Audacious Fox
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Angela Parrish Schmitz
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Leaving the Fireworks
Flights of fancy stealing through,
Wishful thinking creeping from the past...
But all that's left is me and you,
And a broken world we thought would last.
Do you wonder where the others went?
Do you ever think about that world?
Do you think our youth was well spent?
Didn't we always believe we'd be girls?
That world was impossibly small,
But it was so full of life and energy;
Our lives, our energies, that was all
The mayhem and magic of you and me.
It's hard to leave behind the fireworks...
When we can no longer blame things on our youth;
Sometimes the moving forward really hurts,
When you distrust average and its awful truths.
Some never lay down that flaming sword
Keeping about their folly, going down with youth's ship,
There are no peers over which to lord...
Isolated, in confusion, their lives just one bad trip.
I'm forty now and I'm glad it's something I embrace...
I survived and was able to get past my follies,
And though those memories I'd never replace,
I'm comfortable with who I've come to be.
Every choice I made led me to right here
Innumerable intersecting lines made my path;
I found someone to lead me into the clear,
Someone to share the years and make me laugh.
I'm a fortunate one, content with memories and today...
Though I still love a good adventure now and then
But those exotic moments of mayhem don't come to stay,
Afterwards I can still come back to reason again.
I really saw no end to the life I led before...
Youth rarely sees around the bend;
I honestly do not miss those days of yore,
Knowing the foolishness of going back to again.
asps
All Over Now
aimee mann
Though I let you steer,
You were cavalier
Inch became a lightyear
It was pathetic.
Oh you can write the play
And every word I say
But I don't have to stay
To see the credits
'cause it's all over now
Yes it's all over now
And I'm free.
I was one of two
Who'd stick up for you
And so you never knew
You were a punch line.
I could not convince or trust you
To pick up on my hints, must you
Leave your fingerprints
On everything I called mine?
Well that's all over now
Yes it's all over now
And I'm free
From your interference
Which had the appearance
Of making it clear that
It's got nothing to do with me
It's got nothing to do with me.
And I warn you now...
The velocity I'm gathering...
Aimee Mann
What am I?
Who am I?
I am
laughter,
intensity, the ocean, art,
my husband, music, sensitivity,
intense emotion,
free-spirited, comedy, bipolar,
I am
laughter, dance,
over analytical:
(a woman of self-torture…lol)
impatience, good cook,
Siamese, successful wife, poetry,
enigmatic, sensuality, photography,
books, dragons, movies, loyalty,
procrastination
I am
laughter,
abstract, a thinker, beauty,
great depths, magick, abstruse,
paradoxical, big smiles, power,
laundry, faithful, dreams,
dusk, cold water, joy,
successful marriage, rain,
great tenderness, sunshine,
very powerful cars, sadness, spinach salad,
barefoot, easily moved, tears,
my computer, generosity, deep sorrow
I am
laughter,
Egyptian musk incense, dusk,
fresh raspberries, my son, my daughter,
softness, flannel, a new pen,
Harmon Kingdom collectibles,
exceptional listener, the moon,
breezes of summer, hot sand,
sculptured nails, the smell of trees,
yellow roses, my friends, soft lips,
Shalimar, uninhibited, an open mind,
easy, deep sympathy
I am
laughter,
I am
laughter,
I am
laughter
And I am
love.
I am more than the sum of my parts.
I am all that I feel --- I am all that I love.
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
Why I Am a
Daughter of the Confederacy
by Mrs. Janice K. Langford,
President General of the
United Daughters of the Confederacy
I am a Daughter of the Confederacy because I was born
a Daughter of the Confederacy. A part of my heritage
was that I came into this world with the blood of a
soldier in my veins...a soldier who may have had nothing
more to leave behind to me and to those who
come after me except in heritage
...a heritage so rich in honor and glory that it far
surpasses any material wealth that could be mine.
But it is mine, to cherish, to nurture and to make
grace, and to pass along to those yet to come.
I am, therefore, a Daughter of the Confederacy because
it is my birthright.
"Have a heart that never hardens,
and a temper that never tires,
and a touch that never hurts."
Charles Dickens
There has always been hazard in military movements,
but we must decide between the positions of inaction
and the risk of action.
General Robert E. Lee.
I could do without many things with no hardship--you are not one of them.
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redefining...Books
redefining...
