BenHostile
Ben Hostile
Male
38 years old
I'm really a lesbian from West Hollywood, California
United States



Last Login: 7/12/2009
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    BenHostile's Interests
GeneralI believe in very little, but that which I believe in, I believe in strongly.

I will learn until I die.

I'm a lover not a fighter.

I'm a player not a quitter.

You can con a con, but you can't hustle a hustler.




MusicMusic has saved my life.

I could not survive without music.

Well, I guess I could survive,
but I might go insane,
a little more insane...

Here's some lyrics I'm really digging right now,

"Lights Go Down" by the Basement Jaxx:

And when the lights go down
That's when it bites just a little,
bites just a little more
And when the lights go down
That's when I die just a little
wanna get high just a little more
When the curtain falls
And there's no more applause
When the party's over
And there's no one to hold you
Look inside yourself and find
Your own light to ease your mind




MoviesSometimes.




TelevisionYup.




BooksI love reading and learning and imagining.


Knowledge is power.




HeroesHeroes and/or People I Admire and/or Respect:

My Mom.
Me.
Erin Brockovich.
Howard Stern.
Robin Quivers.
Hugh Hefner.
Larry Flynt.
Bill and Melinda Gates.
Warren Buffet.
Ellen Degeneres.
Janice Dickinson.
Gene Simmons.
Margaret Cho.
Kathy Griffin.
Chelsea Handler.
Laura Chick.
Eli Broad (sorta).
Oprah.
Madonna.
Gordon Ramsay.
Tila Nguyen.
Buddah.
Jesus.
Myself.
And many Others...










No me recuerdo.
"No me recuerdo."



A Beautiful Plaque For My Mom From My World Travels (de Tijuana).
A Beautiful Plaque For My Mom From My World Travels (de Tijuana).



70s Family Pic- paisley, polka dots, sideburns  bell bottoms
70s Family Pic- paisley, polka dots, sideburns & bell bottoms.



My Wife (Beer Tower 3 1/2 ft. tall filled w/ 100 ozs. of beer & love)
My Wife
(Beer Tower 3 1/2 ft. tall filled w/ 100 ozs. of
beer & love).



Cena del Seite-Once.  Barato y rico.
Cena del Seite-Once.
Barato y rico.



Thats a mo' fo' afro!
That's a mo' fo' afro!



And God said, Let there be light! Now puff, puff, pass, Sister!
And God said,
"Let there be light!"
Now puff, puff, pass, Sister!



Forgotten Wishes
Forgotten Wishes.



Cortes y Estilos Para Toda La Familia (Maggies)
Cortes y Estilos Para Toda La Familia (Maggies)







*OTHER RANDOM THINGS*

Although laughter is the best medicine,
it isn't nice to laugh at other people,
you should laugh with them.
But sometimes sh*t's just funny
and you have to laugh at people!











































































































































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     BenHostile's Details
Status:Single
Here for:Networking, Friends
Hometown:Earth
Zodiac Sign:Sagittarius
Children:I don't want kids
Education:Grad / professional school



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About me:

Yes.

It's all about Me.

BenHostile.

This is my space, my thoughts, my life, my world. My alter ego.

I am a poet. A philosophizer.
An aspiring philanthropist.
And a player of life.



Sometimes I'm happy. Sometimes I'm sad.
Sometimes I'm in love and loved.
Sometimes I'm alone and lonely.
Sometimes I want.
Sometimes I need.
Sometimes I hate and I want to be dead to this world.
Sometimes I'm at the ends of the spectrum.
Sometimes I'm everything in between.

But no matter what, all the time, I am Me.

True to Me, free to be.


