I believe in very little, but that which I believe in, I believe in strongly.
I will learn until I die.
I'm a lover not a fighter.
I'm a player not a quitter.
You can con a con, but you can't hustle a hustler.
Music
Music has saved my life.
I could not survive without music.
Well, I guess I could survive,
but I might go insane,
a little more insane...
Here's some lyrics I'm really digging right now,
"Lights Go Down" by the Basement Jaxx:
And when the lights go down
That's when it bites just a little,
bites just a little more
And when the lights go down
That's when I die just a little
wanna get high just a little more
When the curtain falls
And there's no more applause
When the party's over
And there's no one to hold you
Look inside yourself and find
Your own light to ease your mind
Movies
Sometimes.
Television
Yup.
Books
I love reading and learning and imagining.
Knowledge is power.
Heroes
Heroes and/or People I Admire and/or Respect:
My Mom.
Me.
Erin Brockovich.
Howard Stern.
Robin Quivers.
Hugh Hefner.
Larry Flynt.
Bill and Melinda Gates.
Warren Buffet.
Ellen Degeneres.
Janice Dickinson.
Gene Simmons.
Margaret Cho.
Kathy Griffin.
Chelsea Handler.
Laura Chick.
Eli Broad (sorta).
Oprah.
Madonna.
Gordon Ramsay.
Tila Nguyen.
Buddah.
Jesus.
Myself.
And many Others...
"No me recuerdo."
A Beautiful Plaque For My Mom From
My World Travels (de Tijuana).
70s Family Pic- paisley, polka dots, sideburns & bell bottoms.
My Wife
(Beer Tower 3 1/2 ft. tall filled w/ 100 ozs. of
beer & love).
Cena del Seite-Once.
Barato y rico.
That's a mo' fo' afro!
And God said,
"Let there be light!"
Now puff, puff, pass, Sister!
Forgotten Wishes.
Cortes y Estilos Para Toda La Familia (Maggies)
*OTHER RANDOM THINGS*
Although laughter is the best medicine,
it isn't nice to laugh at other people,
you should laugh with them.
But sometimes sh*t's just funny
and you have to laugh at people!
BenHostile's Details
Status:
Single
Here for:
Networking, Friends
Hometown:
Earth
Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Children:
I don't want kids
Education:
Grad / professional school
BenHostile Wow, is it possible to gain 15 pounds in 5 days??? Hmm, 9 lbs of food, 4 lbs of beer & 2 lbs of tequila? Maybe... Lol. Posted 21 hours ago view more
This is my space, my thoughts, my life, my world. My alter ego.
I am a poet. A philosophizer.
An aspiring philanthropist.
And a player of life.
Sometimes I'm happy. Sometimes I'm sad.
Sometimes I'm in love and loved.
Sometimes I'm alone and lonely.
Sometimes I want.
Sometimes I need.
Sometimes I hate and I want to be dead to this world.
Sometimes I'm at the ends of the spectrum.
Sometimes I'm everything in between.
But no matter what, all the time, I am Me.
True to Me, free to be.
Beautiful Art Venice Blvd., E Of San Vicente
(on a wall by a gas station)
Sunshine by my Niece Alex, age 4
(thats Me in the middle)
Someones Ex-Girlfriend...
(alley off Melrose)
Girl & Her Dog
(behind High Voltage & the Carmichael Gallery)
Beautifully demented…
(like most of the women I fall in love with)
Blazing In the Alley
(off Melrose)
Last chance to love
(on Melrose)
...theres nothing more to say.
Please read my blogs.
And buy my books.
And vote for Me.
My current blogs are a mixture about love, loss, hate
and random musings on the human experience of life.
My life.
Don't misjudge Me as you read.
Better yet, don't judge Me at all.
Open minds are better than closed minds.
FYI- the older blogs tend to be more about love,
so if you just read the newer ones
and decide I'm a bitter a**hole,
you'll be wrong, go back and
read the older ones then you'll see...
I'm not such an a**hole,
and any woman would feel lucky
to have such a kind, tender,
sensitive lover as myself.
So, read my blogs.
You'll see where I've been,
who I am,
where I'm going
and who I someday might be.
I'll know when I get there.
Maybe...
Who I'd like to meet: My Dad- if he could be alive today...
My Spirit- if it could take human form...
My SoleMate- if there is such a person...
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Hi, thank you for listening to Clandestine and adding me. It's always nice to connect to kind and encouraging people like yourself. I truly appreciate your support! :)
oh wow thank you so much for the wonderful time at the movies!!! it was just soo much fun to hang out with you again after such a long time!!! :) it's been way way hectic here and i long for a break!!! so what do you say about wednesday afternoon a little fantasy dinner just You and Me ;) ?!?!?!? i shall be waiting :).....
same here cold gloomy gray drizzly basically dark - everyone around suffering from seasonal affective disorder = me wondering how on earth am i suriving this climate!!! keep warm and missing you also!! how is the case?
Hi friend, just passing thru. Im in stuck mode, been trying to leave since noon and havent even showered yet...Kinda thirsty, lol, any wild outings this weekend? I need some sun, sand, surf, interested?? You keep promising, more like suggesting that damn hot-dog..Im salivating for your wiener!!
I do believe beautiful women are a heck of a remedy...More so when they are the whole package. Without a kind heart, all those looks are worth nothing. Its a shame that a vast majority of the people in this world are rude, lying, apathetic, insensitive beings.
Imma bout to blow YO!! LOL, had an awesome evening ladies. I demand a redo, no time limits. Since we last spoke, yes, I got my period. Yes, it was of the emotional kind, and to top it off I got a damn parking ticket. 60 bux can buy lots of things and on my list of things, the TOP one is not that. Lets see, oh yes, I have ur container. That was much appreciated, yummy Maybe we should really plan the bbq thing, soon. I want to sink my face in some ribs already!! Me and my eternal pregnancy of cravings...What time is water aerobics at? Tell Ida. I am terribly sorry for not stopping by recently, Im sure she will understand. Also send lady Gaga my love...Ciao Bella Peace
still in poznan, but just got back from a short trip to cape town! it is gorgeous!!! and very very clean in terms of germ phobia etc ;) how are the courts? when are you cashing in on the settlement so you can come visit me? miss you and ....
Aww, miss you too...I NEED to chillax in da summer sun, off tomorrow, Yay! You busy? I also need to go buy some Al Green or something, heehehe. Oh well Im calling you right now!!
Maybe we should really plan the bbq thing, soon. I want to sink my face in some ribs already!! Me and my eternal pregnancy of cravings...What time is water aerobics at? Tell Ida. I am terribly sorry for not stopping by recently, Im sure she will understand. Also send lady Gaga my love...Ciao Bella