Details
- Status: Married
- Here for: Friends
- Hometown: Savannah, Georgia
- Orientation: Straight
- Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
- Religion: Protestant
- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
- Children: Proud parent
- Smoke / Drink: Yes / No
- Education: Some college
- Occupation: my Father's will...no pretention, I promise
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Posted at 7:01 PM Oct 30
Angela Parrish Schmitz has been blasted from her time and space...rerouted to Wisconsin until further notice...and a DIAL-UP connection!!!! Arrrrggggg!!!!!!
Mood: annoyed
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About me:
I have a very special request for anyone who happens on my page, but especially for every friend I have. Please sign the Petition for Redress of Grievances: http://www.912petitions.com/ to be delivered to our United States Congress, Supreme Court, and the President of our United States. I am begging you to please sign it. It is simply that...a redress of grievances.
Special thanks to Jaime who signed it as immediately as she knew where to go, before I even asked her to. You're a fine, good woman, Jam, and the best kind of friend.
I'm a particular (or peculiar) balance of the intense and the mellow. I'm doing well; I am happy. I pray, sing in the shower, and like to nurture. Hard on self, easy on others. Love the arts. Value education, despise pretention. My strength is very quiet. Difficult to provoke. Always stretching forward to evolve, become something more, something better than what I am. I truly love being 41. I don't have patience for the petty, the drama, the b.s. I live slowly, steadily, and in peace. I love people, dancing, and fast cars. There is no bitterness in me. Minimal regret. I enjoy baseball and live for March Madness. Dream of learning Latin and the tango then moving right onto the shoreline. Well...the order isn't important.
FIND ME ON MY YEARBOOK:
http://www.myyearbook.com/angelaschmitz
and...
Fox's Profile
"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous" - Ingrid Bergman
I took this nifty quiz/poll thing, and it looks like my car and the fact that I don't get enough exercise is pretty much the worst things about me (as far as the 7 deadlies go)...guess it could be worse. Glad I didn't take this 20 years ago...or even 10...
Special thanks to Jaime who signed it as immediately as she knew where to go, before I even asked her to. You're a fine, good woman, Jam, and the best kind of friend.
I'm a particular (or peculiar) balance of the intense and the mellow. I'm doing well; I am happy. I pray, sing in the shower, and like to nurture. Hard on self, easy on others. Love the arts. Value education, despise pretention. My strength is very quiet. Difficult to provoke. Always stretching forward to evolve, become something more, something better than what I am. I truly love being 41. I don't have patience for the petty, the drama, the b.s. I live slowly, steadily, and in peace. I love people, dancing, and fast cars. There is no bitterness in me. Minimal regret. I enjoy baseball and live for March Madness. Dream of learning Latin and the tango then moving right onto the shoreline. Well...the order isn't important.
FIND ME ON MY YEARBOOK:
http://www.myyearbook.com/angelaschmitz
and...
Fox's Profile
"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous" - Ingrid Bergman
| Greed: | Very Low | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | Very Low | |
| Sloth: | Medium | |
| Envy: | Very Low | |
| Lust: | Very Low | |
| Pride: | Very Low |
I took this nifty quiz/poll thing, and it looks like my car and the fact that I don't get enough exercise is pretty much the worst things about me (as far as the 7 deadlies go)...guess it could be worse. Glad I didn't take this 20 years ago...or even 10...
Who I'd like to meet:
Lingering in the Ether
Kite tails, night sails, kiddie pails abound,
Listen to the mysteries that never make a sound.
Bells ring, angels sing, children dream in the night:
Laughter tingles, smiles crinkle, stars twinkle out of sight.
Kitten voice, ice cream choice, baby noise of sleep;
Cricket cry, nature's sigh, wind stride through the trees.
Christmas bells, sweet shop smells, the ocean's pungent swells;
Turkey baking, good sleep waking, sleepover secrets never tell.
Lingering in the ether, hovering above,
Essences of happiness, the quintessence of all we love.
asps/09
The Memory Tome: a forty year epic
Yesterday she saw forty, and looked back upon her life...
She looked with much interest and with green eyes clear and bright.
First, she stops for a moment to put all regrets away -
To fold and set aside all the mistakes she'd made.
She slips into the magick tome where her memories are kept…
Forty years of joy and pain so intense she bent and wept.
She lifts up her head, wiping the tears from her face,
Returning to the heavy book, she carefully turns the page.
Alphabetically she finds her memories neatly listed there,
She smiles to see it's her handwriting written with great care.
The pages are slightly brittle, and yellowed with their age;
Mesmerized, she carefully draws one hand gently down a page.
She charily flips the pages, complete with photos sharp and clear,
Familiarizing her eyes with all that is thus far written there.
After quite some time, for the tome is over a million pages strong,
She returns to where the *A* memories in this book belong.
