Jennifer Smart

About me:

I'm growing up so much as a person, and it amazes me. I look back on who I was two years ago and...I'm still the same Jen but...different. Anyway, I'm me. I'm extremely friendly, goofy, and sometimes shy (depending on the way you act). I love to meet people, but I hate having too many friends because I dont think I have enough time for all of them. I'm extremely lazy, and I love to sleep a lot. I will never be a size 0 due to my love for food, and I will never look like a model every day due to the aforementioned love of sleep and laziness- I will sleep in an extra thirty minutes instead of get up and do my hair and makeup. I see joy in the little things. I'm rarely unhappy unless I'm stressed out or disappointed in myself. I get jealous too easy, and take it out on people too hard. Basically, I let my emotions rule my life. Only one person knows me 100%, and that would be my true love Justin Curtis Levendusky. All of my other friends- sorry. You think you know me, but I guarantee that there are parts about me that you have no idea exist. I become obsessed with things in really awkward ways, too awkward to describe. I'm in a band, The Sketchbook Diary (www.myspace.com/thesketchbookdiarysayshello) and it AMAZES me. To all the people who knew me two years ago, who would have known that I would have the confidence to get up and sing in front of people? Every time I do I am filled with such happiness that I love myself enough to not feel embarrassed or not worry about being judged or hated. I used to breathe music, now I breathe Justin. True story.


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justin curtis levendusky
12/9/07

This boy is literally my life. Every moment that i spend with him is amazing, and every moment will continue to be. I never thought that i would fall in love, and then Justin came into my life, and it has never been the same. I have never met anyone who puts up with me no matter what the mood, who can cheer me up, who puts all of his effort into making me happy, who loves me for my flaws, not despite them. He truly cares about me, and loves me so much more than I deserve. He gives me what I want because it makes me happy. Justin makes my life amazing, makes every moment a miracle, and makes me smile every time I see him. Nobody could even begin to understand the relationship we have, or even comprehend how close we are. I hide nothing from him, nothing!, and give him my all. He isn't just my boyfriend, he is the other half of me (as cheesy as it sounds, it is true.) I love him, and cannot wait for my future with him, for marriage and a log cabin house and five little babies. He has my heart, forever. I love you Justin Curtis Levendusky! 12-09-07!