About me:

"I've seen a rich man beg, I've seen a good man seen, I've heard a tough man cry, saw a loser win and a sad man grin, I've heard an honest man lie.. I've seen the good side of bad and the downside of up and everything in between, I've licked a silver spoon, drank from a golden cup, and smoked the finest green. I stroked the baddest dimes at least a couple of times before I broke their heart. You know where it ends yo, usually depends on where you start." I care about few things, but the things I do care about I would surely die for. My mom, brother, and Great grandmother. Two girls whom I won't name but they know who they are. Everyone who's ever extended a helping hand when they could have and others probably would have not, I would do anything I can for them, and if I can't I'd do whatever I could to make it so that I can. For each of these few people, I want nothing more than happiness, and I too would like to be happy. I've been through alot, everyone has, I know, but I want you all to know I've been through A FUCKING LOT AND IF I HADN"T I WOULDN"T BE THE BEDELL METZ EVERYONE KNEW WAY BACK WHEN, I WOULDN"T BE BEDELL. At times I wish I wasn't. I've changed an awful lot, but I can change what I'm like, I can change everything about myself, but I can't change who I am and what I've been through. I've made terrible mistakes, obvious wrong decisions and some of which It's hard to understand why I didn't realize the error in my judgement right then and there and save myself from the heartache, but I can find no words to do justice to many things, like my love and times when I should have known.. All I can say right now for sure, is that I would do anything for anyone who would do anything for me, and If that's not good enough, or you don't share that general compassion, or conviction, so be it. I don't mind, we're all different. If however you've at anytime done something for me when I asked, I will gladly pay my dues. All you need to do is ask. I'm not a fucking clairevoyant, I can't read minds, or hearts. I need people to tell me how they feel, and I don't think honesty and openness is too much to ask. If you don't like me I don't care, but don't you fucking smile in my face, to me that makes you a two-faced coward. Have the heart tell me why you feel the way you do and we can come to an understanding of one another, otherwise prevented by a lack of guts. Don't tell me respect is a reason for not being honest, that just sounds goddamn ignorant, if you had respect for anyone including yourself and the person you have a problem with you would explain to them why and give them a chance to say their peace. Any idot who decides thay don't like a person they barely know isn't worth their weight in shit. Take time to show some heart and understand a person, and if you still don't like them, don't pretend to. Have heart, show love because without love life isn't worth living. Oh, yeah. I'm a musician, I've been playing for a little over 7 years and plan to keep growing as a musician until they lay me in the ground. My father taught me, give credit where credit's due.My music page (and booking list) is on my friends list for this page. The default pictures are the same.. Add it if you like. Hope everyone has a wonderful year.. pe@ce

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