes his, and in return one receives what one wants. Thus justice is repayment and exchange on the assumption of an approximately equal power position; revenge originally belongs in the domain of justice, being an exchange. Gratitude, too. - Friedrich Nietzsche
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visions and outer body, i used to look inside my mind and search for the answers that lay deep in my conscience, the world was mine when i listed all my sereal and unexplanable, the path is not about the substances its not about the people its all about what lying inside and in front of us all
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Who I'd like to meet: distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; -- vainly I had tried to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow -- sorrow for the lost Lenore --
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore --
Nameless here for evermore.
Gotcha Bitch!
