homeboy101(Corleone jr.)

I miss you i really do. I was angry, confused, sad, and lost all at once. there is so much i wanted you to see and so much i wanted to do with you. Many questions come to my head even though i already know tha answers. I wish i could call you up and hear your voice. Hear you say i love and i blow you a long kiss that only a few get from me. Only the ones who i trully love and cant go without. As much as i am in a disaray. A little spark is shining in my heart for you becuase i know ill see you again someday. I know now that you were in alot of pain your last moments here. Before i had no idea because you never give me a sign. You just smiled and called me your chocolate. so i am happy that you no longer have to endure the pain you have. I know you still live on through me and the rest of my family. So i promise tha i will do all i can to make you proud and dedicate my strength to you. You will be my guide and my will to go on. I just wish i could hear you say you think im crazy dont chu n me n you giggle together. Hear you ask if im alright and say cuz youll come down here if you have to. I miss you. You are just like me and share many common ground. I will follow your advice and i will be who i am and do what i know is right. You never taught me otherwise. I thankyou so much for everything you have done. Rest in peace till God wakes you up. Then ill see you again. For Nan-a my gradnma who love me and always made me smile. I love you. I dedicate this, football,my art, anything i do, and my love to you and all of those who i love and they love me back.