Beautiful Art Venice Blvd., E Of San Vicente (on a wall by a gas station)
Beautiful Art Venice Blvd., E Of San Vicente
(on a wall by a gas station)


Sunshine by my Niece Alex, age 4 (thats Me in the middle)
Sunshine by my Niece Alex, age 4
(thats Me in the middle)


Someones Ex-Girlfriend... (alley off Melrose)
Someones Ex-Girlfriend...
(alley off Melrose)


Girl  Her Dog (behind High Voltage & the Carmichael Gallery)
Girl & Her Dog
(behind High Voltage & the Carmichael Gallery)


Beautifully demented…  (like most of the women I fall in love with).
Beautifully demented…
(like most of the women I fall in love with)


Blazing In the Alley (off Melrose)
Blazing In the Alley
(off Melrose)


Last chance to love (on Melrose).
Last chance to love
(on Melrose)


...theres nothing more to say.
...theres nothing more to say.


Please read my blogs.
And buy my books.
And vote for Me.

My current blogs are a mixture about love, loss, hate
and random musings on the human experience of life.

My life.

Don't misjudge Me as you read.
Better yet, don't judge Me at all.

Open minds are better than closed minds.

FYI- the older blogs tend to be more about love,
so if you just read the newer ones
and decide I'm a bitter a**hole,
you'll be wrong, go back and
read the older ones then you'll see...

I'm not such an a**hole,
and any woman would feel lucky
to have such a kind, tender,
sensitive lover as myself.

So, read my blogs.
You'll see where I've been,
who I am,
where I'm going
and who I someday might be.
I'll know when I get there.
Maybe...



Who I'd like to meet:
My Dad- if he could be alive today...
My Spirit- if it could take human form...
My SoleMate- if there is such a person...


MY REAL TOP FRIENDS:


Jezebel Pimping
Jezebel Pimping


Halen Chillin
Halen Chillin


Im So Pretty!
"Im So Pretty!"


Im So Handsome!
"Im So Handsome!"


Wink!
Wink!


I feel blurry and hairy and happy!
"I feel blurry and hairy and happy!"


R.I.P. Sasha
R.I.P. Sasha


Four-eyed, four-pawed nerd!
Four-eyed, four-pawed nerd!


Ayyy Chihuahuas!  Leo, Sid  Alex.
Ayyy Chihuahuas!
Leo, Sid & Alex.





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BenHostile has 69 friends.
 Cajami 


 abraham 


 NANUCK 


 I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong 


 The Queen "B" 


 d 


 DJ Dell Celestial 


 SergE 


 silly, silly gurl 


 james 

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 CLAUDETTE SEXY DJ 


 Valeria 


 n.l. belardes 


 .Honey K. 


 ♠IntheMoment♠ 


 MIDORI 


 ***Breathless*** 


 noveltown 


 HANNAH 


 Coral 


 Brian 


 Joe 


 larry 


 Chloe 


 rosie 


 *FUSE EVENTS* 


 Lila Downs 


 GINA RENE 


 Mr. Focus- THE OFFICIAL FRIENDS SITE!!! 


 King King 


 Marc 


 UNWIND LOUNGE 


 Eve & Eve Productions 


 LADIES TOUCH ENTERTAINMENT 


 Lisa Shaw 


 Margaret Cho 


 Kathy Griffin 


 Dalliance Entertainment LLC 


 The PIMPSTICKS 





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I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Jul 4 2009 2:05 AM

Aww, miss you too...I NEED to chillax in da summer sun, off tomorrow, Yay! You busy? I also need to go buy some Al Green or something, heehehe. Oh well Im calling you right now!!
d





Jun 29 2009 8:21 PM

nothing peaceful here.... but may be soon cape town may be may be may be..... will you come down to visit?
d





Jun 17 2009 9:10 PM

Bennie DARRRRRRRRRRRLING missing you... would love to have some of those sangrias with you and Odette. those were some fun times. missing you oops said that already. Odette huge HALLO to you :)
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Jun 17 2009 7:00 AM

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Lets hook up, soon, manana?? Lunch/Dinner?
The Queen "B"