She runs one finger down a column running two feet long,
And finds so much goodness that it fills her heart with song.
Lying there within the *A*s, she reads about her little girl,
The day her Allie slipped from her and on into the world.
With a smile, she flips to the *B*s so diligently recorded,
She laughs at the memories here, long ago closed and boarded.
All the spent in the Bars, playing and working hard…
Things that in the shadow of family she'd chosen to discard.
Moving slowly through the *C*s with sweet anticipation,
Here she finds endless references to great Contemplations.
She had always been a thinker through her 40 years;
She contemplated everything through her smiles and tears.
She pauses here, shifting her eyes up from the tome,
Deliberating past patterns as she stares into the room.
Moving forward, she finds the *D*s staring up into her face,
She reads of old Desires that had been eventually replaced.
In *E* she finds the Enigma her heart has always seemed,
And in *F* recollections, Family rises to the top like cream.
She carefully ponders her family, those who gave her roots,
Beloveds who made available the world from which to choose.
Memories of these Two have earned regard and respect,
And she bows her blond head and lovingly reflects.
She considers the *G* to which her fingers have paged,
The day she became Grandmother at a fine and happy age.
She closes her eyes, a small smile playing on her lips;
She bows her head, goes within on a momentary time trip.
All these past accounts scrambling through her mind,
All these recollections…mi Dio, where went all the time?!
Opening green eyes, she turns to where *H*s lie,
There's so many Happinesses, again she bends to cry.
So many splendid reminiscences crowded into her past…
Joys piled floor to ceiling that will forever last.
Within the *I*s she finds all the Interests of her life,
Art, books, computers, words, and ideas recondite.
*J*s recount the Joys with which she has been blessed,
Riddling the *K*s are the many times she's been Kissed.
*L* she finds is an exceptionally long and tender chapter…
For here all are the Loves that through 40 years are gathered.
In *M* there hides the Men that poisoned or sweetened days…
And *N* has recorded endless Needs peppered along her way.
She pauses in *O* memories, for here secrets so much pain…
Here she sees all the times she Opened herself over and again.
She stops here, bows her head, a finger holding her place,
Four tears are caught as she arms her perspiration away.
Sectioned into the *P*s --- oh, so many People memoried there!
Here she spends the longest time, in both smiles and tears;
Caressing the pages lovingly, she reads each and every line…
She doesn't hasten, but reads meticulously in gentle time.
All the memories captured there are amplified by passion -
These pages are teeming with emotion never rationed.
Her heart reaches towards each person that touched her world -
Those peoples of the woman, the peoples of the little girl.
It's hard to tear away, but the *Q*s are before her unfolding;
Here are all the Questions caught in a purgatory holding.
*R*s brings Romance and Roy and her heart quickens;
These memoirs speak of love with which she is so stricken.
Once more she closes her eyes, drifting in recollections,
Swimming lazily in the memories of her lover's affections.
Within the pages of all her most loved *S* memories,
The very best was being taken into her husband's family.
In *T*s remembrances lie Truths embraced and rejected -
And within the *U*s, the Universe which she has accepted.
The Veracity with which she's tried to live, there in the *V*s…
Follow do the Women, in *W*, that she has loved so passionately
The memories of *X* are, naturally, few and far between -
But tucked in there is every "X-File" she has ever seen.
Her favorite *Y* is there…the breathy Yes spoken one night
Responding to the marriage proposal made by her gallant knight.
*Z* memories include the Zest she carries with her always
A monumental heart testament propelling her through each day.
Gently she closes the musty and massive magickal tome,
Holding it reverently to her as she glides across the room.
She sets the heavy volume onto nothing but thin air,
And watches as silvery hole magically appears right there.
Unamazed she watches as the magick engulfs the book,
Knowing it will another forty before she gets one last look.
You see, Time is the greatest magick *normality* never sees;
We wrap ourselves in its mobility, yet it's never what it seems.
Sighing softly to herself, feeling her own magicks settle down;
Thinking deeply of lost memories now sharply brought around.
Recollections are so much more than points of our experience…
Of every individual incident, we are the undiluted essence.
With every point of modification, we evolve into something more…
We are meant with each alteration to be better than before.
So next time change finds you, be it for obvious good or for ill,
What you take away from it resides in your own free will.
asps '08
Respect a man, he will do the more.
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Sep 19 2009 1:34 AM
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Huntress ^_^
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I hope you are having a wonderful day!!!
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Take time out of your day to smell the rose's... Thats one of the regrets i have... Sending a hug along with this...
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Are you going to kiss me back or what?
kiss me baby
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