Jun 10 2009 10:34 PM

Hey Ben,

Can you email me that link where the newspaper ad is, or send it in a myspace message, I'm on the road and will be for awhile,miss you sooo much and hope ur well, you know ur an Angel, and Gods on ur side and everything will work out in ur favor I have no doubt!!! call me sometimes plz Stranger!...I Miss you lots and love you more!!!



xoxo,
Bran
StaccMarie


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Jun 10 2009 2:22 AM

prima! so when can nanny and i come visit you?
StaccMarie


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May 16 2009 10:07 PM

benny! prima abie and nanny want a game off in Mall Madness. Your brother still seems to think he could get all the good "sales" in that damn game. its either that or dream phone. take your pick
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





May 9 2009 5:08 AM

Auxilio (HeLP)!! Friend you that are all powerful and knowledgeable, is there anything that saves trees from being chopped??

My pussy has been butchered :(

It was very sad to come and see the tree gone.
StaccMarie


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May 8 2009 6:12 AM

prima! how are you cuz? miss ya
The Queen "B"





Apr 14 2009 11:27 PM

Hey Benita Applebum! ;)

Whats up angel? how are you these days? I hope all is well, my life has been a little hectic and busy I'm on tour again, and goin thru madd intense training in chicago, looking forward to a day off this weekend!...They been workin Me like a runaway slave!LOL...anyways call me sometimes, or let me know ur sched. so I can call you and catch up, I need ur address too k.

I love you and always have you in my prayers!!!


Missing you too!!!!
xoxo
abraham





Mar 31 2009 2:27 AM

Maybe it was that we were 8 and you were 20. I demand i rematch when i come down there in may.
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Mar 20 2009 11:29 PM

Smile its Friday
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Mar 19 2009 11:27 PM

FYI I did "THE" trader joes last nite, hehehe..


When are we gonna get together??
Cherry Darling





Mar 19 2009 9:59 PM

....green lungs aren't all that bad ya know.


;)
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Mar 18 2009 11:08 AM

Hello my Irish friend, did you have any green beer? Miss you mucho!!
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Mar 15 2009 5:40 PM

Hola bestieFF te extrano, did you and vicki drink your blue moon, lol.
xo. Lïps Lïke $ügär .ox





Mar 3 2009 5:57 AM

I love you so much! I will make you dinner anyday! cause I'm a good wifey and bf like that...xoxoxo!!!!
abraham





Mar 1 2009 7:15 PM

just me.
around late april early may
*FUSE EVENTS*





Feb 26 2009 1:48 AM

“These ain’t your grandma’s panties” and this ain’t the same old Thursday! Join us for the hottest new night for girls around. DJ KILLED BY SYNTH will be spinning “Electro pop, Booty Pop”, dance remixes and mash-ups all night long and our bartenders and erotic dancers will be conducting Panty Raids nightly! THIS THURSDAY FEBRUARY 26TH FUSE EVENTS WILL BE GIVING AWAY VIP CARDS FROM 9-11PM! $5 Kroll 9-11pm. Here Lounge 696 N. Robertson Blvd WEHO 90069
abraham





Feb 25 2009 7:24 PM

hey sister trying to buy new car and when i do i am coming down!
d





Feb 25 2009 6:47 AM

where's my long and juicy email??? ;)
d





Feb 22 2009 6:55 AM

are you feeling better Beautiful?
Cajami





Feb 21 2009 6:17 PM

Happy Saturday!!! I'm playing at Create Fixate on March 7th (see the flyer)... also will be holding it down at Suede in downtown Tues & Wed from 6-9.
You gots to come through and shake a tailfeather!
NANUCK





Feb 16 2009 5:32 PM

hey sister. just wanted to say hi and I hope you hang in there. I love you and hope to see you soon. Rememeber things could get worse.
I'mJustABadGirl,That'sWhyWeGetAlong





Feb 16 2009 12:05 PM

FUCK, shit, fuck, shit, FUCK!!

You awake?
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